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âElle itâs not her fault sheâs crying. I mean obviously sheâs upset so, itâs not like she doesnât have a reason.â Rye defended me, thatâs sweet but he really shouldnât.
âIâm upset, but you donât see me crying so everyone will be on my side. I mean thatâs what sheâs trying to do anyway.â She said angrily.
âElle just shut up until we get there.â He said sharply and she did, but not for very long.
âNo. You are not my mother. Iâm saying what I need to say now. I am the one thatâs betrayed, sheâs just being an attention hogging, lying, spoiled, bitch.â She said raising her voice as we pulled into the coffee shop, and I ran inside, I canât believe her, does she just not care about what I feel at all? As I ran in, I had meant to head for the bathroom, but then Jake caught me by the waist.
âWhatâs wrong?â He was really concerned, and it just made everything that much worse. Josh was there; he almost came up to me to but stopped just a few feet away, also making things harder.
âI just want Elle and Rye to stop fighting, but she, thinks that Iâm trying to steal him, I donât want to, and no one, will believe me.â I said between sobs, he hugged me, and as an afterthought that I didnât mean to say I said, âAnd I just want your brother to stop screwing with me.â I didnât mean to, and I wished I hadnât said it; they both looked surprised at what I said. Then Elle walked in, still mad at me.
âWow, youâre just proving my point you big baby.â She said coldly.
âWhat the hellâs wrong with you?! What did you do to her? Isnât it obvious sheâs hurt, just back off.â Josh roared at her. Why? Why me? I didnât do anything to deserve this! I just wish everyone would stop and calm down.
âNo, you back off.â She said fiercely. âYou donât know the whole story, and Iâm supposed to be your little sister, yet you havenât defended me one time. Why? Because you are too obsessed with my sister, and the insane idea that if youâre nice enough sheâll date you. Well guess what? All youâre doing is screwing her up. She likes you, Rye, and Jake. Sheâs a whore and doesnât want to admit it.â She said bitterly.
âGet out.â He said trying not to go in rage.
âHappy to oblige.â She said bitterly and she ran out. This is why I donât get involved with people, everyone just gets hurt.
âWhat were you saying before?â Jake said, still stunned at what I had said.
âNothing, I just, I canât stand this Jake. Everything thatâs happening hurts me.â I told him, as honest as I could be with him, without hurting him.
âItâs going to be ok, ok?â He comforted me, but I still cried, I had been holding it all back since Josh started flirting with me, the things Elle said just added to the problem.
âNo, itâs not; nothingâs going to be ok. Every time I turn around, something happens.â
âWhat happened to Elle?â Rye spoke for the first time since Elle had ran out. Seriously? Thatâs what heâs concerned about? Elle and where she went? Of course, I forgot that everyone loves Elle and her self-pity. Thatâs wrong though, she is my sister, and I canât just let her run away. Then Jake sighed, âJosh, comfort her while I help Rye.â He said, and Josh walked over and wrapped his arms around me. Rye and Jake went to talk about Elle and just left me to be even more confused with Josh.
âYou know she doesnât mean what she said Aqua? Sheâs just really mad right now.â He told me as I cried.
âI think she does, and as far as I know, I might as well like all three of the guys she listed.â Then without thinking, I babbled and said something I didnât want to. âI mean I already like two, Jake and his..â Then I stopped, I didnât want to say more than I had.
âThat isnât true, you know who you are. Just because youâre a little confused doesnât mean you have to doubt yourself.â He comforted me, and I believed him. The tears had slowed, and now they were only a trickle.
âI really hope that you mean it. I really donât think I can handle this anymore though.â I told him, and I know he knew what I meant.
âWell, I think you can. Everything is going to be ok.â He told me, and I involuntarily hugged him tighter.
âI wish it would be ok.â
âIt will be, you know youâre really pretty even when you cry?â He asked, totally off subject, and then I remembered why I was crying and started to cry harder, just as hard as before. âIâm not joking, I mean it. Youâre really pretty.â He told me, he didnât understand why I was crying, he thought that I thought that he was teasing me and thatâs why I was crying. He doesnât understand, and I canât just tell him. It would hurt worse to say it as far as I know. âYou really are.â He assured, looking into my eyes, and it made it harder to ignore and I just kept crying. He looked around, and then he kissed me on the forehead, then Rye walked in, I was still crying though.
âThe guys and I have decided to go looking for Elle, Jake is going to stay here with Aqua and help her through what sheâs crying about.â He told Josh, who nodded, and looked down at me. âWill that be ok? Will you be ok with Jake?â He asked, and I just nodded, so he gave me to Jake and the guys left to look for Elle. Jake looked down at me and told me the same thing that Josh had just told me.
âYou know youâre pretty, even when youâre crying?â He asked, and I cried really hard, because I enjoyed that both of them had told me that. âWhat happened with Elle anyway?â
âI just talked, to, Rye and, she got really mad because, I guess we didnât include her enough. I donât know. She just got really mad, and I couldnât help it I started crying, I mean Rye, wouldnât let me leave and I was insulted the whole way here. I had been holding in tears all week, but the stuff she said didnât, help.â I tried to explain through sobs, and he just handed me a tissue and studied me and hugged me while I cried. I canât tell him, it will hurt him, and I still like him so much, I donât think I can stand him to leave me. I wish that everything would just fix itself, and problems would stop revolving around me.
âHey, you know what I think will cheer you up?â I really didnât know, so I just shook my head. âSinging, you love music.â He told me, but I didnât want to so I shook my head. After about ten minutes of crying, I got up.
âHelp me set up the karaoke machine.â I told him, and he stood up smiling that he had provided the idea and he went to set it up. He put it on a mix cd, and hit pause.
âJust hit play when youâre ready.â He told me, handing me the microphone, and I just nodded, I had a message to send through the song I was singing, because I felt like it was true, no matter how guilty I felt about it. âAre you ok; because you can cry some more if you want?â He asked, concerned.
âNo, thatâs ok.â I told him, and I wiped the last tear from my eye, and I hit play, luckily it told me that the song I wanted to sing was in, which was Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz. I started singing, and Jake sat and listened. When I was done, he applauded me. âYou do understand the lyrics right?â I asked him, and this time it was his turn to just nod.
âI hope they donât come true, but I can see what you mean.â He struggled through telling me that, he really didnât like being to open, but he knew he had to tell me if he understood what I was telling him.
âI hope they donât either, but I just wanted you to know, Iâve broken a lot of hearts you know.â I told him, I didnât want to, but I knew we would have to have a deep conversation about this sooner or later.
âIt wonât happen soon will it?â He asked but his eyes were closed.
âNo, not as far as I can see.â I told him, and his eyes opened and he smiled. Then he picked me up and put me down on the table. âYou know, I really do love you right?â He asked, and I felt guilty, even after telling him about what a heart breaker I was and that it was possibly going to happen with us.
âYes, and you know that as far as I know, I love you to?â I asked, and he nodded. âGood,â I told him, and I kissed him, as strong as I could with our weak connection, it took him by surprise, and his hands went in my hair, and I wrapped myself around him, I was weak from the dayâs events, but then he pulled back, and put me down. I looked down, and I felt stupid, but then he lifted my face and kissed me gently again, but it was gentle and small. I was disappointed because all I had felt were a few butterflies and not many at that.
âMaybe when you donât doubt everything going on in your life.â He told me, and I didnât understand what he meant, and then I realized what he was talking about and tried not to laugh, thatâs so sweet, but thatâs not where that was going.
âOk, you want to sing with me?â I asked, looking at the small stage that the coffee shop had.
âSure.â He picked me up and I was startled.
âJake! Put me down!â I shouted out of reflex.
âNo, what if you hurt yourself, no more tears for today.â He told me as he sat me down on the stage. We sang a few of Taylor Swiftâs old songs and then sat down and drank some coffee. Jake left to catch up with the guys and help find Elle. Eventually I got up and started pacing, where were they? They should have been back with Elle by now. A few minutes later she came in with Rye and the guys, and then walked over to me.
âIâm sorry.â She said to me. âI didnât mean what I said I was just mad, and felt like nobody cared.â Then Josh walked over to my side, and it must have reminded her who she was mad at. âYou on the other hand arenât off the hook.â She growled.
âWhy what did I do?â Josh asked bored, donât be stupid, please. I tried to will him with my thoughts.
âYouâre supposed to be my brother and want to protect me, but what were you doing while I was upset? Flirting with my sister, and yelling at me like I wasnât hurt too! You are supposed to care about me and if you canât handle that then I donât want you as my sibling.â She said angrily.
âYou made it quite clear when you decided to attack Aqua for no reason that you didnât want help.â He said shrugging it off.
âI made it quite clear did I? Well
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