No turning back by Destiny (books to read in a lifetime TXT) 📖
- Author: Destiny
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October 21st
Today is the court date and my mom is a no show. I get to keep my baby and my can say nothing about it. I have to get out of here and I know exactly where to go where they can never touch my baby.
October 27th
I had to do what I had to do. I killed my mom and ran off with my baby, I told her she would never get the chance to have my baby. We are wanted because I ran off with the baby, and the system wants my baby they will never have her. We are on our way to New York to live with a friend of mine, at the moment the bus is a a gas station and I am smoking some meth. I will never give up my baby. I will kill anyone to protect my baby...
November 7th
As it turns out my baby has some issues that I didn't know about. All she does is CRY! I can't get her to stop, so I went to the doctor and found out that it was because of the meth I took while I had the baby. She will have defects when she gets older you can sorta tell right now but not really. It turns out that they will be much worse when she gets older. So I screwed up on giving my baby a good start in life and now because of what I did she will pay the price.
November 16th
All I want to do is cry! They found my mom and are looking for me so I need to keep the baby safe and with me. They have no idea what will happen and I think it might be bad but all I can do is hope that the baby will be safe. I feel like a terrabile parent but I need my meth right now and the baby is asleep so it will be okay right....
November 17th
I awoke to the baby crying and I feel horrable for letting her cry. I fell asleep at 6 and noe its4 in the morning I wonder how long she had been crying for. I change her and feed her and put her back to bed. I can't go on like this for much longer I am so depressed all the time and I don't think that I can handle it much longer....I need to consider my options and I need to do it fast.
December 1st
There was a knock at my door today. It was the police and I was charged with the murder of my mother. So they took the baby and I am all alone in my cell right now. I am thinking of all the thinks that I will be missing like her birthdays and her first christmas. I want to see her so badly but I can't and I have 7 years to figure out what to do. I cannot see my Grace and I probally never will I miss her so much and I want to see her so bad. She got a nice foster family I hear so she will be well cared for and I am attending meeting for my addiction so if all goes well I will be a better parent the next time.
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