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âAt worst, souls will be destroyed. The girlâs. The boyâs. The boyâs in particular. He stands before a tsunami. And yours, Dante,â the singer added. âWe mustnât forget yours. Pain can be like light, and its target a mirror.â
âUnless the mirror breaks,â Dante said. âThen I wonât have to worry.â
âIs that what you want? Good Heavens, boy.â
âNo. No, of course not. I was thinking of Sunny.â
âIf those are the thoughts she puts in your head,â Donati told him with furled brow, âconsider another for the flowers you buy. Girls like Sunny donât destroy souls, Dante.â
âNo?â Dante said, perking up at this bit of optimism.
Donati, however, hadnât veered down any gilded paths, as his next words proved.
âNo,â he said. âThey eat them.â
CHAPTER FIFTEEN: Happy New Year
Dante spent Christmas alone in his room. His presents were few, given not with love, but memories of love, set too deep to exhume.
Things were certainly different with Sunny. On the day before school let outâTuesdayâheâd given her the nail polish. Their surroundings had been secret. No one ever went behind the giant Christmas tree in the foyer. Knowing this, Dante had led her there by the hand. Theyâd hunkered down behind a number of large, empty boxes decorated to look like presents, and here, Dante gave her his own present. Sunnyâs response could not have been better. Gushing with thanks, sheâd thrown her arms round his neck, punctuating each word of gratitude with a kiss. The color was perfect, sheâd squealed, totally what she would have chosen had she been in the shop with him.
âIâm glad you like it,â Dante told her, leaning on a Styrofoam snowman.
And Sunny, with her head on his chest: âOh, I love it dear. In fact why donât we just stay here all through fifth period?â
âI have a better idea,â Dante had then said. âWhy donât we just go home early? Sneak away to Stoutenburg Park, swing on the swings?â
âIn twenty-five degree weather?â
âSure. Iâll keep you warm.â
And so theyâd gone, giggling, down one empty hall and up another, peeking around lockers like a couple of Santaâs helpers hoping not to get caught with the milk and cookies. Theyâd slipped out the front door, ducked behind the bicycle racks. None of it frightened Dante. Somehow heâd known they wouldnât be caught.
Heâd been right. Fifteen minutes after leaving the school, on the cold, empty playground of Stoutenburg Park, Sunny had given Dante his present. It was a book. The Giving Tree, by Shel Silverstein.
âDonât open it here,â sheâd said, snuggling him on one of the picnic tables. âWait âtil youâre alone.â
âThank you for this,â Dante said before putting the book inside his coat.
âMy family doesnât celebrate the holiday. But how could I not let you know what you mean?â
âSo the book has a message?â
âNot according to Silverstein. Read the inside cover though. You may find something.â
Later that night he did exactly that, pulling the bookâs handsome cover back slowly in a ploy to savor the moment. There was a note inside, written in loops and swirls of red ink.
Dante, Sunny had written.
Chances are youâve already read this book a hundred times. Its author insists there is no message, but as I told you on the picnic table, the message is mine not his. It goes as follows: Sometimesâmost of the timeâbeing good just doesnât matter. The universe is going to take from you. You are the giving tree; it is the old man. Stop. Iâll help you. Iâll show you how.
Love,
Sunny
He had indeed read the book more than once, but since he always found it so enjoyable he read it again right there at his desk. Then he read Sunnyâs note again. And again, and again.
âŠbut as I told you on the picnic table, the message is mine not his.
Over the school year she had executed a number of disturbing maneuvers upon his psyche, to the point where they should have, by this time, been nearly commonplace. All the same, his heart went cold at these words. How on Earth had she possessed the foresight to write them? There was simply no way Sunny could have known his intention to steal her away to the park. Right up until the moment it happened, Dante hadnât even known himself.
On impulse he decided to open the book again, flipping the pages carefully to see if sheâd written anything else. There was nothing until the very back, where on the opposite side of the cover he found:
I know everythingâŠ
About the boy I fell in love with. You, Dante.
You.
Had this strange statement, written in the same red ink, and in Sunnyâs hand, been there all along? Dante couldnât be sure. He put the book on the desk, stood up, and went to the window. The scene beyondâlight snow, a large church, an empty streetâwas certainly familiar enough. Comforting even. But the darkness he sensed did not come from outside. Rather, it was right here in the room with him.
âSunny?â he called aloud, still staring at the church. âTell me something. How long were you able to hold your breath that day in front of my locker?â
He waited a few seconds, then crossed to the desk. The book lay there, just as heâd left it. But had it perhaps changed just a little bit? He opened the cover gingerly, as if at any moment it might snap and take his fingers off. Sunnyâs note was still on the inside, word for word as sheâd written it. Dante flipped to the back. There was the other, shorter note. It too read exactly the same as before.
âYouâre an idiot,â Dante said to himself, closing the book.
He didnât get it all the way closed. Somehow one of the pages curled over too far. Yanking the cover back so as not to damage it, Danteâs hand slipped. The book slid to the edge of the desk and fell off. It thudded on the floor with its cover wide open. Dante bent, picked it upâŠ
And saw that it had fallen to page thirty.
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New Yearâs Day arrived. 1993. Like always, it was a quiet one in Norwalk. It brought no drinking or dancing. Nobody honked their car horns, or sang Auld Lang Syne in drunken, warbled notes. In Ohio fireworks were illegal for civilians to launch; thus, the skies at midnight of January the 1st remained dark and cold. Indeed, for one in Norwalk to look from skies to streets retained the potential for brief confusion, as they both, at a glance, pretended to be each other. But for the courthouse clock that chimed the hour, nothing among the old downtown buildings made a sound.
This year Dante didnât care. He wasnât in town for the holiday. Heâd gone with his mother and father to stay at a hotel in Cleveland, where a yacht-owners convention had been booked. The idea excited him at first, not due to the company they would surely keep (tall, suave, self-importantâand of course, male), but the premises in which theyâd be kept. The Hotel Consorcia on Euclid Avenue was lavishâor so his father promised the week leading up to the event. It boasted three hundred rooms throughout fifteen floors. A swimming pool, a gymnasium; a Jacuzzi, a sauna. There was also a video arcade (again, promised by his father before Dante saw any actual proof), a candy store, and an ice cream parlor.
Of all these fanciful amenities, only the latter two turned out to be bogus. They arrived on the afternoon of December 31st. A valet parked their car. Luggage boys carried their bags through a revolving gold door. Beyond lay a whisper quiet, dim lobby painted wine and gold. Huge pieces of cedar wood furniture snoozed beneath the glow of pleasant lamps. At a long counter, also of cedar wood, his father spoke to a girl who procured a room for them on the ninth floor.
They went up in an elevator silent as the lobby. The carâs door was mirrored. Seeing himself reflected made Dante, as always, immediately self-conscious. He set about straightening his hair and collar while his parents stood statuesque. It didnât seem to help much. His jeans looked baggy, his shirt wrinkled. Irritated, he took a deep breath and decided to hold it until the doors opened, which they did in plenty of time, dumping them all into yet more dimness, this time a hallway, lushly carpeted and set with fake plants that cast long, vaguely unsettling shadows.
A cart with their bags on it sat outside room 909. Danteâs father opened the door with a mag-card, then asked Dante to roll the cart into a room that smelled of fresh laundry. One of the bagsâa red duffleâbelonged to him. He put it on the bed closest to the window, hoping his parents wouldnât ask him to switch. Then he went to the glass and looked out. Craning his head, he could see Euclid Avenueâs wet sidewalks stretching to the Huntington and PNC buildings. Nearer by was the State Theatre on Playhouse Square. Everything was rain and concrete gray. Not unpleasant. A day for coffee by candlelight, or a good book in an easy chair. This was the departure of 1992. Its final few steps would be from a city by the lake.
âDante?â his father called.
Dante closed the curtain. âYes?â
âYour mother and I are going to wash up for the convention. Once weâre gone youâll be on your ownâŠprobably for the rest of the night.â
âOkay.â
âTheyâre having a little party after all the boring slide-shows,â Mr. Torn went on to explain. âI guess to ring in 1993.â
He spoke this last as if the holiday were normally too trivial to muck about with. For the most part that was true. Dante thought his parents might stay out late tonight, but they wouldnât dance or get drunk. That kind of behavior simply didnât fit their reasoned, sensible style. Some of their friends, on the other handâŠ
âIs Joe going to be there?â Dante asked.
Immediately he regretted bringing that particular friend into the conversation. Too many bad memoriesâbad and not so distant memoriesâinvolved Joseph Jones. And since Dante never liked the big blowhard anyway, why had he even bothered think of him?
âNo,â his father said, with a drop in temperature Dante could easily feel. âJoe doesnât leave his house much these days. But donât worry,â he added after a moment, âIâll leave some money for you on the bed-stand.â
Ouch, Dante thought.
His father stared at him with eyes like the headlights of a police car. âWill there be anything else?â he said.
âNo,â Dante told him. âThanks.â
âGood boy. Happy New Year, Dante.â
âThanks,â Dante said again. âHappy New Year, Dad.â
â
In less than an hour he was all by himself in the room. By then it was near six oâclock and almost full dark. Euclid Avenue had come alight, though very few Clevelanders wished to brave the damp weather. Looking out the window Dante could see a good many traffic lights serving a futile purpose. He counted their cyclesâred, green, yellow, redâhalf a dozen times before seeing a single car.
Not that the cold was solely to blame. Because of the holiday very few shops along the strip were even open. Of those that were, Dante guessed, none would welcome patrons with open arms. Yes, there were people who still had to show up for jobs over the holidays, but they didnât expect to work.
Yawning, Dante left the window. What lay beyond mattered little. He was prisoner of the hotel. Indeed, it appeared as if he might open 1993 right here in room 909, watching movies on cable television. Hoping this wouldnât be the case but feeling powerless to avoid it, he lay back in bed with the Consorciaâs remote control and began to surf channels. What sprang up was not encouraging. First came a black and white sitcom from the fifties; next, a basketball report from two nights previousâCavaliers 114, Hawks 96âthen a Schwarzenegger movie on HBO; then snow; then a beer commercial; then another
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