Why my life sucks (literally) by J.J Blake (red novels TXT) 📖

After I put Anika down for a nap,I decided to look into my first life again. I went to my bed a lay on top. I close my eyes and search the back of my mind.

I could barely lift my quill pen. What made me the Beast? "You must come with me and meet the others." Lexis said interuptting my thoughts.

I was thankful. "So how am I the Beast?" I said sitting farther up in my bed. Lexis sighed and sat on the end of my bed.
"The Beast is a spirit. It floats around inspecting all the humans that come and go. It then saw you and desended into your soul. Now it lives there intil death may depart you." She said calmly.

"I believe you,but how do we get there?" I said kicking back the covers and jumping out of my bed. Lexis laughed silently. "We have wings to get there. That's how we'll get there."

I stood there in shock. "W-Wings?" I said to my surprise that I could stil speak. Wings,how could I have wings? "Just imagine a pair of wings spreading from you back. Also try to make them your own. I'm serious no white. Period." Lexis said a pair of wings spreading from her back.

I closed my eyes and imagined sunset colored wings spreading from my back. My shoulder blades tingled at first then searing pain took over. I would have screamed to high heavens,but Lexis covered my mouth. "I know it hurts but when you get flying you'll feel better. Also when you get used to it you'll be able to do it without a second thought.I swear on the circle it always gets easier from the moment you take you first flight. Come on lets seize the moment before it gets away"

Lexis walked over to my balcony and swung over the edge. I ran to the railing horrified. A laughing Lexis flew above me. "Get down here I got a few choice words to say to you!" I swung over the railing too. Before I knew it my wings yanked me back from falling. The searing pain lessened as I streched my wings. Lexis flew to hover in front of me. "Ready?"

Lexis said to me waiting. I looked up at my balcony wondering what I did to deserve a different life. "I'm ready,Lexis."

I opened my eyes and stared at my barn room's celeiling. I still treasure Lexis first words to me. She was right. Being the Beast did get easier. It always does.

I opened my boyfriend's mansion door. I love this place like a second home. Zander greeted me in a hello kiss. I prayed that he couldn't smell the shadowlands on me. If he did,he didn't show it. "Hey Jess. What brings you here?" Zander asked me. I froze. I had to tell him. "I'm going out of town for a few weeks. I'm going to visit my cousin. You know in gothicville." I said. Oh well. I guess it's the thought that counts. Zander smilied at that. "What cousin?" he said frowning trying to remember a cousin in gothicville. "My cousin Destiny. She used to live farther away,but she just moved to gothicville. So I'm going to help her move in." I said. Well it wasn't exactly a lie. Destiny was kind of like my cousin. "Fine. Write me. Stay away from the dungeon." Zander said. The dungeon was like a vampire club. Zander was warning me to stay away from the dungeon underneath the club. That's where the real vampires resided. I've been there before.

When I opened my barn room's door, I felt a energy in the room. I flicked the light on. Lexis was sitting on my bed. "Hey Lex." I said draging out my suitcase from the closet. "Get packed quick. Were leaving in a few minutes." she said. "Got it. Go pack for Anika will you?" I asked packing my gothic clothes. Lexis,Destiny,Faith and I were going undercover to the vampire dungeon. In a whirlwind I was out the door,loading all the luggage into the trunk of my jeep. I buclukeled in Anika. Lexis got into the front seat. While Destiny and faith took the back.

After hours of constant driving,we finally made it to gothicville. We stopped at a abandoned building. We quickly got everything into the building. We set up bedrooms in the building a while ago. We got dressed and headed to the dungeon.

I was wearing a black mini dress with black combat boots. I prayed that no one would reconize me. Destiny parked my Jeep and tossed me the keys. I tucked them away into the hidden compartment of my boots. I got out of the car and walked toward the back entrance. I used my strengh to pry open the door.

A while later,we had all voted. vampires and all. The weird thing was that you marked the paper with blood. I searched the room with my energy. Finding every single one the same. Ok.

They were counting the votes. One of the counters stopped. I froze in my spot,energy screeching to a halt. It was mine. I knew it. Five bucks on the table.

The leader of the dungeon cried out, "It's the blood of the Beast!". Everyone turned toward our group. Bunched together,we were hopeless.....not! Come on,were part of the 14. Together were stronger. A few vamps jumped on us, but I blocked them from even touching my friends. My ring glowed for a second then stopped. Say hello to my little friend. The Beast.

A few vamps gasped at my new apperance. I reisisted the urge to burst out laughing. I looked down at my clothes and smiled. I was wearing black jeans and shirt to match. I held out my hands and whispered the words appera

. My two favorite daggers came out of the light. My friends pulled out their weapons and defended themselfs greatly. I was so proud.

A fimiliar face appeared in the crowd. Zander. I was pissed. Ok and a little bit scared. A vamp jumped on my left side so I defended myself. Hey you can't say I'm not a multitasker 'cause this was proof. I stuck my dagger into the vamp. Hey,garlic poision. It works.

I quickly launched at the nearest vamp. Cutting into the heart. The rest of the vamps ran for cover. I wiped the blood on my daggers on my black jeans. Another fight won. 14:1,000 vamps:0!

I stoped midwipe remembering Zander in the crowd. I looked up and saw him staring at me with either amazement or amusement. I couldn't tell. I did Not want to change back right now. I let my daggers dissapear. I walked up to Zander and smilied in greeting. "Hi-" Zander started to say but I cut him off. "It's Rosilinda and you will not tell of me being here right Zander?" I said then made a note to smack my self later for using his name NOW. "Yes. How do you know my name?"
Zander said. I smilied at him. "Say hi to Jessica for me will you?" I walked away with my friends next to me. I was so proud of my self. I could feel his confusion.

I gulped down my soda. It was a comforting flavor. I burped. I giggled afterwards. "Wow your drunk." Lexis told me giggling. I gave her a birdie and went to bed. Anika was fast asleep in Destiny's room. I pulled out my journal and flipped through all the old entries. I shut my journal and chucked it at my window. A knock sounded on my door and I searched for who it was.

Zander. Oh great,just great. I can't face him like this. I grabbed my backpack,scribbled a note and slid open my window. I jumped out a landed with a thud. I looked up toward my window. I didn't stick around. I ran off into the night.


I opened the door silently after waiting for a couple of minutes. I walked in and shut the door behind me. I looked around. It was an abandoned building that I knew belonged to the Circle of 14. After that fight in the dungeon I followed Rosilinda and her friends home. I still couldn't believe that my Jessica knew the Beast. I sent the thought away and searched the room. I found a note on the bed. I had left the other filled rooms alone focused on Rosilinda's room. The note read:'Dear Lex, I went out for a flight and a bite. Guard the building. Careful about the scent. They are sneaky. J-Rosilinda.'. J? As in Jessica? No that didn't make sense. I reread the note. Who was they? And the scent? Wow this note alone filled his head with more questions than Jessica did on her moody days. I left the note on what I persumed was "Lex"'s door. I jumped out the nearest window and took flight.My body folded into itself turning into a bat. My ears gave me a good sight on something below me. It was....Jessica? I followed her to a alley and watched her pull her wings(!?!?!)into her back. Clearly it was a move mastered long ago. It still took me a second to turn but to her it was like riding