Dawn by Lisette Kabel (books to get back into reading .TXT) 📖

all of sudden came into my head, "It's ok Elijah. We will help you through this." I looked around confused, who was that. "I followed your father once and intend to follow you," he paused for a moment, "Your father was a fearless warrior." I only felt the anger filling me more. "We can hear each others thoughts and communicate…" He went on explaining about what our abilities were. For some reason it only angered me. I didn't choose this. I don't want this responsibility. Why did this happen. I was just filled with rage and disbelief. I ran through the woods, yelling out leave me alone. The voice in my head stopped immediately. I don't know where I was running to but all I knew was I need to get away.


Chapter 8

Renesmee's point of view

The weekend has arrived. Jacob still did not tell me where we would be going. Soon our guest will be arriving as well. Sitting in the living room, staring out the window, Alice should be arriving any minute today. I called her to tell her of my weekend. She would not get off the phone. She went on and on of all the outfits I could wear and she'll bring some back from her vacation. I dazed off into thinking. It's been a week since I bumped into my new found friend Elijah. We didn't leave off on such a good note, I kind of ran from the scene. I should give a call sometime. Alice. Before I could turn around to the scent, Alice rushed me and pulled me into a hug, "Renesmee, I've missed you!" I chuckled; it's only been a couple of weeks, so I felt. "I've you to Alice." She pulled me away from her too look at me. She stared up and down, observing everything, "I've been gone for a few weeks and you turned into Bella."

"Hey!" Bella came out into the room to join us, with Edward not to far behind. Jasper finally walked into the room and made his way to sit down. I noticed all the bags he carried in, I rolled my eyes. "Renesmee we have no time to waste. We have lots to do and reminding the lost time," Alice started to fix my curls. "Alice, it's only a date," Bella replied. "The first date has all the memories," Alice replied confidently, "Let's go Renesmee we have work to do." She dragged me out of the room towards the stares. I looked to Edward and Bella with pleading eyes to help, they laughed. We made it to my room and Alice ordered me to shower first while she 'analyzes' the choices. I jumped inletting the hot water hit me, I yelled out to Alice, "I have no clue where he's taking me."

"O little niece, have confidence with your aunt please!" I herd her rummaging through bags; maybe I should just hide in the shower. I jumped out drying myself and putting under garments on. I walked into the room and there were two choices for an outfit, pink and green. I did definitely not like the pink, it was never a color for me, but I will give it a shot. I slipped on the light pink dress, it was form fitting, very nice but I felt it was to dressy for the occasion. Alice agreed and handed me the next one. It was a light, pestle green. The neckline dropped very low on my chest, but I was not voluptuous so it fit great. It was right above my knee, flowy enough to move around. I put the very light leggings on, it was bare to the skin. Alice walked over with some boots, "You're going to need these, and its cold out for heels." She passed me over this leather no heel boots. I slipped them on and they reached right below my knee. And then the blazer, "Just in case it gets to chilly for you," Alice winked passing it over. She then went to my hair. She pinched up the front to a messy, quarter up look; lightly passing on some blush and a light pink lip stick. "Perfect!" she looked at me like I was a portrait. I smiled, a little worried to look in the mirror. I stood up and looked over to her master piece. The woman staring back at me was beautiful. "You are beautiful," Edward made his way into the room, "Alice she looks great." Alice responded, "I know. My work here is done, time to get my camera." She breezed out the room. Edward walked over to me giving me a kiss on the forehead, "If you need anything, I will be there in not time." I laughed, "Edward, its Jacob, I'm sure he'll be good." He just returned my answer with a half smile, "He should be here soon, I can hear his excitement." He walked out my room, following Alice steps. I look back in to the mirror, still amazed. I have never fixed my self to this. I wonder what Jake would think. Feeling a little silly, this is not what I'm used to. I like my laid back look, jeans and shirt. The knock on the door startled me out of my thoughts, Jakes here. I looked one more time, you could do this Ness. I nodded my head and made my way to the stairs. I could hear Edward mumbling the rules to Jacob. What was he thinking, it was one date. I stepped downstairs and was almost done, when my family and Jacob decided to watch me down the rest. Jacob came into the room, following everyone else's eyes, on to me. His eyes filled with infatuation and satisfaction, dazed by my appearance. He looked handsome. He looked to have taken sometime to get ready for this date; clean cute, was wearing jeans with a fitted, button up shirt, folded up to his elbows. He was flawless. I looked down form his eyes, my cheeks radiating the heat. Every one laughed but Edward, "Jacob, you can close your mouth now." Jacob cleared his throat and repositioned his body, shaking off the dazzling. I walked the rest of the steps down, standing next to Jacob, "Nessie, you look amazing," he pulled me closer, giving me a kiss on the cheek. Alice immediately started snapping pictures. Really, like this scene wasn't embarrassing enough. Jake enjoyed every minute of it, pushing me to pose for the camera. Bella standing in the background watched us, half way smiling and the other half holding back the whimpers. I smiled and walked over to her, embracing her into a mother daughter hug, "its ok mom, I will always be your Renesmee." She pulled me tighter. I haven't called her mom since I was a child. "I know…" she whispered to me. "Ok, let's let these two love birds enjoy!" Leave it to Alice to make another scene. I gave Bella a kiss and same to Edward. Jacob waited for me at the door. I walked over to him, waving a last bye to the family.

Jacob opened my door, as a true gentleman would and made his way to the driver seat. Looking over to me, he turned the car on with a smirk, "Ready beautiful?" He drove off into the night. "Where are we going?" I cut the silent drive. He replied with one simple answer, "Surprise." I deeply exhaled out, he chuckled to my stubbornness. Letting the soft music in the car take over, we enjoyed the ride to our destination. Jacob slowed the vehicle, turning into a diner on the beach. I looked over confused at him. "Trust me Ness." He pulled me out the car and walked up to the front. The hostess greeted us and showed us to our table in a secluded out door area, on the beach. Even though it was winter, our body hardly was afraid of the cold. It was a remarkable view of the ocean. The sky was still changing colors to blues, navy blues, black, and slight pinks. The table was set up for two, with multiple candles all around our surrounding. Calla lilies flowers took the centerpiece of the table in a clear vase, they were my favorite. Soft music played in the background. It was quite romantic. Jacob put his hand around my waist, "Do you like?" I continued to look around, taking it all in, "I love it." I turned over to him, beaming with happiness. He walked me over to the chair, pulling my chair out. I sat down and he sat down. A waitress came over and handed us the menus, of course she could not take her beady eyes off of Jake. I don't blame her; I seemed to have the same problem. Jacob interrupted my thoughts, "Ness I know you do not like to eat human food as much, but try something?" I nodded to him as I skim through the menu. The waitress came back shortly taking our order. Jacob basically asked for the menu, as I only asked for ann extreme rare steak. I continued to observe the setting of the date. All I could feel was Jacobs eyes admiring me. I tried not to connect with his, so I focused on the flowers. His eyes continued to pierce through me. I can see him smirking at my diversion. "Nessie, you look gorgeous tonight. Alice did a great job with the outfit, but you're beautiful regardless." My eyes could not help it no more. They betrayed me. They slowly moved up into his gaze and locked on to his. I tried to move them but they stayed, taking in all of Jacob's perfections. I was gawking my best friend. Not moving his eyes, he watched my every movement. The loves in his eyes were undeniable, he truly loved me and it was obvious with just his eyes. He laughed and unlocked the stare. How silly, I bit my lip, flushed with the embarrassment. Our dinner was served; Jake wasted no time and devoured the meal. I tried to enjoy as well, but not so much luck. He smiled at my attempt. My nerves stared to take over my body and thoughts. If he did love me, would he tell me, what would I say back? I don't think I'm ready to commit to love, this is our first date. Rejection was not an option but I do not want to rush into anything. "Is everything ok Ness?" Jacob studied my expressions. I gave a faint smile, "Yes, everything's great." The music swayed slowly to the ocean waves. I smiled to the rhythm taking over. "Do you want to dance?" Jacob got up, walking towards me. No, no I do not do dancing. I completely inherited Bella's rhythm. I tried to maneuver away from his open hand but I had no chance. He pulled me up into his, pulling me very close to his body. He grasped one of my hands into his chest, position my other hand on his neck. He put his other hand on my