A life without my love by pumpkin1997 (best book clubs TXT) 📖

me,"i shrugged then let it go again.the magic dissappeared.
"everyone i have to tell you something important."alisha said."alice knew that edward and her were going to die and she told him.they couldnt tell you but instead wrote these and asked me to give them to you after,"she said handing out letters.
i got two.one from alice and another from edward.i opened alices first,hoping it would be less painfull,i was wrong.

dear bella,
if you are reading this then you ahve either won the battle or alisha has given you the letter to early.ever way this means that im dead.dont feel sorry for me because it had to be done.if i had survived then you wouldnt of won.i cant explain so just trust me.you are my sister and i love you.the only thing that i would of changed was your fashion sense.alisha showed me the future,that you and jazz are in love.i dont mind bella.she also showed me my past.keep reading if you want to know it.
goodbye sister,take care of jasper
alice
i had a normal childhood until i was 12 years old.we moved house and i had no idea why.when i would ask my father about it he would shout.but then one day these men came into our house.they were carrying guns and knives.5 shots were fired killing both my parents instantly.me and my sister cynthia were tied up and tortured.the police fiund us later and gave custardy over us to our grandparents.a month later i started seeing visions.me grandmother put me in a mental assylum and i never saw my little sister again.

i wiped a dry tear from my eye.the tradgaties of alices past upset me more than my own.i opened edwards letter next.

my deares wife,
bella,alice has told me that me and her are going to die.dont feel sad for me.i love you more then youlle ever know,more then antone has ever loved anyone before.alice has told me that your in love with jasper and i dont care as long as youre happy.everything will work out in the end.please dont do anything stupid and look after are daughter,she needs you.isabella marie swan cullen i love you and i will forever.
your husband edward

his letter was short but sweet.i looked up and jaspers expression frightened me.he was so angry but upset at the same time.i felt it slowly consume me.i grabbed his hand and pulled him onto the sofa with me.i pu my head on his chest and slowly the emotions in the room all turneed calm.
"what did yours say?"he asked.
"why they died,alices past,that edward loved me and that they were both okay about me and you.what about yours?"
"pretty much the same,"
i looked at the letters in my hand before tearing them up.jasper caught my hands.
"what are you doing?"
"this isnt them.i dont want to remember them like this.i cant.i want to remember the happy times.when i first met edward,when alice would drag me out to go shopping.okay that wasnt happy for me but alice was."jasper nodded ,letting my hands go.i threw the ripped up letters into the fire.i watched the paper crumple and slowly turn to ash.
"i could bring them back.cant hunters travel to the dead?i could bring them back."
"are you sure that is what you wish bella?"
"of course its what i wish alisha,"
"very well."she said gently touching my head.
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true realisation
everything was white now as i looked around the room.until i spotted alice black spiky hair.i smashed into her.pulling my arms round her neck.
"alice youre so stuoid you know."i shouted at her.
"i didnt see this coming,"she laughed.i let her go and hugged edward instead.
"youre stupis as well,"i mumbled.edward kissed my cheek,my forhead,but never my lips
"you belong to jasper now,"he explained
"edward,alice,i can only stat for a minute before i get pulled back.but if you take my hands then you can live too,"they both shook their heads at the same time.
"bella,even if we wanted to go back,the moment we were alive again time would reverse itself to before the battle.but it would be different.me and edward would be in the fight which would mean you had never met alisha and ben.our whole family would be dead bella," i hugged alice tightly and kissed edward.then i let go and was brought crashing back down into reality. Imprint

Text: all the characters belong to stephanie meyer except paul,his coven,alisha,ben,emily and the hunters are mine
Publication Date: 10-03-2010

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