How Can You know the Agony of Heart by Rida Shoukat (reading books for 4 year olds TXT) 📖

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ھم نے جنم سے پہلے جنم لیا
اور اپنی عمر سے پہلے بڑے ھوے
بناء محبت، محبت کی، اور بناء قصور لاے گئے
ھم نے آج سے پہلے دن دیکھا اور دن سے پہلے رات
ہمیں دل سے پہلے درد ملا، اور درد سے پہلے مات
ھم نے آج دیکھا، مگر کل نہیں
اور کل بھی وہ کہ اگلا پل نہیں
کتنے عجیب لوگ ہیں ھم
کہ زندگی سے پہلے جیے
اور موت سے پہلے مرگیے

It's been three days since she has been kidnapped. And she doesn't know anything about her family in these three days, that in what condition they are? How's her loving father? What type of pictures has been made of her and sent to them? What's the reaction of her uncle and aunt, and other relatives? Her mind was bursting with that thoughts.

But no one was there to have some mercy on her and set her free. She has not taken anything other than water and painkiller for the last three days. She has been given a worn-out shawl. But she still has a fever. She has been feeling dizzy due to weakness.

She doesn't have that much courage to get up and take herself towards the left side of the window, from where outside greenery can be visible.

Sun has been shining now wiped out the darkness of night. But she was sitting like a statue putting her head on her knees. She has been enduring her torture.

Since last night, Shanzal Ali Shah has not come again. Like the last two nights, she was caught in the fear of loneliness and sobbing. Her lips have become dry because of constantly praying for herself. But there seems to be no indication of her freedom.

It's been a full day when the lock of the door was opened. And the next moment, in the black pant Shanzal Ali Shah appeared, he came towards her in an aggressive mood.

"Get up.... didn't I tell you that before my arrival you will go to the horse stable and do your duty of cleaning it, then why are you disobeying me...." He harshly hold her by her arm which made her whine due to pain.

"I... I can't feel the courage to get up...." Don't know how difficult she told him while putting her tongue on her dried lips. He laughed at her and said sarcastically.

"Really....? Your brother has a lot of courage in doing everything. Anyways, thank God, that I didn't take his life in my provocation, otherwise it was not difficult for me to do so, now when I have made a plan to make him learn a lesson through you, then don't make stumble in my plan, otherwise I will forget that you are a woman....." There was something in his tone, which made her look at him with fear.

"Come on.... now get up, I have also other business to do...." Now he forwarded his hand to grab her from her arm, and forcefully pull her to make her stand.

"Go, hurry up, first of all, give some grass to these horses, then clean this mess. Till then I will ask about your Dad's condition from one of my friends..."

He pushes her to the horse stable while sitting himself on one side and said it to her in sa satisfied tone. And the next moment, he took out his phone from his pant pocket and dialed the number of his friend.

"Hello Kashi, Shan speaking, tell me what is the condition of our enemies, nowadays....?"

Giving a look to Hoor ul Ain, who was straightening her shawl, while putting grass to the horses. On his tone, she instantly ran to him. Who was saying now.

"If Allah wills not, no one can harm..... anyways, you don't worry, the next step I am going to take, will surely lead to the death of this old man. And now you will see. God will help me in this. .ok. talk to you later...." After saying goodbye to him, languid and weak Hoor ul Ain fell and caught his feet.

"For God's sake, Shanzal Ali Shah, have some mercy on me and my family. For God's sake, forgive my brother. Please...."

"Why...are you, my lover, that on your saying I forgive their wrongdoings, and then, the trouble I have been gone through because of the death of my father, I will give the same trouble to your bastard brother, only then the fire burning inside of me will subside."
From his heavy boots, he pushes the fragile hands of Hoor ul Ain and stands up. She then shouted.

"After taking the life of my father, will your Dad get alive? You are mankind from the prophet, who always keeps forgiving. Being a man from that ummat, can't you forgive one mistake of my brother. And the God, who has made this whole universe and forgives the biggest sin of his man, whenever He wants. You are not great from Almighty, Shanzal, then why do you want to destroy our lives?"

She badly cried. On that, he diverted his attention and lightened his cigarette, he said.

"Yes, you are right, God forgives men whenever He wants, but I am not God, you understand...?  Don't show me your pretentious tears, I hate this, the wrongdoing your brother has done, it's not worthy of forgiving. So the fire burning inside of heart will  make it subside...."

Telling to her cruelly, he deliberately let the burning cigarette fall on the arm of Hoor ul Ain, she cried due to pain.

"Come on baby, stop this shouting, otherwise I know the use of ba elt, and get to know that the more you people go through suffering, the more it feels me satisfied...."

No matter how much he looks calm from the outside, he was more savage from the inside. Hoor ul Ain felt a deep feeling of hatred for him, which made her tremble.

While, the dashing, cruel man, standing beside her relaxingly patting her on her cheek, then leaves her alone here and moves outside.