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the very slightest encouragement.’
‘That is quite impossible, mamma.’
‘Why should it be impossible? Emily declares that she never saw a man
so much in love in her life, and she says also that she believes he is
abroad now simply because he is broken-hearted about it.’
‘Mr Glascock, mamma, was very nice and good and all that; but indeed he
is not the man to suffer from a broken heart. And Emily is quite
mistaken. I told him the whole truth.’
‘What truth?’
‘That there was somebody else that I did love. Then he said that of
course that put an end to it all, and he wished me good-bye ever so
calmly.’
‘How could you be so infatuated? Why should you have cut the ground
away from your feet in that way?’
‘Because I chose that there should be an end to it. Now there has been
an end to it; and it is much better, mamma, that we should not think
about Mr Glascock any more. He will never come again to me and if he
did, I could only say the same thing.’
‘You mustn’t be surprised, Nora, if I’m unhappy; that is all. Of course
I must feel it. Such a connection as it would have been for your
sisters! Such a home for poor Emily in her trouble! And as for this
other man—’
‘Mamma, don’t speak ill of him.’
‘If I say anything of him, I must say the truth,’ said Lady Rowley.
‘Don’t say anything against him, mamma, because he is to be my husband.
Dear, dear mamma, you can’t change me by anything you say. Perhaps I
have been foolish; but it is settled now. Don’t make me wretched by
speaking against the man whom I mean to love all my life better than
all the world.’
‘Think of Louis Trevelyan.’
‘I will think of no one but Hugh Stanbury. I tried not to love him,
mamma. I tried to think that it was better to make believe that I loved
Mr Glascock. But he got the better of me, and conquered me, and I will
never rebel against him. You may help me, mamma but you can’t change
me.’
SIR MARMADUKE AT HIS CLUB
Sir Marmaduke had come away from his brother-in-law the parson in much
anger, for Mr Outhouse, with that mixture of obstinacy and honesty
which formed his character, had spoken hard words of Colonel Osborne,
and words which by implication had been hard also against Emily
Trevelyan. He had been very staunch to his niece when attacked by his
niece’s husband; but when his sympathies and assistance were invoked by
Sir Marmaduke it seemed as though he had transferred his allegiance to
the other side. He pointed out to the unhappy father that Colonel
Osborne had behaved with great cruelty in going to Devonshire, that the
Stanburys had been untrue to their trust in allowing him to enter the
house, and that Emily had been ‘indiscreet’ in receiving him. When a
young woman is called indiscreet by her friends it may be assumed that
her character is very seriously assailed. Sir Marmaduke had understood
this, and on hearing the word had become wroth with his brother-in-law.
There had been hot words between them, and Mr Outhouse would not yield
an inch or retract a syllable. He conceived it to be his duty to advise
the father to caution his daughter with severity, to quarrel absolutely
with Colonel Osborne, and to let Trevelyan know that this had been
done. As to the child, Mr Outhouse expressed a strong opinion that the
father was legally entitled to the custody of his boy, and that nothing
could be done to recover the child, except what might be done with the
father’s consent. In fact, Mr Outhouse made himself exceedingly
disagreeable, and sent away Sir Marmaduke with a very heavy heart.
Could it really be possible that his old friend Fred Osborne, who seven
or eight-and-twenty years ago had been potent among young ladies, had
really been making love to his old friend’s married daughter? Sir
Marmaduke looked into himself, and conceived it to be quite out of the
question that he should make love to any one. A good dinner, good wine,
a good cigar, an easy chair, and a rubber of whist—all these things,
with no work to do, and men of his own standing around him—were the
pleasures of life which Sir Marmaduke desired. Now Fred Osborne was an
older man than he, and, though Fred Osborne did keep up a foolish
system of padded clothes and dyed whiskers, still at fifty-two or
fifty-three surely a man might be reckoned safe. And then, too, that
ancient friendship! Sir Marmaduke, who had lived all his life in the
comparative seclusion of a colony, thought perhaps more of that ancient
friendship than did the Colonel, who had lived amidst the blaze of
London life, and who had had many opportunities of changing his
friends. Some inkling of all this made its way into Sir Marmaduke’s
bosom, as he thought of it with bitterness; and he determined that he
would have it out with his friend.
Hitherto he had enjoyed very few of those pleasant hours which he had
anticipated on his journey homewards. He had had no heart to go to his
club, and he had fancied that Colonel Osborne had been a little
backward in looking him up, and providing him with amusement. He had
suggested this to his wife, and she had told him that the Colonel had
been right not to come to Manchester Street. ‘I have told Emily,’ said
Lady Rowley, ‘that she must not meet him, and she is quite of the same
opinion.’ Nevertheless, there had been remissness. Sir Marmaduke felt
that it was so, in spite of his wife’s excuses. In this way he was
becoming sore with everybody, and very unhappy. It did not at all
improve his temper when he was told that his second daughter had
refused an offer from Lord Peterborough’s eldest son. ‘Then she may go
into the workhouse for me,’ the angry father had said, declaring at the
same time that he would never give his consent to her marriage with the
man who ‘did dirty work’ for the Daily Record as he, with his paternal
wisdom, chose to express it. But this cruel phrase was not spoken in
Nora’s hearing, nor was it repeated to her. Lady Rowley knew her
husband, and was aware that he would on occasions change his opinion.
It was not till two or three days after his visit to St. Diddulph’s
that he met Colonel Osborne. The Easter recess was then over, and
Colonel Osborne had just returned to London. They met on the doorsteps
of ‘The Acrobats,’ and the Colonel immediately began with an apology.
‘I have been so sorry to be away just when you are here—upon my word I
have. But I was obliged to go down to the duchess’s. I had promised
early in the winter; and those people are so angry if you put them off.
By George, it’s almost as bad as putting off royalty.’
‘D n the duchess,’ said Sir Marmaduke.
‘With all my heart,’ said the Colonel ‘only I thought it as well that I
should tell you the truth.’
‘What I mean is, that the duchess and her people make no difference to
me. I hope you had a pleasant time; that’s all.’
‘Well yes, we had. One must get away somewhere at Easter. There is no
one left at the club, and there’s no House, and no one asks one to
dinner in town. In fact, if one didn’t go away one wouldn’t know what
to do. There were ever so many people there that I liked to meet. Lady
Glencora was there, and uncommon pleasant she made it. That woman has
more to say for herself than any half-dozen men that I know. And Lord
Cantrip, your chief, was there. He said a word or two to me about you.’
‘What sort of word?’
‘He says he wishes you would read up some blue books, or papers, or
reports, or something of that kind, which he says that some of his
fellows have sent you. It seems that there are some new rules, or
orders, or fashions, which he wants you to have at your finger’s ends.
Nothing could be more civil than he was but he just wished me to
mention this, knowing that you and I are likely to see each other.’
‘I wish I had never come over,’ said Sir Marmaduke.
‘Why so?’
‘They didn’t bother me with their new rules and fashions over there.
When the papers came somebody read them, and that was enough. I could
do what they wanted me to do there.’
‘And so you will here after a bit.’
‘I’m not so sure of that. Those young fellows seem to forget that an
old dog can’t learn new tricks. They’ve got a young brisk fellow there
who seems to think that a man should be an encyclopaedia of knowledge
because he has lived in a colony over twenty years.’
‘That’s the new under-secretary.’
‘Never mind who it is. Osborne, just come up to the library, will you?
I want to speak to you.’
Then Sir Marmaduke, with considerable solemnity, led the way up to the
most deserted room in the club, and Colonel Osborne followed him, well
knowing that something was to be said about Emily Trevelyan.
Sir Marmaduke seated himself on a sofa, and his friend sat close beside
him. The room was quite deserted. It was four o’clock in the afternoon,
and the club was full of men. There were men in the morning-room, and
men in the drawing-room, and men in the card-room, and men in the
billiard-room; but no better choice of a chamber for a conference
intended to be silent and secret could have been made in all London
than that which had induced Sir Marmaduke to take his friend into the
library of ‘The Acrobats.’ And yet a great deal of money had been spent
in providing this library for ‘The Acrobats.’ Sir Marmaduke sat for
awhile silent, and had he sat silent for an hour, Colonel Osborne would
not have interrupted him. Then, at last, he began, with a voice that
was intended to be serious, but which struck upon the ear of his
companion as being affected and unlike the owner of it. ‘This is a very
sad thing about my poor girl,’ said Sir Marmaduke.
‘Indeed it is. There is only one thing to be said about it, Rowley.’
‘And what’s that?’
‘The man must be mad.’
‘He is not so mad as to give us any relief by his madness, poor as such
comfort would be. He has got Emily’s child away from her, and I think
it will about kill her. And what is to become of her? As to taking her
back to the islands without her child, it is out of the question. I
never knew anything so cruel in my life.’
‘And so absurd, you know.’
‘Ah that’s just the question. If anybody had asked me, I should have
said that you were the man of all men whom I could have best trusted.’
‘Do you doubt it now?’
‘I don’t know what to think.’
‘Do you mean to say that you suspect me and your daughter, too?’
‘No, by heavens! Poor dear. If I suspected her, there would be an end of
all things with me. I could never get over that. No I don’t suspect
her!’ Sir Marmaduke had
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