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âSlide your hands through the bars.â She instructed and I followed so she could unlock my cuffs.
âYou canât go around acting like that, it gets you in troubleâ
âDonât tell me what the fuck I can do; Iâm grown, GROWN muthafucka. I need to get OUT OF HEREâ I screamed at the tiny officer holding my cuffs and her keys in one hand.
âAnd how you plan on doing that if you canât even talk to people?â Her words sliced me sharper than any knife. She was right I couldnât leave if I was acting like a damn fool. I hated being alone in the dark with my thoughts and tonight would be especially hard. I would only have pictures of Raheim flowing in and out of my mind. He brought back memories of being in love and how happy I was to see the baby with his daddyâs green eyes. I had the prettiest baby in the world and I was sure Carlos would be happy to have a son that looked like him. He came around for a while and filled my head with dreams of being a family. He proudly showed off Raheim to all of his friends and family members. He was a proud dad all the way up until I started telling him I needed him to watch the baby while I went back to school. Then he played the disappearing act, stepping out to see my arch enemy Gianni. He knew I hated her ass and he still went after her. I hated not being on top but I was determined to keep my man. I gave him another son but by then it didnât matter I was sure pussy. The baby mama he knew he could fuck when he wanted to. He came and went when he pleased, finding new project broads to freak. Everybody wanted a piece and soon I was a fading part of history.
I remembered the night I kicked Raheim out like it was yesterday. The night before Carlos called to make sure I would be home so he could stop by. I left my back door unlocked for him like I always did and he slid on through close to midnight. Raheim thought he was old enough to wait up to see his dad but I wanted him all to myself. Rahâs stubborn ass refused to sleep until Carlos came over and gave his dad a hug when he walked in. Carlos looked at me with a relieved expression that I would never forget, like Raheim saved him from something.
âHey little man; why you still up?â
âCause I wanted to say goodnightâ
âWell, goodnight. Remember to wake up early cause Iâm coming to take you and your brotha to church tomorrowâ He squeezed him on the shoulder and nudged him in the direction of the stairs. I remembered feeling jealous that he gave him that much attention but I played it cool cause I just knew he was coming to break me off.
âBaby you know I missed youâ I whined in his ear like a bitch and tried to kiss him before I noticed how far he backed up.
âJanet, I came here to tell you that I wonât be coming here no more. Unless itâs about my kids please donât call me. I got a new girl and I donât wanna fuck shit up you know?â
âOh you got a new girl huh? Who the fuck is it Gianni? Who? WHO Carlos? Or is it that bum bitch from 52nd street?â
âDonât worry about who she isâ those were the last words I heard him speak until the following night. When Raheim woke up the next morning acting all happy to see his dad I tried to contain myself. I felt my legs walk into the kitchen ready to pull a knife from the drawer. I felt like hurting him for looking like the bastard who just broke my heart. Raheim didnât know that I had a knife in my hands when I told him to get out. I sent him away to save his life because I knew I was on the brink of crazy and it was no turning back. I hated the idea of him leaving me for someone else. I hated feeling like I was the loser to the finest prize in Philly and I knew then that if he made one slip I would end his sorry life and make him regret the day he fucked me over.
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Jamaican Me CrazySix weeks in Jamaica and I feel spoiled. Rah bought me a whole new wardrobe with no limits on brand names. I was told to get what I wanted and donât worry about the price. I tried to tell myself not to get to use to this because it would only be for a minute. Needless to say I bought a lot of maxi dresses to hide the growing lump. For now we were both cool and for some crazy reason Raheim has been acting like he wants to be my man. Last night he took me horseback riding and tonight he wants to go to a pajama party near one of the large resorts. Weâve eaten in almost every restaurant on the island and gone to numerous clubs. It must be something in the water having a nigga act in love but whateva it was I was ok with it. I heard a knock on the bathroom door while I was taking my bath and a second later the door opened.
âScuse me Miss, Mr. Starz says he needs ya ta hurry it upâ it was the same pretty girl who walked in the first night me and Rah made love.
âOh ok, tell him to give me another minuteâ I wanted to tell her itâs a thing called knock and then wait for an answer but I bit my tongue. The party was supposed to start around ten and it was only nine forty five so him rushing me meant he really wanted to be there. He bought me a sexy red teddy trimmed in black lace and a pair of red heels. When I stepped into the bedroom he was already there waiting shirtless and patient.
âWhen you start rushing me?â I turned my back to him so I could slide the thin red lingerie over my head.
âWhen you start being shy?â He sounded curious and I had to think fast.
âI can be shy when I wanna be. Only my man can see me nakedâ I teased but when I turned to see his face he wasnât smiling and I suddenly felt the air shift in the room.
âOh so you need to hear me say it? Why the fuck you think I brought you here? So we can play house. I been walking round here acting like a nut and your ass act like you didnât get the damn memo.â He looked furious and I didnât know what the hell just happened.
âWait, what just happened?â
âFelicia if you donât know what the fuck Iâm talking about then I donât have the energy to explain itâ He walked out of the room leaving me seriously confused. I wanted to follow after him but I wasnât that chic and never would be. I figured he would either go to the party without me or sulk like a big baby until I came after him. I took my time doing my makeup making sure my hair was pulled up in a messy ponytail. I slipped on the red heels and headed out the bedroom down into the large living area. All eyes followed the sway of my hips as I went in search of Raheim. I found him on the wrap around porch.
âWhatâs up with you sexy?â I stood in front of him, staring eye to eye. His green eyes were enticing and the golden brown tint to his skin looked especially perfect under the glow of the Jamaican moon. His hands found their way to my waist and he pulled me into him.
âYour ass is mine, you need to start acting like you know betterâ For a moment my heart dropped in my chest. He was claiming me, I felt sick all of a sudden.
âAre you saying youâre my man?â I tried to play it cool but I could feel my knees starting to buckle. Thoughts of the baby I was carrying flashed before me and then I felt guilty. Should I tell him or should I leave it alone.
âIâm saying that I think itâs time I started chillin. You already know Iâm feeling you and at this point I know I donât want anybody else. Is that what you want?â My words caught in my throat, for as long as I knew Rah Iâve wanted to hear those words. Shit! His timing couldnât be worse.
âI do want to be yours but Rah, I think we should talk. I need to tell you somethingâ I took a deep breath hoping that when I told him I was pregnant he wouldnât release his grip cause I was sure Iâd fall.
Before I could form the words Lucius pulled the van around front and I couldnât be more grateful. âWeâll talk later but for now letâs go have funâ He said before taking me by the hand leading me into the van. Fast beating reggae filled the night air the closer we got to the party. Soon I was able to see curvy women walking around in sheer and lace nighties and men wearing boxers, pajama bottoms and some even wore sweatpants. I watched Raheimâs chest swell with pride as we walked through the lounge area. I tried to act calm but I really was seconds away from a panic attack. I tried to focus on the soft blue glow coming from the large outdoor pool.
âJust make it through tonightâ I told myself.
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Raheim Starz
I pulled Felicia into the center of the room allowing the rhythm of Elephant Manâs Give me the whine to take over. She went in full gear and started moving her hips in a slow whine speeding up and slowing down again. The party was filled with some of the finest girls on the planet, a few were eyein me hardcore but I gave Felicia my full attention. Besides, the fastest way to get the pussy is to act like you donât want it. Three songs in and Felicia said her feet were hurtin.
âYou can still dance if you want, that chick in black been tryna get your attention all nightâ I looked over my shoulder at the tall brown girl in the corner. She had hips for days and tits the size of cantaloupes.
âShould I give it to her?â I started dancing in front of Felicia
âYeah go give it to her but not too much I donât want to have to play anybody up in here tonightâ I kissed Felicia before walking over to lady in black.
âLetâs danceâ I took her by her hand and watched her smile. She was determined to show me her inner freak on
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