The Beautiful and the Damned by F. Scott Fitzgerald (summer beach reads .txt) đ
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MURIEL: Have you seen âPeg oâ My Heartâ?
MAURY: No, I havenât.
MURIEL: (_Eagerly_) Itâs wonderful! You want to see it.
MAURY: Have you seen âOmar, the Tentmakerâ?
MURIEL: No, but I hear itâs wonderful. Iâm very anxious to see it. Have you seen âFair and Warmerâ?
MAURY: (_Hopefully_) Yes.
MURIEL: I donât think itâs very good. Itâs trashy.
MAURY: (_Faintly_) Yes, thatâs true.
MURIEL: But I went to âWithin the Lawâ last night and I thought it was fine. Have you seen âThe Little Cafeâ?âŠ
This continued until they ran out of plays. Dick, meanwhile, turned to Mr. Bloeckman, determined to extract what gold he could from this unpromising load.
âI hear all the new novels are sold to the moving pictures as soon as they come out.â
âThatâs true. Of course the main thing in a moving picture is a strong story.â
âYes, I suppose so.â
âSo many novels are all full of talk and psychology. Of course those arenât as valuable to us. Itâs impossible to make much of that interesting on the screen.â
âYou want plots first,â said Richard brilliantly.
âOf course. Plots firstââ He paused, shifted his gaze. His pause spread, included the others with all the authority of a warning finger. Gloria followed by Rachael was coming out of the dressing room.
Among other things it developed during dinner that Joseph Bloeckman never danced, but spent the music time watching the others with the bored tolerance of an elder among children. He was a dignified man and a proud one. Born in Munich he had begun his American career as a peanut vender with a travelling circus. At eighteen he was a side show ballyhoo; later, the manager of the side show, and, soon after, the proprietor of a second-class vaudeville house. Just when the moving picture had passed out of the stage of a curiosity and become a promising industry he was an ambitious young man of twenty-six with some money to invest, nagging financial ambitions and a good working knowledge of the popular show business. That had been nine years before. The moving picture industry had borne him up with it where it threw off dozens of men with more financial ability, more imagination, and more practical ideasâŠand now he sat here and contemplated the immortal Gloria for whom young Stuart Holcome had gone from New York to Pasadenaâwatched her, and knew that presently she would cease dancing and come back to sit on his left hand.
He hoped she would hurry. The oysters had been standing some minutes.
Meanwhile Anthony, who had been placed on Gloriaâs left hand, was dancing with her, always in a certain fourth of the floor. This, had there been stags, would have been a delicate tribute to the girl, meaning âDamn you, donât cut in!â It was very consciously intimate.
âWell,â he began, looking down at her, âyou look mighty sweet to-night.â
She met his eyes over the horizontal half foot that separated them.
âThank youâAnthony.â
âIn fact youâre uncomfortably beautiful,â he added. There was no smile this time.
âAnd youâre very charming.â
âIsnât this nice?â he laughed. âWe actually approve of each other.â
âDonât you, usually?â She had caught quickly at his remark, as she always did at any unexplained allusion to herself, however faint.
He lowered his voice, and when he spoke there was in it no more than a wisp of badinage.
âDoes a priest approve the Pope?â
âI donât knowâbut thatâs probably the vaguest compliment I ever received.â
âPerhaps I can muster a few bromides.â
âWell, I wouldnât have you strain yourself. Look at Muriel! Right here next to us.â
He glanced over his shoulder. Muriel was resting her brilliant cheek against the lapel of Maury Nobleâs dinner coat and her powdered left arm was apparently twisted around his head. One was impelled to wonder why she failed to seize the nape of his neck with her hand. Her eyes, turned ceiling-ward, rolled largely back and forth; her hips swayed, and as she danced she kept up a constant low singing. This at first seemed to be a translation of the song into some foreign tongue but became eventually apparent as an attempt to fill out the metre of the song with the only words she knewâthe words of the titleâ
âHeâs a rag-picker, A rag-picker; A ragtime picking man, Rag-picking, picking, pick, pick, Rag-pick, pick, pick.â
âand so on, into phrases still more strange and barbaric. When she caught the amused glances of Anthony and Gloria she acknowledged them only with a faint smile and a half-closing of her eyes, to indicate that the music entering into her soul had put her into an ecstatic and exceedingly seductive trance.
The music ended and they returned to their table, whose solitary but dignified occupant arose and tendered each of them a smile so ingratiating that it was as if he were shaking their hands and congratulating them on a brilliant performance.
âBlockhead never will dance! I think he has a wooden leg,â remarked Gloria to the table at large. The three young men started and the gentleman referred to winced perceptibly.
This was the one rough spot in the course of Bloeckmanâs acquaintance with Gloria. She relentlessly punned on his name. First it had been âBlock-house.â lately, the more invidious âBlockhead.â He had requested with a strong undertone of irony that she use his first name, and this she had done obediently several timesâthen slipping, helpless, repentant but dissolved in laughter, back into âBlockhead.â
It was a very sad and thoughtless thing.
âIâm afraid Mr. Bloeckman thinks weâre a frivolous crowd,â sighed Muriel, waving a balanced oyster in his direction.
âHe has that air,â murmured Rachael. Anthony tried to remember whether she had said anything before. He thought not. It was her initial remark.
Mr. Bloeckman suddenly cleared his throat and said in a loud, distinct voice:
âOn the contrary. When a man speaks heâs merely tradition. He has at best a few thousand years back of him. But woman, why, she is the miraculous mouthpiece of posterity.â
In the stunned pause that followed this astounding remark, Anthony choked suddenly on an oyster and hurried his napkin to his face. Rachael and Muriel raised a mild if somewhat surprised laugh, in which Dick and Maury joined, both of them red in the face and restraining uproariousness with the most apparent difficulty.
ââMy God!â thought Anthony. âItâs a subtitle from one of his movies. The manâs memorized it!â
Gloria alone made no sound. She fixed Mr. Bloeckman with a glance of silent reproach.
âWell, for the love of Heaven! Where on earth did you dig that up?â
Bloeckman looked at her uncertainly, not sure of her intention. But in a moment he recovered his poise and assumed the bland and consciously tolerant smile of an intellectual among spoiled and callow youth.
The soup came up from the kitchenâbut simultaneously the orchestra leader came up from the bar, where he had absorbed the tone color inherent in a seidel of beer. So the soup was left to cool during the delivery of a ballad entitled âEverythingâs at Home Except Your Wife.â
Then the champagneâand the party assumed more amusing proportions. The men, except Richard Caramel, drank freely; Gloria and Muriel sipped a glass apiece; Rachael Jerryl took none. They sat out the waltzes but danced to everything elseâall except Gloria, who seemed to tire after a while and preferred to sit smoking at the table, her eyes now lazy, now eager, according to whether she listened to Bloeckman or watched a pretty woman among the dancers. Several times Anthony wondered what Bloeckman was telling her. He was chewing a cigar back and forth in his mouth, and had expanded after dinner to the extent of violent gestures.
Ten oâclock found Gloria and Anthony beginning a dance. Just as they were out of earshot of the table she said in a low voice:
âDance over by the door. I want to go down to the drug-store.â
Obediently Anthony guided her through the crowd in the designated direction; in the hall she left him for a moment, to reappear with a cloak over her arm.
âI want some gum-drops,â she said, humorously apologetic; âyou canât guess what for this time. Itâs just that I want to bite my finger-nails, and I will if I donât get some gum-drops.â She sighed, and resumed as they stepped into the empty elevator: âIâve been biting âem all day. A bit nervous, you see. Excuse the pun. It was unintentionalâthe words just arranged themselves. Gloria Gilbert, the female wag.â
Reaching the ground floor they naïżœvely avoided the hotel candy counter, descended the wide front staircase, and walking through several corridors found a drug-store in the Grand Central Station. After an intense examination of the perfume counter she made her purchase. Then on some mutual unmentioned impulse they strolled, arm in arm, not in the direction from which they had come, but out into Forty-third Street.
The night was alive with thaw; it was so nearly warm that a breeze drifting low along the sidewalk brought to Anthony a vision of an unhoped-for hyacinthine spring. Above in the blue oblong of sky, around them in the caress of the drifting air, the illusion of a new season carried relief from the stiff and breathed-over atmosphere they had left, and for a hushed moment the traffic sounds and the murmur of water flowing in the gutters seemed an illusive and rarefied prolongation of that music to which they had lately danced. When Anthony spoke it was with surety that his words came from something breathless and desirous that the night had conceived in their two hearts.
âLetâs take a taxi and ride around a bit!â he suggested, without looking at her.
Oh, Gloria, Gloria!
A cab yawned at the curb. As it moved off like a boat on a labyrinthine ocean and lost itself among the inchoate night masses of the great buildings, among the now stilled, now strident, cries and clangings, Anthony put his arm around the girl, drew her over to him and kissed her damp, childish mouth.
She was silent. She turned her face up to him, pale under the wisps and patches of light that trailed in like moonshine through a foliage. Her eyes were gleaming ripples in the white lake of her face; the shadows of her hair bordered the brow with a persuasive unintimate dusk. No love was there, surely; nor the imprint of any love. Her beauty was cool as this damp breeze, as the moist softness of her own lips.
âYouâre such a swan in this light,â he whispered after a moment. There were silences as murmurous as sound. There were pauses that seemed about to shatter and were only to be snatched back to oblivion by the tightening of his arms about her and the sense that she was resting there as a caught, gossamer feather, drifted in out of the dark. Anthony laughed, noiselessly and exultantly, turning his face up and away from her, half in an overpowering rush of triumph, half lest her sight of him should spoil the splendid immobility of her expression. Such a kissâit was a flower held against the face, never to be described, scarcely to be remembered; as though her beauty were giving off emanations of itself which settled transiently and already dissolving upon his heart.
⊠The buildings fell away in melted shadows; this was the Park now, and after a long while the great white ghost of the Metropolitan Museum moved majestically past, echoing sonorously to the rush of the cab.
âWhy, Gloria! Why, Gloria!â
Her eyes appeared to regard him out of many thousand years: all emotion she might have felt, all words she might have uttered,
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