An online relationship turns real life, but being a werewolves mate changes it all. by Megan "May May" Knowels (suggested reading .txt) 📖

I am scared what will happen but only time will tell. Well diary I must go I smell food and I am starving so I will talk to you later.
~ELH~

everything falls apart, but is it for the better?

Well that night we ate dinner that night and then went to sleep I was so tired I was asleep before I hit the pillow. That night I had a dream that I was running through the woods I was happy and peaceful then there was the wolf that I seemed to love. I woke up scared but then went back to sleep.
One year later
I have been here for a year and I am so happy I have not seen any sign of Sebastian which is a relief in a way. But tonight I am not worried about that there is going to be a party at a friends house and I’m going to go while Bentley is at work.
It was 8pm and I was walking in the front door of the house and the party was in full swing I go to the bar and grab a drink and then hit the dance floor. As I dance I realize that I feel a pull that is very strong and I have no idea where it is coming from. After like three hours im drunk and dancing when I feel strong hands at my waist I turn around and there is Sebastian I don’t do anything because I am drunk and not really focusing on it. About 10 minutes of dancing with him and he takes my hand a takes me up the stairs into an empty bedroom I flop on the bed and that is the last thing I remember. I wake up the next morning in the same bed with a body next to me I turn over and I come face to face with Sebastian.
“what the hell! Get out! Get out!” I scream and try to move away from him but he grabs onto my waist a little harder and pulls me back to him.
“I told you I would be back didn’t I?” he said then he let me go I get dressed and leave the room and drive home. I don’t say anything when I get there just go straight to the shower and wash off the last night. I was so upset I started sobbing but quickly stop when I hear Bentley waking up I finish my shower and get out. I am brushing my hair when Bentley comes in, “how was the party?” he asks as he puts his arms around my waist. “it was okay I guess I got to drunk so I don’t remember a lot of it. But im tired so im going to lay down.” I said and then leave the bathroom and lay down with Bentley but we don’t sleep. I guess that was my way of trying to get over what I did last night by being with Bentley that way.
For the next couple months I forgot about Sebastian until I found out that I was pregnant. I was so upset that I rushed home to tell Bentley. I parked the car in the drive way and seen another unfamiliar car and thought “Bentley must have guests.” So I get out and go inside, but there is no sign of anyone. That is odd I thought. But then I hear noise from the Bentleys room and go back there thinking that him and his friend Jason are probably playing a game. But I was wrong I walk into the room and gasp. There is Bentley in bed with Justine the girl who hates my guts but is Bentleys best friend. They were both naked and I was so upset I screamed, “WHAT THE HELL BENTLEY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT TRAMP!” Bentley looked at me with guilt and pain and then pushed Justine off of him and got up from the bed. “Elena, baby I am sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you. Please forgive me.” He asked as he moved toward me but I turned and ran out the room sobbing. I ran out the front door and ran into Sebastian. All I could do was sob into his chest and he just held me tightly and did not say anything.
I finally calmed down and explained what happened. Sebastian tore into the house and I followed and found Bentley standing there next to Justine waiting. Sebastian stopped and I stepped in front of him.
“how could you do this to me?” was all I asked.
“how could I do this to you? You did it to me and with my brother none the less.” He said. I thought about that and knew what he was talking about but then I realized that at the party I had seen Justine.
“I was drunk and I had no idea what happened all I know was that I past out on the bed and then I woke up next to you brother. I have no idea if we did anything. But my guess is that we did because im pregnant but I don’t know the baby could be yours but I hope it isn’t.” and I left the house with Sebastian following.
“the baby is mine.” I turned toward him and said, “how do you know?” “because that night at the party you were in heat. I knew that is why you were drinking because you were in pain and only I could have stopped the pain. So I helped you. Im sorry.” Was all he said. I looked at him shocked.
“is what I saw in there what you said about me finding out how you brother really is?”
“yes he has been doing this the whole three years you have been with him.” He said and I started crying.
He walked toward me and just held me and then his mother showed up and we wnet into the house. Justine had left by then and then before anyone could say anything I ran to the bathroom and puked. Bentley tried to follow but Sebastian stopped him. He followed me into the bathroom. In between puking I told him to leave because I didn’t want him seeing this. But he ignored me and held my hair up when I finally finished I rinsed my mouth out and said, “I want a large chocolate milkshake and double quarter pounder from mcdonalds.” He laughed and said “well then I will go get it for you.” We went out to the living room and relayed what we were going to do but his mother stopped us. “Bentley go get what they want.” So he left and about 20 minutes later he came in and I started eating when all of a sudden I felt an ice cold liquid him me. I looked up and Bentley had dumped and large dr.pepper on me and Sebastian, considering I was sitting in his lap. I squeal “what the hell!” then Sebastian picks me up and says, “lets get cleaned up then you can eat my love.” “no it will be cold and gross just sit on the floor while I eat okay, please.” So he sits on the floor with me in his lap. I start eating again and then I finish. “okay im done.” He picks me up and brings me to the room, I grab my clothes and then we go into the guest room and then to the shower and get cleaned up I fall asleep in the shower so he puts a robe on me and then lays me on the bed. And then climbs next to me and holds me while I sleep and falls asleep himself.

Should i be happy to be gone?

I wake up all groggy and confused trying to figure out where I am at but then everything form yesterday comes back to me. I remember walking in on Bentley and Justine in the bedroom, Bentley telling me he knew about me and his brother, me telling them that I was pregnant and I hoped it wasn’t his, Sebastian telling me that the baby was in fact his. He told me that when I was at the party the pain that I tried to hide by drinking was because I was in heat and that he was the only one who could stop it, he said he was sorry. Then I puked and after I wanted mcdonalds, even though I just threw up. But instead of Sebastian getting it, his mother made Bentley go and get it, when he got back he dump and large dr.pepper on me and Sebastian I was so hungry I made him wait till I was done to go shower. I guess I fell asleep in the shower. Oh well at least he hasn’t hurt me yet!
I move to get up from the bed but when I start to move I heard a growling next to me and an arm encircle my waist and pull me back to the bed closer to him. What the heck!? I look over and I see Sebastian smiling. What could he be happy about? I thought.
“where do you think you are going love?” Sebastian asks his eyes still closed.
“ I am going to the bathroom I have to pee and then I am getting dressed. I am hungry and I want mcdonalds again.” I say
“fine go use the bathroom and get dressed ill be ready and waiting for you.” He grumbles.