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from thinking of it. And I have tried to, dear,
though I may not have succeededâI have,
indeed.â
âI know you have,â she answered softly, raising
her eyes for a moment; âI should have been
badly off without your friendship. ButâGiovanni
did not tell you about Monsignor Montanelli, then?â
âNo, I didnât know that he had anything to
do with it. What he told me was aboutâall that
affair with the spy, and aboutâ-â
âAbout my striking Arthur and his drowning
himself. Well, I will tell you about Montanelli.â
They turned back towards the bridge over which
the Cardinalâs carriage would have to pass.
Gemma looked out steadily across the water as
she spoke.
âIn those days Montanelli was a canon; he was
Director of the Theological Seminary at Pisa, and
used to give Arthur lessons in philosophy and read
with him after he went up to the Sapienza. They
were perfectly devoted to each other; more like
two lovers than teacher and pupil. Arthur almost
worshipped the ground that Montanelli walked on,
and I remember his once telling me that if he lost
his âPadreââhe always used to call Montanelli so
âhe should go and drown himself. Well, then
you know what happened about the spy. The
next day, my father and the BurtonsâArthurâs
step-brothers, most detestable peopleâspent the
whole day dragging the Darsena basin for the
body; and I sat in my room alone and thought of
what I had doneâ-â
She paused a moment, and went on again:
âLate in the evening my father came into my
room and said: âGemma, child, come downstairs;
thereâs a man I want you to see.â And when we
went down there was one of the students belonging
to the group sitting in the consulting room,
all white and shaking; and he told us about Giovanniâs
second letter coming from the prison to
say that they had heard from the jailer about
Cardi, and that Arthur had been tricked in the
confessional. I remember the student saying to
me: âIt is at least some consolation that we know
he was innocentâ My father held my hands and
tried to comfort me; he did not know then about
the blow. Then I went back to my room and
sat there all night alone. In the morning my
father went out again with the Burtons to see the
harbour dragged. They had some hope of finding
the body there.â
âIt was never found, was it?â
âNo; it must have got washed out to sea; but
they thought there was a chance. I was alone in
my room and the servant came up to say that a
âreverendissimo padreâ had called and she had
told him my father was at the docks and he had
gone away. I knew it must be Montanelli; so I
ran out at the back door and caught him up at
the garden gate. When I said: âCanon Montanelli,
I want to speak to you,â he just stopped and
waited silently for me to speak. Oh, Cesare, if
you had seen his faceâit haunted me for months
afterwards! I said: âI am Dr. Warrenâs daughter,
and I have come to tell you that it is I who have
killed Arthur.â I told him everything, and he
stood and listened, like a figure cut in stone, till
I had finished; then he said: âSet your heart at
rest, my child; it is I that am a murderer, not you.
I deceived him and he found it out.â And with
that he turned and went out at the gate without
another word.â
âAnd then?â
âI donât know what happened to him after that;
I heard the same evening that he had fallen down
in the street in a kind of fit and had been carried
into a house near the docks; but that is all
I know. My father did everything he could for
me; when I told him about it he threw up
his practice and took me away to England at
once, so that I should never hear anything that
could remind me. He was afraid I should end in
the water, too; and indeed I believe I was near it
at one time. But then, you know, when we found
out that my father had cancer I was obliged to
come to myselfâthere was no one else to nurse
him. And after he died I was left with the little
ones on my hands until my elder brother was able
to give them a home. Then there was Giovanni.
Do you know, when he came to England we were
almost afraid to meet each other with that frightful
memory between us. He was so bitterly
remorseful for his share in it allâthat unhappy
letter he wrote from prison. But I believe,
really, it was our common trouble that drew us
together.â
Martini smiled and shook his head.
âIt may have been so on your side,â he said;
âbut Giovanni had made up his mind from the
first time he ever saw you. I remember his coming
back to Milan after that first visit to Leghorn
and raving about you to me till I was perfectly
sick of hearing of the English Gemma. I thought
I should hate you. Ah! there it comes!â
The carriage crossed the bridge and drove up to
a large house on the LungâArno. Montanelli was
leaning back on the cushions as if too tired to
care any longer for the enthusiastic crowd which
had collected round the door to catch a glimpse of
him. The inspired look that his face had worn
in the Cathedral had faded quite away and the
sunlight showed the lines of care and fatigue.
When he had alighted and passed, with the heavy,
spiritless tread of weary and heart-sick old age,
into the house, Gemma turned away and walked
slowly to the bridge. Her face seemed for a moment
to reflect the withered, hopeless look of his.
Martini walked beside her in silence.
âI have so often wondered,â she began again
after a little pause; âwhat he meant about the
deception. It has sometimes occurred to meâ-â
âYes?â
âWell, it is very strange; there was the
most extraordinary personal resemblance between
them.â
âBetween whom?â
âArthur and Montanelli. It was not only I
who noticed it. And there was something mysterious
in the relationship between the members
of that household. Mrs. Burton, Arthurâs mother,
was one of the sweetest women I ever knew. Her
face had the same spiritual look as Arthurâs, and
I believe they were alike in character, too. But
she always seemed half frightened, like a detected
criminal; and her step-sonâs wife used to treat
her as no decent person treats a dog. And then
Arthur himself was such a startling contrast to
all those vulgar Burtons. Of course, when one
is a child one takes everything for granted; but
looking back on it afterwards I have often wondered
whether Arthur was really a Burton.â
âPossibly he found out something about his
motherâthat may easily have been the cause of
his death, not the Cardi affair at all,â Martini
interposed, offering the only consolation he could
think of at the moment. Gemma shook her
head.
âIf you could have seen his face after I struck
him, Cesare, you would not think that. It may
be all true about Montanelliâvery likely it isâ
but what I have done I have done.â
They walked on a little way without speaking,
âMy dear,â Martini said at last; âif there were
any way on earth to undo a thing that is once
done, it would be worth while to brood over our
old mistakes; but as it is, let the dead bury their
dead. It is a terrible story, but at least the
poor lad is out of it now, and luckier than some
of those that are leftâthe ones that are in exile
and in prison. You and I have them to think of,
we have no right to eat out our hearts for the
dead. Remember what your own Shelley says:
âThe past is Deathâs, the future is thine own.â
Take it, while it is still yours, and fix your mind,
not on what you may have done long ago to hurt,
but on what you can do now to help.â
In his earnestness he had taken her hand. He
dropped it suddenly and drew back at the sound
of a soft, cold, drawling voice behind him.
âMonsignor Montan-n-nelli,â murmured this
languid voice, âis undoubtedly all you say, my
dear doctor. In fact, he appears to be so much
too good for this world that he ought to be politely
escorted into the next. I am sure he would
cause as great a sensation there as he has done
here; there are p-p-probably many old-established
ghosts who have never seen such a thing as an
honest cardinal. And there is nothing that ghosts
love as they do noveltiesâ-â
âHow do you know that?â asked Dr. Riccardoâs
voice in a tone of ill-suppressed irritation.
âFrom Holy Writ, my dear sir. If the Gospel
is to be trusted, even the most respectable of all
Ghosts had a f-f-fancy for capricious alliances.
Now, honesty and c-c-cardinalsâthat seems to
me a somewhat capricious alliance, and rather an
uncomfortable one, like shrimps and liquorice.
Ah, Signor Martini, and Signora Bolla! Lovely
weather after the rain, is it not? Have you been
to hear the n-new Savonarola, too?â
Martini turned round sharply. The Gadfly,
with a cigar in his mouth and a hot-house flower
in his buttonhole, was holding out to him a slender,
carefully-gloved hand. With the sunlight reflected
in his immaculate boots and glancing back
from the water on to his smiling face, he looked
to Martini less lame and more conceited than
usual. They were shaking hands, affably on the
one side and rather sulkily on the other, when
Riccardo hastily exclaimed:
âI am afraid Signora Bolla is not well!â
She was so pale that her face looked almost livid
under the shadow of her bonnet, and the ribbon
at her throat fluttered perceptibly from the violent
beating of the heart.
âI will go home,â she said faintly.
A cab was called and Martini got in with her
to see her safely home. As the Gadfly bent down
to arrange her cloak, which was hanging over the
wheel, he raised his eyes suddenly to her face, and
Martini saw that she shrank away with a look of
something like terror.
âGemma, what is the matter with you?â he
asked, in English, when they had started. âWhat
did that scoundrel say to you?â
âNothing, Cesare; it was no fault of his. Iâ
Iâhad a frightâ-â
âA fright?â
âYes; I fanciedâ-â She put one hand over
her eyes, and he waited silently till she should
recover her self-command. Her face was already
regaining its natural colour.
âYou are quite right,â she said at last, turning
to him and speaking in her usual voice; âit is
worse than useless to look back at a horrible past.
It plays tricks with oneâs nerves and makes one
imagine all sorts of impossible things. We will
NEVER talk about that subject again, Cesare, or I
shall see fantastic likenesses to Arthur in every
face I meet. It is a kind of hallucination, like
a nightmare in broad daylight. Just now, when
that odious little fop came up, I fancied it was
Arthur.â
CHAPTER V.
THE Gadfly certainly knew how to make personal
enemies. He had arrived in Florence in
August, and by the end of October three-fourths
of the committee which had invited him shared
Martiniâs opinion. His savage attacks upon Montanelli
had annoyed even his admirers;
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