The Odds by Ethel May Dell (best time to read books TXT) 📖

too self-engrossed to see before, that fire had kindled fire indeed, and that those rash words of hers had waked the savage in him.
She made a sharp, instinctive effort to free herself, but he held her fast. She had outrun his patience at last.
"So," he said, "you defy me, do you? You defy me to take what is my own? That is not very wise of you."
He spoke under his breath, and as he spoke he drew her to him suddenly, violently, with a strength that was brutal. For a moment his eyes compelled hers, terrible eyes alight with a passion that scorched her with its fiery intensity. And then abruptly his arms tightened. She was at his mercy, and he did not spare her. Savagely, fiercely, he rained burning kisses upon her shrinking face, upon her neck, her shoulders, her hands, till, after many seconds of vain resistance, spent, quivering, terrified, she broke into agonized tears against his breast.
His hold relaxed then, but tightened again as her trembling limbs refused to support her. He held her for a while till her agitation had in some degree subsided; then at last he took her two shaking hands into one of his, and turned her face upwards.
Once more his eyes held hers, but the fire in them had died down to a smoulder. His mouth was grim.
"Come!" he said quietly, "you won't defy me after this?"
Her white lips only quivered in reply. She made no further effort to resist him.
Very slowly he took his arm from her, still holding her hands.
"You have married a savage," he said, "but you would never have known it if you had not taunted me with your defiance. Let me tell you now--for it is as well that you should know it--that there is nothing--do you hear?--nothing in this world that I cannot make you do if I so choose! But if you are wise, you will not challenge me to prove this. It is enough for you to know that as I have mastered myself, so I can--and so I will--master you!"
His words fell with a ring of iron. The old inflexibly sombre demeanour by which alone till that night she had always known him clothed him like a coat of mail. Only the grasp of his hand was vital and close. It seemed to burn her flesh.
"I have done!" he said, after a pause. "Have you anything further to say to me?"
She found it within her power to free herself, and did so. She was shaking from head to foot. The untamed violence of the man had appalled her, but his abrupt resumption of self-control was almost more terrible. She felt as if his will compassed and constrained her like bands of iron.
She stood before him in panting silence, a shrinking woman, striving vainly to raise from the dust the shield of pride that he had so rudely shattered and flung aside. She could not speak to him. She had no words. From the depths of her soul she hated him. But--it had come to this--she did not dare to tell him so.
He waited quietly for a few seconds; then unexpectedly, but without vehemence, he held out his hand to her.
"Anne," he said, a subtle change in his deep voice, "fight against me, and you will be miserable, for I am bound to conquer you. But come to me--come to me of your own free will--and I swear before Heaven that I will make you happy."
But Nan held back with horror, almost with loathing, in her eyes. She did not utter a word. There was no need.
His hand fell. For a second the fire that smouldered in his eyes shot upwards to a flame, but it died down again instantly. He turned from her in silence and picked up her cloak.
He did not look at her as he handed it to her, and Nan did not dare to look at him. Dumbly she forced her trembling body into subjection to her will. She crossed the hall without faltering, and went without sound or backward glance up the stairs. And the man was left alone in the flickering firelight.


CHAPTER VIII

To Mona fell the task of making preparation for Nan's departure, for Nan herself did not raise a finger to that end. Three days only remained to her of the old free life--three days in which to bid farewell to everybody and everything she knew and loved.
Her husband did not attempt to obtrude his presence upon her during those three days. The man's patience was immense, cloaking him as with a garment of passive strength. He was merely a guest in Colonel Everard's house, and a silent guest at that.
No one knew what had passed between him and his young wife on the night of the Hunt Ball, but it was generally understood that he had asserted his authority over her after a fashion that admitted of no resistance. Only Mona could have told of the white-faced, terrified girl who had lain trembling in her arms all through the dark hours that had followed their interview, but Mona knew when to hold her peace, though it was no love for her brother-in-law that sealed her lips.
So, with a set face, she packed her sister's belongings, never faltering, scarcely pausing for thought, till on the very last day she finished her task, and then sat musing alone in the darkness of the winter evening.
Nan had been out all the afternoon, no one knew exactly where, though it was supposed that she was paying farewell visits. The Colonel, whose courteous instincts would not suffer him to neglect a guest, had been out shooting with his son-in-law all day long. Mona heard them come tramping up the drive and enter the house, as she sat above in the dark. She listened without moving, and knew that one of her sisters was giving them tea in the hall.
Two hours passed, but Nan did not return. Mona rose at last to dress for dinner. Her face shone pale as she lighted her lamp, but her eyes were steadfast; they held no anxiety.
Descending the stairs at length she found Piet waiting below before the fire. He looked round as she came down, looked up the stairs beyond her, and gravely rose to give her his chair.
Mona was generally regarded as hostess in her father's house, though she was not his eldest daughter. She possessed a calmness of demeanour that was conspicuously lacking in all the rest.
She sat down quietly, her hands folded about her knees. "Have you had good sport?" she asked, her serene eyes raised to his.
There was a slight frown between Piet's brows. Hitherto he had always regarded this girl as his friend. To-night, for the first time, she puzzled him. There was something hostile about her something he felt rather than saw, yet of which from the very moment of her coming, he was keenly conscious.
He scarcely answered her query. Already his wits were at work.
Suddenly he asked her a blunt question. "Has Anne come in yet?"
She answered him quite as bluntly, almost as if she had wished for his curt interrogation. "No."
He raised his brows for an instant, then in part reassured by her absolute composure, he merely commented: "She is late."
Mona said nothing. She turned her quiet eyes to the blaze before her. There was not the faintest sign of agitation in her bearing.
"Do you know what she is doing?" He asked the question slowly, half reluctantly it seemed.
Again she looked at him. Clear and contemptuous, her eyes met his.
"Yes, I know."
The words, the look, stabbed him with a swift suspicion. He bent towards her, his hand gripped her wrist.
"What do you mean? Where is she?"
She made no movement to avoid him. A faint, grim smile hovered about her calm mouth.
"I can tell you what I mean," she said quietly. "I cannot tell you where she is."
"Then tell me what you mean," he said between his teeth.
His face was close to hers, and in that moment it was terrible. But Mona did not flinch. The small, bitter smile passed, that was all.
"I mean," she said, speaking very steadily and distinctly, "that you will go back to South Africa without her after all. I mean that by your hateful and contemptible brutality you have driven her from you for ever. I mean that you have forced her into taking a step that will compel you to set her free from your tyranny. I mean that simply and solely to escape from you she has run away with--another man."
A quiver of pain went over her face as she ended. With a swift, passionate movement she rose, flinging her mask of composure aside. The hand that gripped her wrist was bruising her flesh, but she never felt it.
"Yes," she said, with abrupt vehemence. "That is what you have done--you--you! You would not stoop to win her. You chose to take her by force, and force is the one thing in the world that she will never tolerate. You bullied her, frightened her, humiliated her. You drove her to do this desperate thing. And you face me now, you dare to face me, because I am a weak woman. If I were a man, I would kick you out of the house. I--I believe I would kill you! Even Nan cannot hate you or despise you one-tenth as much as I do!"
She ceased, but her eyes blazed their hatred at him as her heart cursed him. She was furious as a tigress that defends her young.
As for the man, his hand was still clenched upon her wrist, but no violent outburst escaped him. He was white to the lips, but he was absolutely sane. If he heard her wild reproaches, he passed them over.
"Who is the man?" he said, and his voice fell like a word of command, arresting, controlling, compelling.
It was not what she had expected. She had been prepared for tempestuous, for overwhelming, wrath. The absence of this oddly disconcerted her. Her own tornado of indignation was checked. She answered him almost involuntarily.
"Jerry Lister."
He frowned as if trying to recall the owner of the name, and again without her conscious will she explained.
"You saw him that night at the ball. They were together all the evening."
The frown passed from his face.
"That--cub!" he said slowly. "And"--his eyes were searching hers closely; he spoke with unswerving determination--"where have they gone?"
She withstood his look though she felt its compulsion.
"I refuse to tell you that."
"You know?" he questioned.
"Yes, I know."
"Then you will tell me." He spoke with conviction. She felt as if his eyes were burning her.
"Then you will tell me," he repeated, as if she had not heard him.
"I refuse," she said again; but she said it with a wavering resolution. Undoubtedly there was something colossal about this man. She began to feel the grip of his fingers upon her wrist. The pain of it became intense, yet she knew that he was not intentionally torturing her.
"You are hurting me," she said, and instantly his hold relaxed. But he did not let her go.
"Answer me!" he said.
"Why should I answer you?" It was the last resort of her weakening will.
He betrayed no impatience.
"You will answer me for your sister's sake," he told her grimly.
"What do you mean? You will follow her?"
"I shall follow her."
"And bring her back?"
"Back here? No, certainly not."
"You will hurt her, bully her, terrify her!" The words were quick with agitation.
He ignored them. "Tell me where she is."
She made a last effort.