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My shoulders dropped knowing I am going to get it now “Baby girl I know why you’re back and I was wishing that you would forget about it and let it go” she finished with worry in her voice.
I sighed heavily “Mamma Per favore [Mom please] I can’t let it go, you know that it’s too personal to me, to just forget about it” I tried to convince her, but seeing as my mom knew how stubborn I was and nothing could possibly change my mind once its set, she said “You know how much I don’t approve of it, but am not going to stop you”. I grinned and whispered yelled “Yesss!”
“HOWEVER,” she raised her voice to gain my attention “You have to promise me to be careful baby I don’t want you hurt again”. I lowered my arms and gave her a soft smile “Don’t worry Mamma, I promise”.
At that moment, we heard the door opening. “Amore, am home” my father’s voice greeted. The second I heard him I tensed, our last conversation wasn’t that pleasant…. Ok it wasn’t pleasant at all.
Let’s just say words were flying around unrestricted.
My father, Miguel Rodriguez is a handsome Mexican man with tan skin, salt and pepper hair, and hazel eyes. I remember seeing a picture of him when he was younger and his hair was so dark it was almost black and I got that from him and maybe his stubborn personality too.
He was standing at the entrance of the living room where Mom and I were talking. Dad looked at me with his face changing to different types of emotions, from surprise to joy and finally it hardened in disapproval.
Mamma got up and went to greet him, when his eyes fell on her his face softened and he wrapped her in a hug then gave her a kiss. The one thing I respect my dad for is his love to mom, he is not afraid to admit that she got him wrapped around her finger.
Dad kept her at his side with his arm around her shoulders and hers around his waist then turned to me with his hard expression back. “Esmeralda, I see you did just as you promised” my father said in a bored tone.
The day my dad told me that they are shipping me to military school I promised on my grandfather’s grave, who died a couple of months before the accident, that I will come back and make every one responsible pay with their blood, soul and life.
“Well Papá, one good thing you taught me is to keep my promises and never break them” I said in a challenging tone “And I promised that I will come back and claim what is mine” I continued through gritted teeth.
Father now has an unimpressed look on his face, but I could tell that he is somehow with me in my payback plan however not fully. “I am not going to stop you, but if you don’t want me to send you back to military school you have to promise me that we won’t hear anything from school about you being in any trouble” he bargained.
I sighed in frustration and thought deeply about it. He is asking me to promise him something that is physically impossible for me to do, because there are people in my school that I am going to give hell to. Hmm, looks like I will have to do it secretly and behind closed doors.
I locked gaze with my father and said “I can promise you that you won’t hear anything from the school, but I can’t promise that I won’t wreck some havoc” I finished with a raised eyebrow.
My dad smirked knowing that whatever promise he will make with me; I will find a way to do what I want without breaking it.
“I will accept that, but am keeping eyes on you missy” dad said with a stern look on his face, then continued “Now let’s shake on it” and he extended his arm for me to shake. I looked at it and then up at him with a disinterested look and chuckled lightly in disbelief. I knew what he was trying to do and just because I somehow agreed to his promise it doesn’t mean he is forgiven.
“Just because I agreed with you on something,” I started with a dark and angry tone “it doesn’t mean that you are forgiven you Bastardo” I finished yelling at him. I heard my mom gasp and saw my dad’s face darken with hurt then anger.
“You don’t get to talk to me like that young lady” my dad scolded me while pointing his index finger at me. I gave out a sarcastic laugh and said “You don’t get to tell me what to do either, not after you betrayed me and left me to fend for myself when I needed you most” my father opened his mouth to say something but I cut him off.
“Oh don’t you dare say I had Mamma and that am a big girl and I could take care of myself you asshole” I breathed hard and felt the tears gather in my eyes ready to fall at any moment.
But no, I am not letting him see me so weak and fragile am not giving him the satisfaction of that.
I said yelling “I just lost three of the most important people in my life in the span of three months and you fucking sent me away to deal with it by myself you selfish undeserving man and you didn’t even consider what I needed” I took a deep breath and said in a whisper “I just wanted my parents, both of them” I finished softly.
My mom was crying silently having witnessed the pain I’ve been through, while my dad stubbornly held his head high, but you could see the shame and guilt in his eyes. However that was not enough for me to forgive him, he let me down in a time where I needed him the most and that made him lose my trust.
I went to my mom and wiped hear tears with my thumbs and kissed her eyelids gently then smiled softly at her “Non piangere mamma non capisco per niente” [Don’t cry mom I don’t blame you for anything] she gave me a sad smile and patted my cheek, she turned her gaze sideway to look at dad who was looking back at us but I didn’t acknowledge him and just to spite him I said “You know Mamma, for a long time I didn’t have a father figure maybe I should go and find me a man who can…” I didn’t get to finish my sentence because dad lost his calm composer and yelled at me.
“Esmeralda Rodriguez, you can call me all the names you want and I know that nothing I do will make you forgive me” he shouted “but for the life of me I will not let you ruin your life with someone who doesn’t see you for what you are. I am warning you, if you do such thing I promise you, life won’t be all rainbow and glitter”
Whoa! Looks like I hit a nerve there.
I did it on purpose; I knew he would react that way. As bad as he is, he still is protective of me, he IS my father.
Sigh, what a life.
I smirked at him and went up the stairs “I am going to unpack and then I will be going out with the guys” I threw over my shoulder “Don’t wait up Mamma”.
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He was in the family house back in Italy, which was basically a farm. The library had a ceiling to floor window that overlooked the lake a few meters from the backyard. The scene gave a calming feeling and he was enjoying it while reading his book of the month. Somewhere, in the spacious library, he heard the door opening and footsteps coming his way.
“Fratello [Brother], we’ve received a letter from D.B” His younger brother told him. He lifted his eyes intrigued by the news. “What does it say?” he asked in anticipation.
His brother gave his usual mischievous grin and announced “We are called in, it’s time for business”. He smirked and said “Looks like D.B is onto something finally”.
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