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He answered quietly: âId was too exbensif. Do you wand some boods?â
I ordered three pairs, though I had only wanted two, and quickly left. I had, I do not know quite what feeling of being part, in his mind, of a conspiracy against him; or not perhaps so much against him as against his idea of boot. One does not, I suppose, care to feel like that; for it was again many months before my next visit to his shop, paid, I remember, with the feeling: âOh! well, I canât leave the old boyâso here goes! Perhaps itâll be his elder brother!â
For his elder brother, I knew, had not character enough to reproach me, even dumbly.
And, to my relief, in the shop there did appear to be his elder brother, handling a piece of leather.
âWell, Mr. Gessler,â I said, âhow are you?â
He came close, and peered at me.
âI am breddy well,â he said slowly âbut my elder brudder is dead.â
And I saw that it was indeed himselfâbut how aged and wan! And never before had I heard him mention his brother. Much shocked; I murmured: âOh! I am sorry!â
âYes,â he answered, âhe was a good man, he made a good bood; but he is dead.â And he touched the top of his head, where the hair had suddenly gone as thin as it had been on that of his poor brother, to indicate, I suppose, the cause of death. âHe could nod ged over losing de oder shop. Do you wand any hoods?â And he held up the leather in his hand: âIdâs a beaudiful biece.â
I ordered several pairs. It was very long before they cameâbut they were better than ever. One simply could not wear them out. And soon after that I went abroad.
It was over a year before I was again in London. And the first shop I went to was my old friendâs. I had left a man of sixty, I came back to one of seventy-five, pinched and worn and tremulous, who genuinely, this time, did not at first know me.
âOh! Mr. Gessler,â I said, sick at heart; âhow splendid your boots are! See, Iâve been wearing this pair nearly all the time Iâve been abroad; and theyâre not half worn out, are they?â
He looked long at my bootsâa pair of Russia leather, and his face seemed to regain steadiness. Putting his hand on my instep, he said:
âDo dey vid you here? I âad drouble wid dat bair, I remember.â
I assured him that they had fitted beautifully.
âDo you wand any boods?â he said. âI can make dem quickly; id is a slack dime.â
I answered: âPlease, please! I want boots all roundâevery kind!â
âI will make a vresh model. Your food must be bigger.â And with utter slowness, he traced round my foot, and felt my toes, only once looking up to say:
âDid I dell you my brudder was dead?â
To watch him was painful, so feeble had he grown; I was glad to get away.
I had given those boots up, when one evening they came. Opening the parcel, I set the four pairs out in a row. Then one by one I tried them on. There was no doubt about it. In shape and fit, in finish and quality of leather, they were the best he had ever made me. And in the mouth of one of the Town walking-boots I found his bill.
The amount was the same as usual, but it gave me quite a shock. He had never before sent it in till quarter day. I flew downstairs, and wrote a cheque, and posted it at once with my own hand.
A week later, passing the little street, I thought I would go in and tell him how splendidly the new boots fitted. But when I came to where his shop had been, his name was gone. Still there, in the window, were the slim pumps, the patent leathers with cloth tops, the sooty riding boots.
I went in, very much disturbed. In the two little shopsâagain made into oneâwas a young man with an English face.
âMr. Gessler in?â I said.
He gave me a strange, ingratiating look.
âNo, sir,â he said, âno. But we can attend to anything with pleasure. Weâve taken the shop over. Youâve seen our name, no doubt, next door. We make for some very good people.â
âYes, Yes,â I said; âbut Mr. Gessler?â
âOh!â he answered; âdead.â
âDead! But I only received these boots from him last Wednesday week.â
âAh!â he said; âa shockinâ go. Poor old man starved âimself.â
âGood God!â
âSlow starvation, the doctor called it! You see he went to work in such a way! Would keep the shop on; wouldnât have a soul touch his boots except himself. When he got an order, it took him such a time. People wonât wait. He lost everybody. And there heâd sit, goinâ on and onâI will say that for him not a man in London made a better boot! But look at the competition! He never advertised! Would âave the best leather, too, and do it all âimself. Well, there it is. What could you expect with his ideas?â
âBut starvationâ-!â
âThat may be a bit flowery, as the sayinâ isâbut I know myself he was sittinâ over his boots day and night, to the very last. You see I used to watch him. Never gave âimself time to eat; never had a penny in the house. All went in rent and leather. How he lived so long I donât know. He regular let his fire go out. He was a character. But he made good boots.â
âYes,â I said, âhe made good boots.â
And I turned and went out quickly, for I did not want that youth to know that I could hardly see.
1911
THE GRAND JURYâIN TWO PANELS AND A FRAME
Read that piece of paper, which summoned me to sit on the Grand Jury at the approaching Sessions, lying in a scoop of the shore close to the great rollers of the seaâthat span of eternal freedom, deprived just there of too great liberty by the word âAtlantic.â And I remember thinking, as I read, that in each breaking wave was some particle which had visited every shore in all the worldâthat in each sparkle of hot sunlight stealing that bright water up into the sky, was the microcosm of all change, and of all unity.
PANEL I
In answer to that piece of paper, I presented myself at the proper place in due course and with a certain trepidation. What was it that I was about to do? For I had no experience of these things. And, being too early, I walked a little to and fro, looking at all those my partners in this matter of the purification of Society. Prosecutors, witnesses, officials, policemen, detectives, undetected, pressmen, barristers, loafers, clerks, cadgers, jurymen. And I remember having something of the feeling that one has when one looks into a sink without holding oneâs nose. There was such uneasy hurry, so strange a disenchanted look, a sort of spiritual dirt, about all that place, and there wereâfaces! And I thought: To them my face must seem as their faces seem to me!
Soon I was taken with my accomplices to have my name called, and to be sworn. I do not remember much about that process, too occupied with wondering what these companions of mine were like; but presently we all came to a long room with a long table, where nineteen lists of indictments and nineteen pieces of blotting paper were set alongside nineteen pens. We did not, I recollect, speak much to one another, but sat down, and studied those nineteen lists. We had eighty-seven cases on which to pronounce whether the bill was true or no; and the clerk assured us we should get through them in two days at most. Over the top of these indictments I regarded my eighteen fellows. There was in me a hunger of inquiry, as to what they thought about this business; and a sort of sorrowful affection for them, as if we were all a shipâs company bound on some strange and awkward expedition. I wondered, till I thought my wonder must be coming through my eyes, whether they had the same curious sensation that I was feeling, of doing something illegitimate, which I had not been born to do, together with a sense of self-importance, a sort of unholy interest in thus dealing with the lives of my fellow men. And slowly, watching them, I came to the conclusion that I need not wonder. All with the exception perhaps of two, a painter and a Jew looked such good citizens. I became gradually sure that they were not troubled with the lap and wash of speculation; unclogged by any devastating sense of unity; pure of doubt, and undefiled by an uneasy conscience.
But now they began to bring us in the evidence. They brought it quickly. And at first we looked at it, whatever it was, with a sort of solemn excitement. Were we not arbiters of menâs fates, purifiers of Society, more important by far than Judge or Common Jury? For if we did not bring in a true bill there was an end; the accused would be discharged.
We set to work, slowly at first, then faster and still faster, bringing in true bills; and after every one making a mark in our lists so that we might know where we were. We brought in true bills for burglary, and false pretences, larceny, and fraud; we brought them in for manslaughter, rape, and arson. When we had ten or so, two of us would get up and bear them away down to the Court below and lay them before the Judge. âThank you, gentlemen!â he would say, or words to that effect; and we would go up again, and go on bringing in true bills. I noticed that at the evidence of each fresh bill we looked with a little less excitement, and a little less solemnity, making every time a shorter tick and a shorter note in the margin of our lists. All the bills we hadâfifty-sevenâwe brought in true. And the morning and the afternoon made that day, till we rested and went to our homes.
Next day we were all back in our places at the appointed hour, and, not greeting each other much, at once began to bring in bills. We brought them in, not quite so fast, as though some lurking megrim, some microbe of dissatisfaction with ourselves was at work within us. It was as if we wanted to throw one out, as if we felt our work too perfect. And presently it came. A case of defrauding one Sophie Liebermann, or Laubermann, or some such foreign name, by giving her one of those five-pound Christmas-card banknotes just then in fashion, and receiving from her, as she alleged, three real sovereigns change. There was a certain piquancy about the matter, and I well remember noticing how we sat a little forward and turned in our seats when they brought in the prosecutrix to give evidence. Pale, self-possessed, dressed in black, and rather comely, neither brazen nor furtive, speaking but poor English, her broad, matter-of- fact face, with its wide-set grey eyes and thickish nose and lips, made on me, I recollect, an impression of rather stupid honesty. I do not think they had told us in so many words what her calling was, nor do I remember whether she actually disclosed it, but by our demeanour I could tell that we had all realized what was the nature of the service rendered to the accused, in return for which he had given her
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