Behind My Eyes by Angel (bts book recommendations TXT) 📖

sucks, I looked at the two boys names, Derek and Zack, hm I’ll have to memorize them they look like a couple of trouble makers if you ask me all popular boys are, but I still haven’t figured out Adam yet.

The rest of the day was boring and nothing interesting I mean I just slept through the classes especially history. I walked out of school building and seen Adam by his car so I ran up to him, “Hey can I ask you a question?” I started swaying form side to side. He slanted his eyes and nodded his head, and put his hands in his pockets. “Are Derek and Zack trouble makers?”

“Well I guess so but mostly Derek is in some girl’s pants and Zack is the new boy, a virgin, joining Derek’s group and now he has to lose his to become a complete member.” He sighed and had a disgusted look on his face and heard him mumble, “idiots if you ask me.” I see so I was correct hm what am I gunna do? “Why you ask anyway? You like guys like that?” He hit my shoulder with mine, but I was too busy planning a plot to embarrass the boys if they do anything stupid. Man I might like this school after all the other wasn’t too exciting like this one. I used my evil manically laughter and rubbed my hands together.

I could tell I was scaring Adam so I took his hand and skipped to my side of the door, “Let’s go.” I said cheery but Adam looked even frightened than ever but he agreed and opened his door, but the cat and her rats came over, oh great I was having a wonderful day until they showed up, I could tell Adam was thinking oh great too, hehe well if anything happens schools over. I gave my wicked smile but Adam shook his head and told me to wait here, man he’s such a party pooper.


When I saw Adam yelling at them it got me pumped up and wanting to get into the action, but then unexpectedly Adam started kissing her. What err! I stomped over there like a mad beast, but then I stopped seeing one of the teachers glaring at me, so then I marched over to the car, gave her my evil eye, and climbed inside slamming the door. Stupid teacher >:

After like what seemed hours Adam climbed inside, started the engine, and then looked at me. “Hey is something wrong?” He went to touch me, so I turned my head very slowly, grinding my teeth, horns growing on the top of my head, and a pitch fork gliding into my hand.

*People outside*

“Ahhhh, help me! Please stop I’m sorry.” The male voice came from inside the white bmw car with lambo doors. The bmw shook from side to side. The yelling would stop then come back.
“What’s going on? Should we help him?” A girl asked worried, but everyone around her shrugged and mumbled, then stared back at the car.

“Someone please help me. Ah get off of me! Owww I’m sorry, please give me mercy. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to, please I’m dying.” The guy’s voice died down little by little leaving everyone in suspense. Then they heard a thump, and then the car pulled out driving away.

“Did we just witness a murder... or rape?” A dude stuttered a question; still everyone shrugged then thought about what just happened.

*Adam*

When I saw the groupies come up I groaned I really didn’t want them here. I looked at Alice who gave me a let me kick their ass look. Hehe that would be a sight to watch, wait what am I talking about. I shook my head no and told her to wait there, she huffed but agreed. “What are you doing here?” I asked coldly, man I’m starting to sound like Alice, but when she does it it’s cute, ugh don’t think about that right now.

“What are you doing with her; you’re supposed to be dating me.” She batted her eyes using her high pitched voice sounding really annoying then she tried getting up on me, why did I date her? I know I make stupid decisions I guess I was just desperate.

“Get the fuck away from me, now!” I yelled backing up but she only got closer. She grabbed me then pressed her lips against mine quickly so I didn’t have any time to react. I kept my eyes opened, I will not close my eyes for a slut like her, I don’t even know why I’m letting her kiss me. I rolled my eyes over to the corner and seen Alice slam the door shut, did she see? I pushed her off of me, “it’s over don’t ever come near me again.” I grinded my teeth and walked away.

“That’s fine; I was screwing half you friends anyway.” She smirked along with her dolls making me stop. I rolled my fists up, walked over and slapped her leaving a red mark acrossed her face, and then I headed to my car, next will be the dudes.

I climbed in and started my engine, but before I headed out I noticed a dark aura around Alice, “Hey is something wrong?” I asked. She slowly turned her head, grinding her teeth, oh shit she’s pissed.

“What’s wrong? What’s wrong? I’ll show you what’s wrong!” She growled grabbing my shirt, and pulling me toward her. She got on top of me grabbing my head and ramming it in the seat numerous of times. I screamed for help, but no one came. I was for sure there were people outside, so since that didn’t work I begged for mercy, but she kept doing it and she looked like the devil, not kidding. She hit my head real hard and that did the trick. I was out quicker than lighting. Well since everything went black I reassured myself I was alive because I didn’t see the light, so I just slept until I was conscious again.

*Alice*

I couldn’t believe that asshole, ‘oh what’s wrong’, like he didn’t know. I drive speedily down the highway, so luckily that there were no cops around, lucky me. I pulled in and saw my brother and the boys standing angrily, but I did see a little amusement in my brother’s eyes, oh I love him.

“Hey bitch.” Cole snarled, but his black eye made it hard for me to take him seriously. My brother was about to chew him off, but I interrupted.

“Yes I am a female dog, thanks for pointing it out.” I snarled violently, and they all whimpered not including my brother. And actually I don’t really know if a fox is considered in the dog family or not, so I’ll just say it is for now. “Anyways don’t mess with me I’m in a bad mood, so that means this morning I was in a happy mood, so you definitely don’t want to bother me now!” I pulled out Adam and dragged him to the door; my brother was about to say what happened, “Save it.” I gave him the hand and headed to the basement. I laid Adam down on my bed, and waited for him to get up; he had a lot of explaining to do.

After a while I got tired of waiting so I stripped and got in bed with him, I didn’t want to push him off because I had tortured I'm enough so I let him stay, also I like the warmth he gave me and I caused me to move closer to him. He looked so peaceful, handsome, and…*snore*..and loud jeez why do guys snore so noisy. I looked at his mouth and saw drool coming out, I wonder. I reached over, ew, ew what am I doing I can’t do that, anyway I don’t think that’s right if someone was feeling what I was feeling I would be pissed.

The drool was killing me, so I just tried to study his features. His brown copper flippy hair, no it’s not like Justin Bieber, his bangs were just a little over his eyes and it is cut off of at his neck. His has blue eyes that calm you down, pink plump lips, and tan skin. He was perfect, perfect tone body not to buff not to weak. I rested my hand on his face and closed my eyes, if only I could describe these feelings, “What a lovely view.” A tired husky voice brought me back to reality. I opened my eyes and saw him looking at my nakedness. *Thump* “Ow.” Though I might be feeling something else.

I turned my back to him, so I wouldn’t see him trying not to punch him again, “explain the incident, now.” I said the last word a little too harsh, but I couldn’t help it, I thought he was different. He moved around a lot, I’m guessing he was trying to get comfortable, until he wrapped his arms around me, making me extremely uncomfortable. “Well?” I’m not very patient if you couldn’t tell. He took my arms and hugged them tightly against my body, “What are you doing?” I struggled to get free, but gave up after a few seconds.

“Making sure that your hands won’t be free so you don’t kill me.” Oh no this is going to be bad; I kind of don’t wanna hear it now. He sighed and rested his chin on my shoulder, “I-I went out with her when I came here.” What!? I was shocked mixed with a little sadness, “but now it’s over, I don’t even know why I dated her. I was desperate, but that isn’t even an excuse, and when I was yelling at her she took me by surprise and kissed me, and I’m sorry for letting her I shouldn’t of, and then I found out,” I didn’t know how much more I could take of his, so I started to struggle again, but he just held me tighter, “she cheated on me with my friends, how lame is that?!” He bursted out, shaking he even let me go it was so bad. I turned around staring at his face; he was filled with pain and anger. Even though I hate the fact that he dated her, she shouldn’t have hurt him like this, only a monster. “No how lame am I?” he said calm and quiet, “that I didn’t even know she was sleeping with the friends that lived with me.” He sobbed, I just couldn’t take it. I hated it, the pain he felt, I could feel it too, and it hurt!

I couldn’t take it anymore! I grabbed his face and crashed my lips on his, then pulled away, “Don’t, just shut up, don’t talk anymore!” I grinded my teeth trying so hard not to cry, but it was too late, the tear went down and almost fell on the bed, but Adam caught it. I looked up at his and him at me. Instantly he pulled me to him and hugged me tightly. How could I be so stupid, not only was he mentally in pain, but physically too, I should’ve thought before I acted. I just wanted to take back his pain and let me have it instead. “For acting so coldly towards you, I-I want to make it up to you, so anything, anything at all just tell me and I’ll try do make it happen!” I snuggled up against him trying to get calmer.

He started, “I want...”