The X-Man by Brian R. Lundin (shoe dog free ebook .txt) 📖

few girls he was attracted to instead he would attempt to ease-drop on them when they were undressing for gym or in the bathroom. When he was eleven years old and in the eighth grades he stopped going to school and decided to runaway. He was in his room packing his few clothes in shopping bags when Demetrius entered.

DEMETRIUS (DRUNK)
What the fuck you doing little mutherfucka?

ESAU (YELLING)
Getting the fuck out of here?

DEMETRIUS
Fuck you are what about the fuckin’ money we get for keeping your black ass

ESAU
Fuck you and the money

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Demetrius blind with rage and cheap wine lunged at Esau who easily side-stepped him and hit him hard in his beer belly. Demetrius doubled over and threw up a reddish liquid over the soiled bare floor. After regaining his balance Demetrius lunged again and grabbed Esua in a bear hug. Esua pulled his switch-blade knife from his pocket and kneed Demetrius in his groin. Demetrius released Esua and screamed as Esua plunged the knife into Demetrius neck and was immediate sprayed with blood, Demetruis grabbed his neck made a gurgling sound and fell. Esua straddled the fallen man and continued stabbing him. He heard a scream, turned around and saw Donna standing in the doorway, covered with Demetruis blood; he attacked Donna, stabbing her numerous times. When Donna fell to the floor her flimsy house dress flew up exposing her private parts. Esau got an erection. As he mounted and entered her he saw the fear in her eyes and heard her shallow breathing, in a moment she let out a gasping sound and her eyes went blank, Esau felt something in his penis a sensation he had never felt before, he let out a moan and felt something surging through his penis and he noticed the white stains on Donna’s leg. After a half-hour of raping Donna he dragged her dead body into the bathroom and placed her into the tub which he felled with lukewarm water and carved an X on her chest. For the next eight years Esau drifted between Gary, Indiana and Milwaukee, Wisconsin and Chicago. In Gary he joined the G’D’s street game and began selling crack cocaine a block from a catholic all girls high school, he eventually got addicted on crack and the prescription drugs Valium, Ativan and Librium. Esau usually worked the afternoon shift and arrived at his spot generally about 3:00 pm just as school was letting out. He watched the young girls giggling and whispering as they walked, their red and blue pleated short shirts blowing in the cool breeze and their starched white blouses straining to hold in their developing breast. One of the young girls, he figured to be about fifteen caught his eye. She was tall and shapely with dark hair that hung to her waist and she would often smile as she passed him, her name was Mary Jones, he knew she wanted him. It was 10 January 1999 snow and ice covered the streets and the temperature was five below zero with a wind chill of ten below. His boss Billibob told him that the weather was too bad and to take the night off. As Esau was leaving he saw Mary leaving the school with two other girls. The two other girls rushed to a black Ford and he heard a male voice offer her a ride but she refused, pulled her scarf tighter around her neck and started walking. The sky was a dull gray and bolts of lightning leaped across the sky as Mary walked quickly through the depressing neighborhood of boarded up houses and abandon warehouses. The streets were deserted as Esau took a hit of crack and followed her. A gust of wind blew her skirt up to her waist, revealed white panties. Esau got an immediate erection and took another snort of the drug, he was feeling good and his strong erection was beginning to hurt he knew he had to get it off. Unaware that she was being followed Mary walked into an alley behind a warehouse.

ESAU (TO HIMSELF AND CLOSING THE DISTANCE)
She wants me

MARY (TURNING AROUNG AND SMILING)
Hi

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Like a lion attacking his prey, Esau lunged at the girl striking her hard with his fist. The young girl fell to the ground unconscious. Esau dragged her into the abandon warehouse where he found some old rope and bound her hands and feet. As he was undressing her, Mary opened her eyes and saw Esau standing in front of her rubbing his erect penis. He moaned as he ejaculated over her body and asked, “Do you see my big dick, bet you would like to touch it or better still suck it wouldn’t you?“ Mary tried to scream but was knocked unconscious again. Esau took off her panties and placed them into his pocket; he then removed her pantyhose and tied it tightly around her neck before raping her. Mary came too just as Esau was climaxing and pulling the pantyhose tighter, he stabbed her several times, carved an X into her chest and smeared a bloody X on the dirty walls. The murder and rape of Mary Jones brought an increase in the police presence in the neighborhood, uniform police officers and detectives were everywhere, hassling the drug dealers and gang bangers. Billibob the gangs Regent told Esau that he was closing down the spot until the heat was off. Esau and other drug dealers went to a gang safe house and spent two weeks snorting crack, drinking gin and beer and cooling out, but Esau was restless he remembered how good it was with Mary Jones, he wanted that feeling again. After his homeboys had passed out, he left and took a cab to Smith Street, a known hangout for prostitutes. Even though it was March, cold and snowy the working girls were out in full force, many wearing miniskirts or very short dresses. Esau snorted a vial of crack paid the cab driver and began walking the street looking over the girls. The steam came out of the sewers and the street smelled of bar-b-que ribs, rotting garbage and unwashed bodies, loud music came from the rundown bars and everyone looked cold. Esau was stopped by a woman who looked to be in her fifties, her red wig sat crookedly on her head and the fake eyelashes had started to drooped. She put her arms in his and looking down at him.

PROSTITUTE (WHISPERING)
Good fuck and suck, only fifty bucks little man.

ESAU (ESAU SNATCHED HIS ARM AWAY AND HISSED)
No thanks

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Esau continued walking and got numerous offers from the working girls some stomping their feet to keep warm others opening their coats to advertise their wares. Esau saw a young girl standing against a wall with an older woman. She looked as young as Mary, but not as pretty. The blazing red lipstick was smeared on her lips and ice cycles hung from her weather beaten hat. He knew that her ragged coat could not be providing much warmth, he stopped.


OLD PROSTITUTE (SMILING)
Looking for some fun, two for the price of one

ESAU
How ’bout you, you working?

YOUNG PROSTITUTE (LOOKING DAZED)
Fifty bucks for a blow, I don’t fuck

ESAU (MUMBLES)
That’s kinda high for a head job

OLD PROSTITUTE (STILL SMILING)
Another fifty and you can fuck me after Rita gives you some head

ESAU (LOOKING OVER THE TWO PROSTITUTES)
Ok young blood, you got a spot?

YOUNG PROSTITUTE
Upstairs!

OLD PROSTITUTE
I’ll be waiting down here, honey

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Esau followed the young woman up the rickety stairs to the second floor; the woman opened the door and stood aside. Esau walked into a large room that only contained a bed and a strong smell of marijuana and sex. Still not talking, the woman sat on the bed and waived Esau over. Esau slowly walked over to the bed and she begins unzipping his pants and pulled out his hard penis and put it in her mouth. Esau could feel her warm lips going up and down on his penis, but he didn’t want to climax like this he wanted to fuck. Esau slowed removed a stocking containing coins and hit the woman, as she fell back on the bed she involuntarily bit down hard causing blood to gush out.“Bitch,” he screamed as he hit her again and again. Esau raped the obviously dead woman, dragged into the bathroom and placed her into the tub, removed her panties, folded her arm in an x and made a bloody X on the bathroom wall and took a snap shot before leaving out the back door. Esau walked slowly down the dark street, pulling his coat tight to hide the blood and boarded a Greyhound Bus for Chicago and joined the Chicago G’D’s street gang as a drug dealer. On 10 June 2001 Esau killed Sandra Wheatly a waitress in East Chicago, Illinois and on 10 July 2005 he killed Janice Woods, a Liberian in Harvey, Illinois. Esau became more and more addicted to crack and prescription drugs and began using more drugs than he sold, when the gang leaders found out he was severely beaten and kicked him out the gang.
In May, 2007 Esau got job as a laborer for the DB Construction Company which, was constructing a building at 44th South Western Avenue. All day he pushed heavy carts and wheel barrels, loaded supplies and material for the carpenters, electricians and other tradesmen. It was a dirty job and he hated it, but what he hated more was the disrespect he received from them. His boss was a young black woman named Ada and she was a total bitch. Ada was always yelling at him and accusing him for being lazy and late reporting for work or coming back from lunch. The tradesman with their tool belts strapped around their waist and the neatly pressed uniforms was constantly yelling at him to hurry up. Today was a hard day, Ada and the tradesmen were on his ass and to make matters worse, he was told that today was his last day, he was being fired. During his lunch break Esau sat alone at the lunch bench and downed Valium, Ativan and Librium with a gulp of coffee and day-dreamed mostly about Ada, he could think of a lot