The Vicar's Daughter by George MacDonald (funny books to read .TXT) 📖

to the sideboard. As she turned to leave the room, he recognized her, and said, in some astonishment,—

“You need not trouble yourself, Miss Clare. The nurse can get what she wants from Hawkins. Indeed, I don’t see”—

“Excuse me, Mr. Morley. If you wish to speak to me, I will return in a few minutes; but I have a good deal to attend to just at this moment.”

She left the room; and, as he had said nothing in reply, did not return.

Two days after, about the same hour, whether suspecting the fact, or for some other reason, he requested the butler to send the nurse to him.

“The nurse from the nursery, sir; or the young person as teaches the young ladies the piano?” asked Hawkins.

“I mean the sick-nurse,” said his master.

In a few minutes Miss Clare entered the dining-room, and approached Mr. Morley.

“How do you do, Miss Clare?” he said stiffly; for to any one in his employment he was gracious only now and then. “Allow me to say that I doubt the propriety of your being here so much. You cannot fail to carry the infection. I think your lessons had better be postponed until all your pupils are able to benefit by them. I have just sent for the nurse; and,—if you please”—

“Yes. Hawkins told me you wanted me,” said Miss Clare.

“I did not want you. He must have mistaken.”

“I am the nurse, Mr. Morley.”

“Then I must say it is not with my approval,” he returned, rising from his chair in anger. “I was given to understand that a properly-qualified person was in charge of my wife and family. This is no ordinary case, where a little coddling is all that is wanted.”

“I am perfectly qualified, Mr. Morley.”

He walked up and down the room several times.

“I must speak to Mrs. Morley about this.” he said.

“I entreat you will not disturb her. She is not so well this afternoon.”

“How is this, Miss Clare? Pray explain to me how it is that you come to be taking a part in the affairs of the family so very different from that for which Mrs. Morley—which—was arranged between Mrs. Morley and yourself.”

“It is but an illustration of the law of supply and demand,” answered Marion. “A nurse was wanted; Mrs. Morley had strong objections to a hired nurse, and I was very glad to be able to set her mind at rest.”

“It was very obliging in you, no doubt,” he returned, forcing the admission; “but—but”—

“Let us leave it for the present, if you please; for while I am nurse, I must mind my business. Dr. Brand expresses himself quite satisfied with me, so far as we have gone; and it is better for the children, not to mention Mrs. Morley, to have some one about them they are used to.”

She left the room without waiting further parley.

Dr. Brand, however, not only set Mr. Morley’s mind at rest as to her efficiency, but when a terrible time of anxiety was at length over, during which one after another, and especially Judy herself, had been in great danger, assured him that, but for the vigilance and intelligence of Miss Clare, joined to a certain soothing influence which she exercised over every one of her patients, he did not believe he could have brought Mrs. Morley through. Then, indeed, he changed his tone to her, in a measure, still addressing her as from a height of superiority.

They had recovered so far that they were to set out the next morning for Hastings, when he thus addressed her, having sent for her once more to the dining-room:—

“I hope you will accompany them, Miss Clare,” he said. “By this time you must be in no small need of a change yourself.”

“The best change for me will be Lime Court,” she answered, laughing.

“Now, pray don’t drive your goodness to the verge of absurdity,” he said pleasantly.

“Indeed, I am anxious about my friends there,” she returned. “I fear they have not been getting on quite so well without me. A Bible-woman and a Roman Catholic have been quarrelling dreadfully, I hear.”

Mr. Morley compressed his lips. It was annoying to be so much indebted to one who, from whatever motives, called such people her friends.

“Oblige me, then,” he said loftily, taking an envelope from the mantle-piece, and handing it to her, “by opening that at your leisure.”

“I will open it now, if you please,” she returned.

It contained a bank-note for a hundred pounds. Mr. Morley, though a hard man, was not by any means stingy. She replaced it in the envelope, and laid it again on the chimney-piece.

“You owe me nothing, Mr. Morley,” she said.

“Owe you nothing! I owe you more than I can ever repay.”

“Then don’t try it, please. You are very generous; but indeed I could not accept it.”

“You must oblige me. You might take it from me,” he added, almost pathetically, as if the bond was so close that money was nothing between them.

“You are the last—one of the last I could take money from, Mr. Morley.”

“Why?”

“Because you think so much of it, and yet would look down on me the more if I accepted it.”

He bit his lip, rubbed his forehead with his hand, threw back his head, and turned away from her.

“I should be very sorry to offend you,” she said; “and, believe me, there is hardly any thing I value less than money. I have enough, and could have plenty more if I liked. I would rather have your friendship than all the money you possess. But that cannot be, so long as”—

She stopped: she was on the point of going too far, she thought.

“So long as what?” he returned sternly.

“So long as you are a worshipper of Mammon,” she answered; and left the room.

She burst out crying when she came to this point. She had narrated the whole with the air of one making a confession.

“I am afraid it was very wrong,” she said; “and if so, then it was very rude as well. But something seemed to force it out of me. Just think: there was a generous heart, clogged up with self-importance and wealth! To me, as he stood there on the hearth-rug, he was a most pitiable object—with an impervious wall betwixt him and the kingdom of heaven! He seemed like a man in a terrible dream, from which I must awake him by calling aloud in his ear—except that, alas! the dream was not terrible to him, only to me! If he had been one of my poor friends, guilty of some plain fault, I should have told him so without compunction; and why not, being what he was? There he stood,—a man of estimable qualities, of beneficence, if not bounty; no miser, nor consciously unjust; yet a man whose heart the moth and rust were eating into a sponge!—who went to church every Sunday, and had many friends, not one of whom, not even his own wife, would tell him that he was a Mammon-worshipper, and losing his life. It may have been useless, it may have been wrong; but I felt driven to it by bare human pity for the misery I saw before me.”

“It looks to me as if you had the message given you to give him,” I said.

“But—though I don’t know it—what if I was annoyed with him for offering me that wretched hundred pounds,—in doing which he was acting up to the light that was in him?”

I could not help thinking of the light which is darkness, but I did not say so. Strange tableau, in this our would-be grand nineteenth century,—a young and poor woman prophet-like rebuking a wealthy London merchant on his own hearth-rug, as a worshipper of Mammon! I think she was right; not because he was wrong, but because, as I firmly believe, she did it from no personal motives whatever, although in her modesty she doubted herself. I believe it was from pure regard for the man and for the truth, urging her to an irrepressible utterance. If so, should we not say that she spoke by the Spirit? Only I shudder to think what utterance might, with an equal outward show, be attributed to the same Spirit. Well, to his own master every one standeth or falleth; whether an old prophet who, with a lie in his right hand, entraps an honorable guest, or a young prophet who, with repentance in his heart, walks calmly into the jaws of the waiting lion. [Footnote: See the Sermons of the Rev. Henry Whitehead, vicar of St. John’s, Limehouse; as remarkable for the profundity of their insight us for the noble severity of their literary modelling.—G.M.D.]

And no one can tell what effects the words may have had upon him. I do not believe he ever mentioned the circumstance to his wife. At all events, there was no change in her manner to Miss Clare. Indeed, I could not help fancying that a little halo of quiet reverence now encircled the love in every look she cast upon her.

She firmly believed that Marion had saved her life, and that of more than one of her children. Nothing, she said, could equal the quietness and tenderness and tirelessness of her nursing. She was never flurried, never impatient, and never frightened. Even when the tears would be flowing down her face, the light never left her eyes nor the music her voice; and when they were all getting better, and she had the nursery piano brought out on the landing in the middle of the sick-rooms, and there played and sung to them, it was, she said, like the voice of an angel, come fresh to the earth, with the same old news of peace and good-will. When the children—this I had from the friend she brought with her—were tossing in the fever, and talking of strange and frightful things they saw, one word from her would quiet them; and her gentle, firm command was always sufficient to make the most fastidious and rebellious take his medicine.

She came out of it very pale, and a good deal worn. But the day they set off for Hastings, she returned to Lime Court. The next day she resumed her lessons, and soon recovered her usual appearance. A change of work, she always said, was the best restorative. But before a month was over I succeeded in persuading her to accept my mother’s invitation to spend a week at the Hall; and from this visit she returned quite invigorated. Connie, whom she went to see,—for by this time she was married to Mr. Turner,—was especially delighted with her delight in the simplicities of nature. Born and bred in the closest town-environment, she had yet a sensitiveness to all that made the country so dear to us who were born in it, which Connie said surpassed ours, and gave her special satisfaction as proving that my oft recurring dread lest such feelings might but be the result of childish associations was groundless, and that they were essential to the human nature, and so felt by God himself. Driving along in the pony-carriage,—for Connie is not able to walk much, although she is well enough to enjoy life thoroughly,—Marion would remark upon ten things in a morning, that my sister had never observed. The various effects of light and shade, and the variety of feeling they caused, especially interested her. She would spy out a lurking sunbeam, as another would find a hidden flower. It seemed as if not a glitter in its nest of gloom could escape her. She would leave the carriage, and make a long round