The Odds by Ethel May Dell (best time to read books TXT) 📖

He stopped deliberately and looked into her face.
"Violet!" he said.
She trembled at his tone and thrust out a protesting hand. "Ah, what is the use?" she cried. "Do you--do you want to break my heart?"
Her voice failed. For the first time her eyes met his fully.
There followed an interval of overwhelming stillness in which neither of them drew a breath. Then, with an odd sound that might have been a laugh strangled at birth. Burleigh Wentworth gathered her to his heart and held her there.
"No!" he said. "No! I want to make you--the happiest woman in the world!"
"Too late! Too late!" she whispered.
But he stopped the words upon her lips, passionately, irresistibly, with his own.
"You are mine!" he swore, with his eyes on hers. "You are mine! No man on earth shall ever take you from me again!"


CHAPTER V

Violet was in her room ready dressed for dinner that evening, when there came a knock upon her door. She was seated at a writing-table in a corner scribbling a note, but she covered it up quickly at the sound.
"Come in!" she said.
She rose as her husband entered. He also was ready dressed. He came up to her in his quiet, direct fashion, looking at her with those steady eyes that saw so much and revealed so little.
"I just came in to say," he said, "that I am sorry to cut your pleasure short, but I find we must return to town to-morrow."
She started at the information. "To-morrow!" she echoed. "Why?"
"I find it necessary," he said.
She looked at him. Her heart was beating very fast. "Percival, why?" she said again.
He raised his eyebrows slightly. "It would be rather difficult for me to explain."
"Do you mean you have to go on business?" she said.
He smiled a little. "Yes, on business."
She turned to the fire with a shiver. There was something in the atmosphere, although the room was warm, that made her cold from head to foot. With her back to him she spoke again:
"Is there any reason why I should go too?"
He came and joined her before the fire. "Yes; one," he said.
She threw him a nervous glance. "And that?"
"You are my wife," said Field quietly.
Again that shiver caught her. She put out a hand to steady herself against the mantelpiece. When she spoke again, it was with a great effort.
"Wives are sometimes allowed a holiday away from their husbands."
Field said nothing whatever. He only looked at her with unvarying attention.
She turned at last in desperation and faced him. "Percival! Why do you look at me like that?"
He turned from her instantly, without replying. "May I write a note here?" he said, and went towards the writing-table. "My pen has run dry."
She made a movement that almost expressed panic. She was at the table before he reached it. "Ah, wait a minute! Let me clear my things out of your way first!"
She began to gather up the open blotter that lay there with feverish haste. A sheet of paper flew out from her nervous hands and fluttered to the floor at Field's feet. He stooped and picked it up.
She uttered a gasp and turned as white as the dress she wore. "That is mine!" she panted.
He gave it to her with grave courtesy. "I am afraid I am disturbing you," he said. "I can wait while you finish."
But she crumpled the paper in her hand. She was trembling so much that she could hardly stand.
"It--doesn't matter," she said almost inaudibly.
He stood for a second or two in silence, then seated himself at the writing-table and took up a pen.
In the stillness that followed she moved away to the fire and stood before it. Field wrote steadily without turning his head. She stooped after a moment and dropped the crumpled paper into the blaze. Then she sat down, her hands tightly clasped about her knees, and waited.
Field's quiet voice broke the stillness at length. "If you are writing letters of your own, perhaps I may leave this one in your charge."
She looked round with a start. He had turned in his chair. Their eyes met across the room.
"May I?" he said.
She nodded, finding her voice with an effort. "Yes--of course."
He got up, and as he did so the great dinner-gong sounded through the house. He came to her side. She rose quickly at his approach, moving almost apprehensively.
"Shall we go down?" she said.
He put out a hand and linked it in her arm. She shrank at his touch, but she endured it. She even, after a moment, seemed to be in a measure steadied by it. She stood motionless for a few seconds, and during those seconds his fingers closed upon her, very gentle, very firmly; then opened and set her free.
"Will you lead the way?" he said.


CHAPTER VI

A very hilarious party gathered at the table that night. Burleigh Wentworth was in uproarious spirits which seemed to infect nearly everyone else.
In the midst of the running tide of joke and banter Violet sat as one apart. Now and then she joined spasmodically in the general merriment, but often she did not know what she laughed at. There was a great fear at her heart, and it tormented her perpetually. That note that she had crumpled and burnt! His eyes had rested upon it during the moment he had held it in his hand. How much had they seen? And what was it that had induced him in the first place to declare his intention of curtailing their visit? Why had he reminded her that she was his wife? Surely he must have heard something--suspected something! But what?
Covertly she watched him during that interminable dinner, watched his clear-cut face with its clever forehead and intent eyes, his slightly scornful, wholly unyielding lips. She cast her thoughts backwards over their honeymoon, trying somehow to trace an adequate reason for the fear that gripped her. He had been very forbearing with her throughout that difficult time. He had been gentle; he had been considerate. Though he had asserted and maintained his mastery over her, though his will had subdued hers, he had never been unreasonable, never so much as impatient, in his treatment of her. He had given her no cause for the dread that now consumed her, unless it were that by his very self-restraint he had inspired in her a fear of the unknown.
No, she had to look farther back than her honeymoon, back to the days of Burleigh Wentworth's trial, and the almost superhuman force by which he had dragged him free. It was that force with which she would have very soon to reckon, that overwhelming, all-consuming power that had wrestled so victoriously in Wentworth's defence. How would it be when she found herself confronted by that? She shivered and dared not think.
The stream of gaiety flowed on around her. Someone--Wentworth she knew later--proposed a game of hide-and-seek by moonlight in and about the old ruins on the shores of the loch. She would have preferred to remain behind, but he made a great point of her going also. She did not know if Percival went or not, but she did not see him among the rest. The fun was fast and furious, the excitement great. Almost in spite of herself she was drawn in.
And then, how it happened she scarcely knew, she found herself hiding alone with Wentworth in a little dark boat-house on the edge of the water. He had a key with him, and she heard him turn it on the inside.
"I think we are safe here," he said, and then in the darkness his arms were round her. He called her by every endearing name that he could think of.
Why was it his ardour failed to reach her? She had yielded to him only that afternoon. She had suffered him to kiss away her tears. But now something in her held her back. She drew herself away.
"Come and sit in the boat!" he said. "We will go on the water as soon as the hue and cry is over. Hush! Don't speak! They are coming now."
They sat with bated breath while the hunt spread round their hiding-place. The water lapped mysteriously in front of them with an occasional gurgling chuckle. The ripples danced far out in the moonlight. It was a glorious night, with a keenness in the air that was like the touch of steel.
Violet drew her cloak more closely about her. She felt very cold.
Someone came and battered at the door. "I'm sure they're here," cried a voice.
"They can't be," said another. "The place is locked, and there's no key."
"Bet you it's on the inside!" persisted the first, and a match was lighted and held to the lock.
The man inside laughed under his breath. The key was dangling between his hands.
"Oh, come on!" called a girl's voice from the distance. "They wouldn't hide in there. It's such a dirty hole. Lady Violet is much too fastidious."
And Violet, sitting within, drew herself together with a little shrinking movement. Yes, that had always been their word for her. She was fastidious. She had rather prided herself upon having that reputation. She had always regarded women who made themselves cheap with scorn.
The chase passed on, and Wentworth's arm slipped round her again. "Now we are safe," he said. "By Jove, dear, how I have schemed for this! It was really considerate of your worthy husband to absent himself."
Again, gently but quite decidedly, she drew herself away. "I think Freda is right," she said. "This is rather a dirty place."
He laughed. "A regular black hole! But wait till I can get you out on to the loch! It's romantic enough out there. But look here, Violet! I've got to come to an understanding with you. Now that we've found each other, darling, we are not going to lose each other again, are we?"
She was silent in the darkness.
He leaned to her and took her hand. "Oh, why did you go and complicate matters by getting married?" he said. "It was such an obvious--such a fatal--mistake. You knew I cared for you, didn't you?"
"You--had never told me so," she said, her voice very low.
"Never told you! I tried to tell you every time we met. But you were always so aloof, so frigid. On my soul, I was afraid to speak. Tell me now!" His hand was fast about hers. "When did you begin to care?"
She sat unyielding in his hold. "I--imagined I cared--a very long time ago," she said, with an effort.
"What! Before that trial business?" he said. "I wish to Heaven I'd known!"
"Why?" she said.
"Because if I'd known I wouldn't have been such a fool," he said with abrupt vehemence. "I would never have run that infernal risk."
"What risk?" she said.
He laughed, a half-shamed laugh. "Oh, I didn't quite mean to let that out. Consider it unsaid! Only a man without ties is apt to risk more than a man who has more to lose. I've had the most fantastic ill-luck this year that ever fell any man's lot before."
"At least you were vindicated," Violet said.
"Oh, that!" said Wentworth. "Well, it was beginning to be time my luck turned, wasn't it? It was rank enough to be caught, but if I'd been convicted, I'd have hanged myself. Now tell me! Was it Field's brilliant defence that dazzled you into marrying him?"
She did not answer him. She turned instead and faced him in the darkness. "Burleigh! What do you mean by risk? What do you mean