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the Collegians as a community, and at the same time no degradation to himself, and no depreciation of his claims as a gentleman. Gentlemen, God bless you!

Such was the homily with which he improved and pointed the occasion to the company in the Lodge before turning into the sallow yard again, and going with his own poor shabby dignity past the Collegian in the dressing-gown who had no coat, and past the Collegian in the sea-side slippers who had no shoes, and past the stout greengrocer Collegian in the corduroy knee-breeches who had no cares, and past the lean clerk Collegian in buttonless black who had no hopes, up his own poor shabby staircase to his own poor shabby room.

There, the table was laid for his supper, and his old grey gown was ready for him on his chair-back at the fire. His daughter put her little prayer-book in her pocketā€”had she been praying for pity on all prisoners and captives!ā€”and rose to welcome him.

Uncle had gone home, then? she asked @ as she changed his coat and gave him his black velvet cap. Yes, uncle had gone home. Had her father enjoyed his walk? Why, not much, Amy; not much. No! Did he not feel quite well?

As she stood behind him, leaning over his chair so lovingly, he looked with downcast eyes at the fire. An uneasiness stole over him that was like a touch of shame; and when he spoke, as he presently did, it was in an unconnected and embarrassed manner.

ā€˜Something, Iā€”hem!ā€”I donā€™t know what, has gone wrong with Chivery. He is notā€”ha!ā€”not nearly so obliging and attentive as usual tonight. Itā€”hem!ā€”itā€™s a little thing, but it puts me out, my love. Itā€™s impossible to forget,ā€™ turning his hands over and over and looking closely at them, ā€˜thatā€”hem!ā€”that in such a life as mine, I am unfortunately dependent on these men for something every hour in the day.ā€™

Her arm was on his shoulder, but she did not look in his face while he spoke. Bending her head she looked another way.

ā€˜Iā€”hem!ā€”I canā€™t think, Amy, what has given Chivery offence. He is generally soā€”so very attentive and respectful. And tonight he was quiteā€”quite short with me. Other people there too! Why, good Heaven! if I was to lose the support and recognition of Chivery and his brother officers, I might starve to death here.ā€™ While he spoke, he was opening and shutting his hands like valves; so conscious all the time of that touch of shame, that he shrunk before his own knowledge of his meaning.

ā€˜Iā€”ha!ā€”I canā€™t think what itā€™s owing to. I am sure I cannot imagine what the cause of it is. There was a certain Jackson here once, a turnkey of the name of Jackson (I donā€™t think you can remember him, my dear, you were very young), andā€”hem!ā€”and he had aā€”brother, and thisā€”young brother paid his addresses toā€”at least, did not go so far as to pay his addresses toā€”but admiredā€” respectfully admiredā€”theā€”not daughter, the sisterā€”of one of us; a rather distinguished Collegian; I may say, very much so. His name was Captain Martin; and he consulted me on the question whether It was necessary that his daughterā€”sisterā€”should hazard offending the turnkey brother by being tooā€”ha!ā€”too plain with the other brother. Captain Martin was a gentleman and a man of honour, and I put it to him first to give me hisā€”his own opinion. Captain Martin (highly respected in the army) then unhesitatingly said that it appeared to him that hisā€”hem!ā€”sister was not called upon to understand the young man too distinctly, and that she might lead him onā€”I am doubtful whether ā€œlead him onā€ was Captain Martinā€™s exact expression: indeed I think he said tolerate himā€”on her fatherā€™sā€”I should say, brotherā€™sā€”account. I hardly know how I have strayed into this story. I suppose it has been through being unable to account for Chivery; but as to the connection between the two, I donā€™t seeā€”ā€™

His voice died away, as if she could not bear the pain of hearing him, and her hand had gradually crept to his lips. For a little while there was a dead silence and stillness; and he remained shrunk in his chair, and she remained with her arm round his neck and her head bowed down upon his shoulder.

His supper was cooking in a saucepan on the fire, and, when she moved, it was to make it ready for him on the table. He took his usual seat, she took hers, and he began his meal. They did not, as yet, look at one another. By little and little he began; laying down his knife and fork with a noise, taking things up sharply, biting at his bread as if he were offended with it, and in other similar ways showing that he was out of sorts. At length he pushed his plate from him, and spoke aloud; with the strangest inconsistency.

ā€˜What does it matter whether I eat or starve? What does it matter whether such a blighted life as mine comes to an end, now, next week, or next year? What am I worth to anyone? A poor prisoner, fed on alms and broken victuals; a squalid, disgraced wretch!ā€™

ā€˜Father, father!ā€™ As he rose she went on her knees to him, and held up her hands to him.

ā€˜Amy,ā€™ he went on in a suppressed voice, trembling violently, and looking at her as wildly as if he had gone mad. ā€˜I tell you, if you could see me as your mother saw me, you wouldnā€™t believe it to be the creature you have only looked at through the bars of this cage. I was young, I was accomplished, I was good-looking, I was independentā€”by God I was, child!ā€”and people sought me out, and envied me. Envied me!ā€™

ā€˜Dear father!ā€™ She tried to take down the shaking arm that he flourished in the air, but he resisted, and put her hand away.

ā€˜If I had but a picture of myself in those days, though it was ever so ill done, you would be proud of it, you would be proud of it. But I have no such thing. Now, let me be a warning! Let no man,ā€™ he cried, looking haggardly about, ā€˜fail to preserve at least that little of the times of his prosperity and respect. Let his children have that clue to what he was. Unless my face, when I am dead, subsides into the long departed lookā€”they say such things happen, I donā€™t knowā€”my children will have never seen me.ā€™

ā€˜Father, father!ā€™

ā€˜O despise me, despise me! Look away from me, donā€™t listen to me, stop me, blush for me, cry for meā€”even you, Amy! Do it, do it! I do it to myself! I am hardened now, I have sunk too low to care long even for that.ā€™

ā€˜Dear father, loved father, darling of my heart!ā€™ She was clinging to him with her arms, and she got him to drop into his chair again, and caught at the raised arm, and tried to put it round her neck.

ā€˜Let it lie there, father. Look at me, father, kiss me, father! Only think of me, father, for one little moment!ā€™

Still he went on in the same wild way, though it was gradually breaking down into a miserable whining.

ā€˜And yet I have some respect here. I have made some stand against it. I am not quite trodden down. Go out and ask who is the chief person in the place. Theyā€™ll tell you itā€™s your father. Go out and ask who is never trifled with, and who is always treated with some delicacy. Theyā€™ll say, your father. Go out and ask what funeral here (it must be here, I know it can be nowhere else) will make more talk, and perhaps more grief, than any that has ever gone out at the gate. Theyā€™ll say your fatherā€™s. Well then. Amy! Amy! Is your father so universally despised? Is there nothing to redeem him? Will you have nothing to remember him by but his ruin and decay? Will you be able to have no affection for him when he is gone, poor castaway, gone?ā€™

He burst into tears of maudlin pity for himself, and at length suffering her to embrace him and take charge of him, let his grey head rest against her cheek, and bewailed his wretchedness. Presently he changed the subject of his lamentations, and clasping his hands about her as she embraced him, cried, O Amy, his motherless, forlorn child! O the days that he had seen her careful and laborious for him! Then he reverted to himself, and weakly told her how much better she would have loved him if she had known him in his vanished character, and how he would have married her to a gentleman who should have been proud of her as his daughter, and how (at which he cried again) she should first have ridden at his fatherly side on her own horse, and how the crowd (by which he meant in effect the people who had given him the twelve shillings he then had in his pocket) should have trudged the dusty roads respectfully.

Thus, now boasting, now despairing, in either fit a captive with the jail-rot upon him, and the impurity of his prison worn into the grain of his soul, he revealed his degenerate state to his affectionate child. No one else ever beheld him in the details of his humiliation. Little recked the Collegians who were laughing in their rooms over his late address in the Lodge, what a serious picture they had in their obscure gallery of the Marshalsea that Sunday night.

There was a classical daughter onceā€”perhapsā€”who ministered to her father in his prison as her mother had ministered to her. Little Dorrit, though of the unheroic modern stock and mere English, did much more, in comforting her fatherā€™s wasted heart upon her innocent breast, and turning to it a fountain of love and fidelity that never ran dry or waned through all his years of famine.

She soothed him; asked him for his forgiveness if she had been, or seemed to have been, undutiful; told him, Heaven knows truly, that she could not honour him more if he were the favourite of Fortune and the whole world acknowledged him. When his tears were dried, and he sobbed in his weakness no longer, and was free from that touch of shame, and had recovered his usual bearing, she prepared the remains of his supper afresh, and, sitting by his side, rejoiced to see him eat and drink. For now he sat in his black velvet cap and old grey gown, magnanimous again; and would have comported himself towards any Collegian who might have looked in to ask his advice, like a great moral Lord Chesterfield, or Master of the ethical ceremonies of the Marshalsea.

To keep his attention engaged, she talked with him about his wardrobe; when he was pleased to say, that Yes, indeed, those shirts she proposed would be exceedingly acceptable, for those he had were worn out, and, being ready-made, had never fitted him. Being conversational, and in a reasonable flow of spirits, he then invited her attention to his coat as it hung behind the door: remarking that the Father of the place would set an indifferent example to his children, already disposed to be slovenly, if he went among them out at elbows. He was jocular, too, as to the heeling of his shoes; but became grave on the subject of his cravat, and promised her that, when she could afford it, she should buy him a new one.

While he smoked out his cigar in peace, she made his bed, and put the small room in order for his repose. Being weary then, owing to the advanced hour and his emotions, he came out of

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