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one true friend to laugh with me. But one cannot laugh with all the
world against one.”
“I am not against you, Miss Dunstable.”
“Sell yourself for money! why, if I were a man I would not sell one
jot of liberty for mountains of gold. What! tie myself in the heyday
of my youth to a person I could never love, for a price! perjure
myself, destroy myself—and not only myself, but her also, in order
that I might live idly! Oh, heavens! Mr Gresham! can it be that
the words of such a woman as your aunt have sunk so deeply in your
heart; have blackened you so foully as to make you think of such vile
folly as this? Have you forgotten your soul, your spirit, your man’s
energy, the treasure of your heart? And you, so young! For shame, Mr
Gresham! for shame—for shame.”
Frank found the task before him by no means an easy one. He had to
make Miss Dunstable understand that he had never had the slightest
idea of marrying her, and that he had made love to her merely with
the object of keeping his hand in for the work as it were; with that
object, and the other equally laudable one of interfering with his
cousin George.
And yet there was nothing for him but to get through this task as
best he might. He was goaded to it by the accusations which Miss
Dunstable brought against him; and he began to feel, that though her
invective against him might be bitter when he had told the truth,
they could not be so bitter as those she now kept hinting at under
her mistaken impression as to his views. He had never had any strong
propensity for money-hunting; but now that offence appeared in his
eyes abominable, unmanly, and disgusting. Any imputation would be
better than that.
“Miss Dunstable, I never for a moment thought of doing what
you accuse me of; on my honour, I never did. I have been very
foolish—very wrong—idiotic, I believe; but I have never intended
that.”
“Then, Mr Gresham, what did you intend?”
This was rather a difficult question to answer; and Frank was not
very quick in attempting it. “I know you will not forgive me,” he
said at last; “and, indeed, I do not see how you can. I don’t know
how it came about; but this is certain, Miss Dunstable; I have never
for a moment thought about your fortune; that is, thought about it in
the way of coveting it.”
“You never thought of making me your wife, then?”
“Never,” said Frank, looking boldly into her face.
“You never intended really to propose to go with me to the altar, and
then make yourself rich by one great perjury?”
“Never for a moment,” said he.
“You have never gloated over me as the bird of prey gloats over the
poor beast that is soon to become carrion beneath its claws? You have
not counted me out as equal to so much land, and calculated on me as
a balance at your banker’s? Ah, Mr Gresham,” she continued, seeing
that he stared as though struck almost with awe by her strong
language; “you little guess what a woman situated as I am has to
suffer.”
“I have behaved badly to you, Miss Dunstable, and I beg your pardon;
but I have never thought of your money.”
“Then we will be friends again, Mr Gresham, won’t we? It is so nice
to have a friend like you. There, I think I understand it now; you
need not tell me.”
“It was half by way of making a fool of my aunt,” said Frank, in an
apologetic tone.
“There is merit in that, at any rate,” said Miss Dunstable. “I
understand it all now; you thought to make a fool of me in real
earnest. Well, I can forgive that; at any rate it is not mean.”
It may be, that Miss Dunstable did not feel much acute anger at
finding that this young man had addressed her with words of love in
the course of an ordinary flirtation, although that flirtation had
been unmeaning and silly. This was not the offence against which her
heart and breast had found peculiar cause to arm itself; this was not
the injury from which she had hitherto experienced suffering.
At any rate, she and Frank again became friends, and, before the
evening was over, they perfectly understood each other. Twice during
this long tĂŞte-Ă -tĂŞte Lady de Courcy came into the room to see how
things were going on, and twice she went out almost unnoticed. It
was quite clear to her that something uncommon had taken place, was
taking place, or would take place; and that should this be for weal
or for woe, no good could now come from her interference. On each
occasion, therefore, she smiled sweetly on the pair of turtle-doves,
and glided out of the room as quietly as she had glided into it.
But at last it became necessary to remove them; for the world had
gone to bed. Frank, in the meantime, had told to Miss Dunstable all
his love for Mary Thorne, and Miss Dunstable had enjoined him to be
true to his vows. To her eyes there was something of heavenly beauty
in young, true love—of beauty that was heavenly because it had been
unknown to her.
“Mind you let me hear, Mr Gresham,” said she. “Mind you do; and, Mr
Gresham, never, never forget her for one moment; not for one moment,
Mr Gresham.”
Frank was about to swear that he never would—again, when the
countess, for the third time, sailed into the room.
“Young people,” said she, “do you know what o’clock it is?”
“Dear me, Lady de Courcy, I declare it is past twelve; I really am
ashamed of myself. How glad you will be to get rid of me to-morrow!”
“No, no, indeed we shan’t; shall we, Frank?” and so Miss Dunstable
passed out.
Then once again the aunt tapped her nephew with her fan. It was the
last time in her life that she did so. He looked up in her face, and
his look was enough to tell her that the acres of Greshamsbury were
not to be reclaimed by the ointment of Lebanon.
Nothing further on the subject was said. On the following morning
Miss Dunstable took her departure, not much heeding the rather cold
words of farewell which her hostess gave her; and on the following
day Frank started for Greshamsbury.
Mr Moffat Falls into Trouble
We will now, with the reader’s kind permission, skip over some months
in our narrative. Frank returned from Courcy Castle to Greshamsbury,
and having communicated to his mother—much in the same manner as he
had to the countess—the fact that his mission had been unsuccessful,
he went up after a day or two to Cambridge. During his short stay at
Greshamsbury he did not even catch a glimpse of Mary. He asked for
her, of course, and was told that it was not likely that she would be
at the house just at present. He called at the doctor’s, but she was
denied to him there; “she was out,” Janet said,—“probably with Miss
Oriel.” He went to the parsonage and found Miss Oriel at home; but
Mary had not been seen that morning. He then returned to the house;
and, having come to the conclusion that she had not thus vanished
into air, otherwise than by preconcerted arrangement, he boldly taxed
Beatrice on the subject.
Beatrice looked very demure; declared that no one in the house had
quarrelled with Mary; confessed that it had been thought prudent that
she should for a while stay away from Greshamsbury; and, of course,
ended by telling her brother everything, including all the scenes
that had passed between Mary and herself.
“It is out of the question your thinking of marrying her, Frank,”
said she. “You must know that nobody feels it more strongly than
poor Mary herself;” and Beatrice looked the very personification of
domestic prudence.
“I know nothing of the kind,” said he, with the headlong imperative
air that was usual with him in discussing matters with his sisters.
“I know nothing of the kind. Of course I cannot say what Mary’s
feelings may be: a pretty life she must have had of it among you. But
you may be sure of this, Beatrice, and so may my mother, that nothing
on earth shall make me give her up—nothing.” And Frank, as he made
the protestation, strengthened his own resolution by thinking of all
the counsel that Miss Dunstable had given him.
The brother and sister could hardly agree, as Beatrice was dead
against the match. Not that she would not have liked Mary Thorne for
a sister-in-law, but that she shared to a certain degree the feeling
which was now common to all the Greshams—that Frank must marry
money. It seemed, at any rate, to be imperative that he should either
do that or not marry at all. Poor Beatrice was not very mercenary
in her views: she had no wish to sacrifice her brother to any
Miss Dunstable; but yet she felt, as they all felt—Mary Thorne
included—that such a match as that, of the young heir with the
doctor’s niece, was not to be thought of;—not to be spoken of as
a thing that was in any way possible. Therefore, Beatrice, though
she was Mary’s great friend, though she was her brother’s favourite
sister, could give Frank no encouragement. Poor Frank! circumstances
had made but one bride possible to him: he must marry money.
His mother said nothing to him on the subject: when she learnt that
the affair with Miss Dunstable was not to come off, she merely
remarked that it would perhaps be best for him to return to Cambridge
as soon as possible. Had she spoken her mind out, she would probably
have also advised him to remain there as long as possible. The
countess had not omitted to write to her when Frank left Courcy
Castle; and the countess’s letter certainly made the anxious mother
think that her son’s education had hardly yet been completed. With
this secondary object, but with that of keeping him out of the way of
Mary Thorne in the first place, Lady Arabella was now quite satisfied
that her son should enjoy such advantages as an education completed
at the university might give him.
With his father Frank had a long conversation; but, alas! the gist of
his father’s conversation was this, that it behoved him, Frank, to
marry money. The father, however, did not put it to him in the cold,
callous way in which his lady-aunt had done, and his lady-mother.
He did not bid him go and sell himself to the first female he could
find possessed of wealth. It was with inward self-reproaches, and
true grief of spirit, that the father told the son that it was not
possible for him to do as those may do who are born really rich, or
really poor.
“If you marry a girl without a fortune, Frank, how are you to live?”
the father asked, after having confessed how deep he himself had
injured his own heir.
“I don’t care about money, sir,” said Frank. “I shall be just as
happy as if Boxall Hill had never been sold. I don’t care a straw
about that sort of thing.”
“Ah! my boy; but you will care: you will soon find that you do care.”
“Let me go into some profession. Let me go
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