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âYou are not saying that as part of the trick of making a jest of things?â
âI wish to God I were. The poor huge inhuman thing he has built does not know that when he was a boy he did not play at war and battles as other boys do, but as a creature obsessed. He has played at soldiers with his people as his toys throughout all his morbid lifeâand he has hungered and thirsted as he has done it.â
A Bible lay upon the table and the Duchess drew it towards her.
âThere is a verse hereââ she said ââI will find it.â She turned the pages and found it. âListen! âKnow this and lay it to thy heart this day. Jehovah is God in heaven above and on the earth beneath. There is none else.â That is a power which does not confine itself to Germany or to England or France or to the Map of Europe. It is the Law of the Universeâand even Wilhelm the Second cannot bend it to his almighty will. âThere is none else.ââ
ââThere is none elseâ,â repeated Coombe slowly. âIf there existed a human being with the power to drive that home as a truth into his delirious brain, I believe he would die raving mad. To him there is no First Cause which was not âmade in Germany.â And it is one of his most valuable theatrical assets. It is part of his paraphernaliaâlike the jangling of his sword and the glitter of his orders. He shakes it before his people to arrest the attention of the simple and honest ones as one jingles a rattle before a child. There are those among them who are not so readily attracted by terms of blood and iron.â
âBut they will be called upon to shed blood and to pour forth their own. There will be young things like Donal Muirâlads with ruddy cheeks and with white bodies to be torn to fragments.â She shuddered as she said it. âI am afraid!â she said. âI am afraid!â
âSo am I,â Coombe answered. âOf what is coming. What a FOOL I have been!â
âHow long will it be before other men awaken to say the same thing?â
âEach manâs folly is his own shame.â He drew himself stiffly upright as a man might who stood before a firing squad. âI had a life to live or to throw away. Because I was hideously wounded at the outset I threw it aside as done for. I said âthere is neither God nor devil, vice nor virtue, love nor hate. I will do and leave undone what I choose.â I had power and brain and money. A man who could see clearly and who had words to choose from might have stood firmly in the place to which he was born and have spoken in a voice which might have been listened to. He might have fought against folly and blindness and lassitude. I deliberately chose privately to sneer at the thought of lifting a hand to serve any thing but the cold fool who was myself. Life passes quickly. It does not turn back.â He ended with a short harsh laugh. âThis is Fear,â he said. âFear clears a manâs mind of rubbish and non-essentials. It is because I am AFRAID that I accuse myself. And it is not for myself or you but for the whole world which before the end comes will seem to fall into fragments.â
âYou have been seeing ominous signs?â the Duchess said leaning forward and speaking low.
âThere have been affectionate visits to Vienna. There is a certain thing in the airâin the arrogance of the bearing of men clanking their sabres as they stride through the streets. There is an exultant eagerness in their eyes. Things are said which hold scarcely concealed braggart threats. They have always been given to that sort of thingâbut now it strikes one as a thing unleashedâor barely leashed at all. The background of the sound of clashing arms and the thudding of marching feet is more unendingly present. One cannot get away from it. The great munition factories are working night and day. In the streets, in private houses, in the shops, one hears and recognizes signs. They are signs which might not be clear to one who has not spent years in looking on with interested eyes. But I have watched too long to see only the surface of things. The nation is waiting for somethingâwaiting.â
âWhat will be the pretextâwhat,â the Duchess pondered.
âAny pretext will doâor noneâexcept that Germany must have what she wants and that she is strong enough to take itâafter forty years of building her machine.â
âAnd we others have built none. We almost deserve whatever comes to us.â The old womanâs face was darkly grave.
âIn three villages where I chance to be lord of the manor I have, by means of my own, set lads drilling and training. It is supposed to be a form of amusement and an eccentric whim of mine and it is a change from eternal cricket. I have given prizes and made an occasional speech on the ground that English brawn is so enviable a possession that it ought to develop itself to the utmost. When I once went to the length of adding that each Englishman should be muscle fit and ready in case of Englandâs sudden need, I saw the lads grin cheerfully at the thought of England in any such un-English plight. Their innocent swaggering belief that the country is always ready for everything moved my heart of stone. And it is men like myself who are to blameânot merely men of my class, but men of my KIND. Those who have chosen to detach themselves from everything but the living of life as it best pleased their tastes or served their personal ambitions.â
âAre we going to be taught that man cannot argue without including his fellow man? Are we going to be forced to learn it?â she said.
âYesâforced. Nothing but force could reach us. The race is an undeveloped thing. A few centuries later it will have evolved another sense. This century may see the first huge stepâbecause the power of a cataclysm sweeps it forward.â
He turned his glance towards the opening door. Robin came in with some letters in her hand. He was vaguely aware that she wore an aspect he was unfamiliar with. The girl of Mrs. Gareth-Lawless had in the past, as it went without saying, expressed the final note of priceless simplicity and mode. The more finely simple she looked, the more priceless. The unfamiliarity in her outward seeming lay in the fact that her quiet dun tweed dress with its lines of white at neck and wrists was not priceless though it was well made. It, in fact, unobtrusively suggested that it was meant for service rather than for adornment. Her hair was dressed closely and her movements were very quiet. Coombe realized that her greeting of him was delicately respectful.
âI have finished the letters,â she said to the Duchess. âI hope they are what you want. Sometimes I am afraidâ-â
âDonât be afraid,â said the Duchess kindly. âYou write very correct and graceful little letters. They are always what I want. Have you been out today?â
âNot yet.â Robin hesitated a little. âHave I your permission to ask Mrs. James if it will be convenient to her to let Dowie go with me for an hour?â
âYes,â as kindly as before. âFor two hours if you like. I shall not drive this afternoon.â
âThank you,â said Robin and went out of the room as quietly as she had entered it.
When the door closed the Duchess was smiling at Lord Coombe.
âI understand her,â she said. âShe is sustained and comforted by her pretty air of servitude. She might use Dowie as her personal maid and do next to nothing, but she waits upon herself and punctiliously asks my permission to approach Mrs. James the housekeeper with any request for a favour. Her one desire is to be sure that she is earning her living as other young women do when they are paid for their work. I should really like to pet and indulge her, but it would only make her unhappy. I invent tasks for her which are quite unnecessary. For years the little shut-up soul has been yearning and praying for this opportunity to stand honestly on her own feet and she can scarcely persuade herself that it has been given to her. It must not be spoiled for her. I send her on errands my maid could perform. I have given her a little room with a serious business air. It is full of files and papers and she sits in it and copies things for me and even looks over accounts. She is clever at looking up references. I have let her sit up quite late once or twice searching for detail and dates for my use. It made her bloom with joy.â
âYou are quite the most delightful woman in the world,â said Coombe. âQuite.â
In the serious little room the Duchess had given to her Robin built for herself a condition she called happiness. She drew the spiritual substance from which it was made from her pleasure in the books of reference closely fitted into their shelves, in the files for letters and more imposing documents, in the varieties of letter paper and envelopes of different sizes and materials which had been provided for her use in case of necessity.
âYou may not use the more substantial ones often, but you must be prepared for any unexpected contingency,â the Duchess had explained, thereby smoothing her pathway by the suggestion of responsibilities.
The girl did not know the extent of her employerâs consideration for her, but she knew that she was kind with a special grace and comprehension. A subtle truth she also did not recognize was that the remote flame of her own being was fiercely alert in its readiness to leap upward at any suspicion that her duties were not worth the payment made for them and that for any reason which might include Lord Coombe she was occupying a position which was a sinecure. She kept her serious little room in order herself, dusting and almost polishing the reference books, arranging and rearranging the files with such exactness of system that she couldâas is the vaunt of the model of orderly perfectionâlay her hand upon any document âin the dark.â She was punctualityâs self and held herself in readiness at any moment to appear at the Duchessâ side as if a magician had instantaneously transported her there before the softly melodious private bell connected with her room had ceased to vibrate. The correctness of her to deference to the convenience of Mrs. James the housekeeper in her simplest communication with Dowie quite touched that respectable personâs heart.
âSheâs a young lady,â Mrs. James remarked to Dowie. âAnd a credit to you and her governess, Mrs. Dowson. Young ladies have gone almost out of fashion.â
âMademoiselle Valle had spent her governessing days among the highest. My own places were always with gentle-people. Nothing ever came near her that could spoil her manners. A good heart she was born with,â was the civil reply of Dowie.
âNothing ever came NEAR herâ?â Mrs. James politely checked what she became conscious was a sort of unconscious exclamation.
âNothing,â said Dowie going on with her sheet hemming steadily.
Robin wrote letters and copied various documents for the Duchess, she went shopping with her and executed commissions to order. She was allowed
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