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I didnāt particularly want Erika to come to work with me, but I wasnāt sure she completely believed my story. I wanted to show her the bullet hole so sheād have no choice.
We rode the bus side by side as we left my tidy neighborhood and approached the ever-looming metropolis of downtown Banlo Bay. The skyscrapers gleamed against the morning sun; the city was a shining testament to mankindās continued insistence on order. The city itself had sprung from where Houston once sat and grown northwest away from the Gulf. The bay was as forgotten as the marshlands, but the name was as insistent on a proper existence as the rest of the city.
National guard had become highwaymen as the Fed went bankrupt; schools had no teachers, and prisons had no wardens. If the water you drank and the food you ate didnāt make you sick, the air would kill you. To me, it was as though all of the politicians and movers and shakers and honest citizens and good people of America had watched every aspect of their lives turn into a sick satire of itself, and only after the war was lost did they gather together on the outskirts of downtown Banlo Bay and yell āStop!ā
The wealthiest of residents could afford to live in the actual downtown area, but most of us regular folk had to make due living in the area immediately surrounding the central city. It was unfortunate, because when the gates slammed shut, there was no doubt downtown was all that would be left standing.
āI hate the city,ā Erika said.
āI love it. It's so orderly, so clean and shiny. Makes me feel like the world still exists, you know?ā
āThe world still exists, itās just a little different is all,ā she countered.
āNot into a world I want to live in,ā I sighed. āI want neighbors, barbecue, and a dog. A normal, friendly dog.ā
āYou want to live in the 1950s?ā
āDefinitely. You gotta admit, it beats this.ā
āIt wouldnāt be the same if I knew it was all going to end,ā Erika said sadly.
āBut stillāno shit, no fan. Sounds dreamy to me.ā
āFair enough,ā Erika said. āIs this where you work?ā
āThis is it,ā I said. We could only see the first few floors from the bus, and the
giant charcoal-colored tower took up a full city block. It was surrounded by dozens of towers just like it, but none stood taller than Tasumec.
We stepped out into view of the tower and climbed the stairs up to the ground level.
āThis is my elevator,ā I said, walking her into the cool breeze of the lobby.
āIs this where the fighting happened?ā she asked.
āYeah, right here. Actually, I think two cops died right over there.ā I splayed my hand out in the direction of the doors weād just walked through. āItās so bizarre. Itās like it never happened.ā
Erika was uncharacteristically silent and only nodded her head. I wondered if she thought this was all some elaborate ruse to impress her.
There was still the bullet hole.
The elevator doors slid open.
The common area was full of security guards on break. I walked past them with Erika in tow. I wasnāt really planning on doing any work today, I just wanted to show Ms. Bronton around the office. Afterwards, Iād leave early and just count it as a sick day, like Iād never arrived.
āSo, this is me,ā I said. The door swung open, and I gawked at the unblemished floor. A small square of patched carpet was the only evidence of my adventure. āWell, thatās kind of a letdown. Still, though, check it outāa new patch of carpet. Thatās pretty exciting, right?ā I said lamely, my moment robbed.
Erika pranced around the small office lovingly, despite the fact that Iād let her down.
āOne minute. I gotta tell my boss Iām not going to be staying today. Give me a second, and please donāt touch anything.ā
I left the office and walked hurriedly down the hall to find the shift supervisor. The plain beige halls were empty, even when the tower was fully staffed, and my own footsteps were the only sound I could detect. Still, I couldnāt shake the dreadful feeling I was being watched.
I made myself ignore the anxiety. It was difficult, but since there was obviously no one else in the narrow hallway, I forced myself to keep going.
Youāre just paranoid.
I reached my aging supervisorās office and gave him my message. He waved me off with a noncommittal āFeel better,ā and I was on my way.
I hurried to where Erika was. āCāmon,ā I said. āThereās not much else to do here, but Iāll show you where we can get some good dumplings.ā
Erika was spinning around in my chair, her legs extending from her khaki shorts like the stamen of an exotic bloom. The entire room smelled different when she was there.
āIām sorry about the letdown,ā I said, motioning to the floor.
āItās alright, Clark. You donāt need a bullet hole to impress me.ā
*
I went to work alone for the rest of the week, and I couldnāt shake the feeling of being watched, of waiting for the hatchet to swing down on me.
The sensation never happened in the same place twice; the feeling seemed to strike at random. I was eating lunch in the common area once, and I couldnāt shake the feeling until I hid in a bathroom stallāand only then did I finally feel safe.
One morning later in the week, I was startled to find that the door to my office was unlocked. Normally it locked automatically anytime it was closed, necessitating a key for each entry. As I twisted the knob and prepared to push, I nearly shit myself when I felt the door being pulled from the inside.
I couldnāt see a hand on the door even as it was wrenched out of my hands and pulled fully open. I felt something brush into me, and suddenly there was a part of a man in front of me. Despite his only half-visible body, he was the most ordinary looking person Iād ever seen.
I realized why I felt like Iād been watched all week. This diminutive man was so normal, so absolutely unnoticeable, that I couldnāt possibly see him until he bumped into me. Even now, he was only faintly visible. If I stopped concentrating on him, he would begin to fade from my attention, and for a confused moment I found myself wondering why I was afraid of the door in the first place.
āWhere are the hard drives?ā he asked. Suddenly, he became much more solid; he had a very recognizable, nasally voice.
āTheyāre inside,ā I stuttered. āIn the big steel cage.ā
āTheyāre not in there,ā he said. āEscher wants them. Youāre hiding them. Youāre in way over your head, Clark.ā
āWhat does Escher want? Iāll do anything,ā I pleaded. āPlease tell him Iām sorry.ā
āSorry wonāt cut it.ā The man shook his head. āHe hasnāt told me to kill you yet, but I bet the next time I come out here, itāll be to finish you.ā
I gulped. āI donāt know where the hard drives are if they arenāt in there. I promise. You have to believe me.ā
āI donāt,ā he said. āSo my advice to you is to brace yourself. Escher is going to cast a plague on you worse than Columbus did America.ā
He stepped out of the doorway of my office and began walking toward the main lobby. As he reached the area where other people stood milling about, he began to vanish. I tried to focus on his hand or his shoes, and each time, Iād find my attention diverted to someoneās sparkling watch or the colorful tie of a coworker. There was nothing noticeable about him.
I sat down at my desk and concentrated on little details in order to even remember Iād bumped into him at all. I focused on the moment when heād threatened my life; this frame was vivid in my memory, and when I focused on it, the rest of the event unfolded in my mind. Once I had the story straight in my head, I wrote it down so I could study the details and make the whole experience solid.
Once Iād separated reality from fiction, I searched the cage. The Unnoticeable Man had apparently picked the lock, and now the door swung open. Iād only seen the contents of the cage once before. It was a machine with racks of hard drives and gently glowing green lights. Above each slot in the rack was a label giving a range of dates, displaying the timeframe for the recordings that were held on each drive. Just as heād said, the slot in the machine that should have held the past month of footage was empty.
*
I unlocked my front door and stepped across my threshold.
āHow was work today?ā Erika asked from her place on the couch. I could see her curly brown hair cascading over the back of a pillow as she lazily flipped through a magazine.
There were a thousand things I almost said. āOkay,ā I lied instead.
Erika kicked her feet out in front of her and admired her own toenails. āWe need to talk,ā she said.
āI agree.ā
My heart was already racing in my chest, and the promise of a ātalkā didnāt help much. I couldnāt think of a way to breach the subject with Erika. I could tell she thought I was making all of it up; she was just too nice to tell me. Maybe she was waiting for a chance to leave me. Maybe thatās what the conversation was about, and that in itself was as scary as Escher coming for me.
āCome on and sit down,ā Erika said, leaning up and patting the space where her head had lain.
I nervously walked over to her and sat down. The cushion was still warm from her body.
āYou ever think about getting out more?ā Erika asked me from across the couch where we lay sprawled, our feet intertwined and our heads facing each other on opposite ends like some ancient ornate Greek bench.
āI think about it,ā I said. This wasnāt an avenue of discussion that I liked. āI justā¦donāt.ā
āWhy? Donāt you get lonely?ā
āNot now that I have a psycho killer after me, no. I feel very wanted, believe me.ā
Erika looked at me skeptically. āYou donāt have toā¦do that.ā
āDo what?ā I asked, realizing I was angry. āMake up the stories so youāll think Iām exciting? Isnāt that what this is about? You want out of this deal because Iām so goddamn boring, right?ā
āI just meanā¦well, making some more friends. I donāt find you boring at all. I just donāt think itās normal for someone to be so, uhā¦so solitary,ā she said softly.
āRight. Iāve had friends before. I watched most of them die, either from thirst, or to keep from
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