Lord Jim by Joseph Conrad (motivational novels for students TXT) đ
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âIt was then that Brown took his revenge upon the world which, after twenty years of contemptuous and reckless bullying, refused him the tribute of a common robberâs success. It was an act of cold-blooded ferocity, and it consoled him on his deathbed like a memory of an indomitable defiance. Stealthily he landed his men on the other side of the island opposite to the Bugis camp, and led them across. After a short but quite silent scuffle, Cornelius, who had tried to slink away at the moment of landing, resigned himself to show the way where the undergrowth was most sparse. Brown held both his skinny hands together behind his back in the grip of one vast fist, and now and then impelled him forward with a fierce push. Cornelius remained as mute as a fish, abject but faithful to his purpose, whose accomplishment loomed before him dimly. At the edge of the patch of forest Brownâs men spread themselves out in cover and waited. The camp was plain from end to end before their eyes, and no one looked their way.
Nobody even dreamed that the white men could have any knowledge of the narrow channel at the back of the island. When he judged the moment come, Brown yelled, âLet them have it,â and fourteen shots rang out like one.
âTambâ Itam told me the surprise was so great that, except for those who fell dead or wounded, not a soul of them moved for quite an appreciable time after the first discharge. Then a man screamed, and after that scream a great yell of amazement and fear went up from all the throats. A blind panic drove these men in a surging swaying mob to and fro along the shore like a herd of cattle afraid of the water. Some few jumped into the river then, but most of them did so only after the last discharge. Three times Brownâs men fired into the ruck, Brown, the only one in view, cursing and yelling, âAim low! aim low!â
âTambâ Itam says that, as for him, he understood at the first volley what had happened. Though untouched he fell down and lay as if dead, but with his eyes open. At the sound of the first shots Dain Waris, reclining on the couch, jumped up and ran out upon the open shore, just in time to receive a bullet in his forehead at the second discharge. Tambâ Itam saw him fling his arms wide open before he fell. Then, he says, a great fear came upon himânot before. The white men retired as they had comeâunseen.
âThus Brown balanced his account with the evil fortune. Notice that even in this awful outbreak there is a superiority as of a man who carries rightâthe abstract thingâwithin the envelope of his common desires. It was not a vulgar and treacherous massacre; it was a lesson, a retributionâa demonstration of some obscure and awful attribute of our nature which, I am afraid, is not so very far under the surface as we like to think.
âAfterwards the whites depart unseen by Tambâ Itam, and seem to vanish from before menâs eyes altogether; and the schooner, too, vanishes after the manner of stolen goods. But a story is told of a white long-boat picked up a month later in the Indian Ocean by a cargo steamer. Two parched, yellow, glassy-eyed, whispering skeletons in her recognised the authority of a third, who declared that his name was Brown. His schooner, he reported, bound south with a cargo of Java sugar, had sprung a bad leak and sank under his feet. He and his companions were the survivors of a crew of six.
The two died on board the steamer which rescued them. Brown lived to be seen by me, and I can testify that he had played his part to the last.
âIt seems, however, that in going away they had neglected to cast off Corneliusâs canoe. Cornelius himself Brown had let go at the beginning of the shooting, with a kick for a parting benediction.
Tambâ Itam, after arising from amongst the dead, saw the Nazarene running up and down the shore amongst the corpses and the expiring fires. He uttered little cries. Suddenly he rushed to the water, and made frantic efforts to get one of the Bugis boats into the water.
âAfterwards, till he had seen me,â related Tambâ Itam, âhe stood looking at the heavy canoe and scratching his head.â âWhat became of him?â I asked. Tambâ Itam, staring hard at me, made an expressive gesture with his right arm. âTwice I struck, Tuan,â he said.
âWhen he beheld me approaching he cast himself violently on the ground and made a great outcry, kicking. He screeched like a frightened hen till he felt the point; then he was still, and lay staring at me while his life went out of his eyes.â
âThis done, Tambâ Itam did not tarry. He understood the importance of being the first with the awful news at the fort. There were, of course, many survivors of Dain Warisâs party; but in the extremity of panic some had swum across the river, others had bolted into the bush. The fact is that they did not know really who struck that blowâwhether more white robbers were not coming, whether they had not already got hold of the whole land. They imagined themselves to be the victims of a vast treachery, and utterly doomed to destruction. It is said that some small parties did not come in till three days afterwards. However, a few tried to make their way back to Patusan at once, and one of the canoes that were patrolling the river that morning was in sight of the camp at the very moment of the attack. It is true that at first the men in her leaped overboard and swam to the opposite bank, but afterwards they returned to their boat and started fearfully up-stream. Of these Tambâ Itam had an hourâs advance.â
âWhen Tambâ Itam, paddling madly, came into the town-reach, the women, thronging the platforms before the houses, were looking out for the return of Dain Warisâs little fleet of boats. The town had a festive air; here and there men, still with spears or guns in their hands, could be seen moving or standing on the shore in groups. Chinamenâs shops had been opened early; but the market-place was empty, and a sentry, still posted at the corner of the fort, made out Tambâ Itam, and shouted to those within. The gate was wide open. Tambâ Itam jumped ashore and ran in headlong. The first person he met was the girl coming down from the house.
âTambâ Itam, disordered, panting, with trembling lips and wild eyes, stood for a time before her as if a sudden spell had been laid on him. Then he broke out very quickly: âThey have killed Dain Waris and many more.â She clapped her hands, and her first words were, âShut the gates.â Most of the fortmen had gone back to their houses, but Tambâ Itam hurried on the few who remained for their turn of duty within. The girl stood in the middle of the courtyard while the others ran about. âDoramin,â she cried despairingly, as Tambâ Itam passed her. Next time he went by he answered her thought rapidly, âYes. But we have all the powder in Patusan.â
She caught him by the arm, and, pointing at the house, âCall him out,â she whispered, trembling.
âTambâ Itam ran up the steps. His master was sleeping. âIt is I, Tambâ Itam,â he cried at the door, âwith tidings that cannot wait.â
He saw Jim turn over on the pillow and open his eyes, and he burst out at once. âThis, Tuan, is a day of evil, an accursed day.â His master raised himself on his elbow to listenâjust as Dain Waris had done. And then Tambâ Itam began his tale, trying to relate the story in order, calling Dain Waris Panglima, and saying: âThe Panglima then called out to the chief of his own boatmen, âGive Tambâ Itam something to eatâ ââwhen his master put his feet to the ground and looked at him with such a discomposed face that the words remained in his throat.
â âSpeak out,â said Jim. âIs he dead?â âMay you live long,â
cried Tambâ Itam. âIt was a most cruel treachery. He ran out at the first shots and fell.â ⊠His master walked to the window and with his fist struck at the shutter. The room was made light; and then in a steady voice, but speaking fast, he began to give him orders to assemble a fleet of boats for immediate pursuit, go to this man, to the otherâsend messengers; and as he talked he sat down on the bed, stooping to lace his boots hurriedly, and suddenly looked up.
âWhy do you stand here?â he asked very red-faced. âWaste no time.â Tambâ Itam did not move. âForgive me, Tuan, but âŠ
but,â he began to stammer. âWhat?â cried his master aloud, looking terrible, leaning forward with his hands gripping the edge of the bed. âIt is not safe for thy servant to go out amongst the people,â
said Tambâ Itam, after hesitating a moment.
âThen Jim understood. He had retreated from one world, for a small matter of an impulsive jump, and now the other, the work of his own hands, had fallen in ruins upon his head. It was not safe for his servant to go out amongst his own people! I believe that in that very moment he had decided to defy the disaster in the only way it occurred to him such a disaster could be defied; but all I know is that, without a word, he came out of his room and sat before the long table, at the head of which he was accustomed to regulate the affairs of his world, proclaiming daily the truth that surely lived in his heart. The dark powers should not rob him twice of his peace. He sat like a stone figure. Tambâ Itam, deferential, hinted at preparations for defence. The girl he loved came in and spoke to him, but he made a sign with his hand, and she was awed by the dumb appeal for silence in it. She went out on the verandah and sat on the threshold, as if to guard him with her body from dangers outside.
âWhat thoughts passed through his headâwhat memories? Who can tell?
Everything was gone, and he who had been once unfaithful to his trust had lost again all menâs confidence. It was then, I believe,
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