Why? by Danea (books to read for teens .TXT) 📖

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James: Ok Ok
He had sat down. 20 mintues had went by and we were both done with our food.
Me: Umm now can we talk
James: Oh yeah
Me: Ok well we should first start by being honest
James: Ok what do you want to know
Me: Look James don't take this offensive but umm I just really want to know if you love me and Jermiah
James: Yes I told you that millions of times
Me: I know I just hope your being honest
James: I am now do you love me
Me: God yes I love you so much
James: Good
Me: Ok James I'm just going to get it out are you cheating on me
He looked real shocked and didn't say anything
Me: Hello James you there
He still didn't say anything
Me: James
James: No
Me: Well what took you so long
James: Look Darilynn have you ever heard of the saying that when you lie to someone you love your only doing that so you wont hurt them
Me: No why do you say that?
James: Because maybe I'm lying to you so I wont hurt you
Me: What are you lying about?
I was getting worried myself
James: Look if you really want to know the truth here it goes I cheated on you
Me: What?
When I heard that word I got up and ran out the house. I couldn't believe my ears.
Chpater Twenty Two

I hurried in my car and James came after me.
James: Wait see I told you it would hurt you thats why I lied to you
Me: James when you really love someone you just don't do that
James: I know I screwed up but we wern't doing so well and I
Me: James there is no excuse for you cheating and was wit with Kasha
James: Yeah it was and I'm sorry
Me: James sorry dont cut it baby boy you screwed up and now its over, right now I don't care about you or me becoming a maid because all you have done is make my lif even worse.
James: Look I'm sorry I really am
Me: James you don't lie to someone you love
James: I know and I'm going to keep saying sorry until you forgive me
Me: Well your going to be waiting a hell of a time
James: I know and I don't care how long it takes
Me: James how long was this affair going on
James: 1 month
Me: Oh wow
James: Look we have a son and I wont him to grow up with two parents not one whos working as a maid.
Me: Well James you sure did screw that up
James: Look I love you so much and thats why every night when you would want to talk I would just turn away from you because I had so much regret in my life.
Me: Yeah and for me to think that it was me, wow you sure played your cards good.
James: Look I'm sorry
Me: Look James I need a break you can stay here and I will go to my parents
James: Wait your going to tell them?
Me: Umm James what did you think?
James: Look I know I haven't been the best person but I mean what will they think of me
Me: James I think you know what answer and if you don't I'm going to tell you, there going to think there son-in-law is a big Lair and a Cheat and a dead beat man or should I say boy because a real man knows how to treat there wife.
I grabbed my coat and walked out the house.

Chapter Twenty Three

I was in my parents house just rocking Jermiah to sleep. He kept crying and waking me up all night long. My parents took him half of the night when I came in crying to tell them what had happened. They were pissed at James, how could he have done such a thing. He had called 3 times today and I didn't answer even though I wanted to so bad I mean I still loved him even though he did hurt me and I just had to think. Maybe he did that because there was something I wasn't giving him or something I couldn't provide that she could. Besides I am only 17 with a baby boy and a husband who cheated on me. My life was not normal at all I might as well be on the tv show Teen Moms because this is what it feels like right now. Finally Jermiah had closed his eyes. I loved the way he smiled and sleep he slept just like James. I was really mad at myself right now because James just cheated on me and I'm still thinking about him when I should be thinking about signing the papers, But things had happened so fast. My mom and dad came in. I knew they were about to give me a lucure about men who cheat.
Mom: Hey honey how ya holding up
Me: Umm I'm good but a little sleepy
Dad: Then we wont keep you up so long
Me: No its ok what do you guys want
Mom: Look honey James is comming over today and we wouldn't to tell you
Me: Mom I really don't want to see him right now
Dad: Neither do we but we have to talk about what happened
Me: No I just really don't want to be humilated again don't you guys understand that, look right now I wish I never got married or even had a baby.
Mom: Now honey you don't mean that
Me: I mean every word and I really care wether I become a maid or a wife right now
Dad: Look Darilynn we know you are hurt
Me: No you don't you don't know my pain ok
I was about to get up when the doorbell rung I had already knew who it was. I opened the door and walked up the steps. James tried to get me but I was to fast. My mom and dad came after me eyebawling James. I had finally walked back down the steps.
Me: I had to put Jermiah in his crib
James: Look can we talk
Mom: You can say whatever you want right here in fron of us
James: Look I know you all are very mad and I know I have made the biggest mistake in my life but I come here to make it up.
Me: look James you had all the time you needed I don't know what I did to make you do this but
He had cut me off.
James: You did nothing I was just being stupid and just everything and I'm sorry I know I probably said this a million of times but I really mean it.
Dad: Look we trusted you and you have let us down
Me: look I'm going to go James you can keep Jermiah today.
I walked out the house and drove off in my car.

Chapter Twenty Four

I was driving my car to my bestfriends house. I knew they would help me coat through this. I walked up to Mya door step and ranged the bell. Then Mya, Masha and Tyalor came running down the steps.
Masha: Hey gurl we heard the new that old down dirty dog
Mya: Yeah he wasn't the one for you know way
Me: look can you guys just be quite for a mintue
Taylor: Aw you sad come on in baby gurl
They walked me in the house and I sat on the couch while Taylor went to go warm up some coffee
Mya: Tell us what all had happened
Me: Theres really nothing to tell he just asked me have you ever heard of the saying were peoples lie to peoples they love so they wont hurt there feelings.
Mahsa: I never heard of nothing like that
Me: I know I said the same thing and I asked what did he mean and he said do you really want to know and I said yes
Taylor: Ok heres your coffee now wait 2 mintues beacuse its hot
Mya: Shutup she trying to tell us what happened
Taylor: Oh I'm sorry
Masha: Go on
Me: Ok then he said well I cheated on you and I lied to you so I wont hurt your feelings
Masha: Oh man thats messed up
Me: I know and I said well when you lie to some one it just makes them hurt even more
Mya: Look he didn't deserve you know way
Me: I know I keep telling myself that but I love him so much but for what
Taylor: Look I like him
Me: what!
Masha: What the heck!
Mya: Wait what!
Taylor: Look I know he cheated on her but she needs to give him another chance
Masha: So he can do it again no booboo I don't think so
Me: Taylor what do you mean
Taylor: Look all I'm saying is everybody makes mistakes thats why you learn from them
Me: I know but
Taylor: Theres not but I know he was wrong but I mean come on hes only human right
Masha: I don't like him but go ahead and get your feelings hurt again but when you come back crying I'm not going to tell you I told you so
Mya: Look lets all just take deep breaths and lets see what Darilynn is going to do about this
Me: I don't know but look I'm going to go and