The Fire Within the Passion by Kayla Trautman (best big ereader TXT) 📖

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to do in the future. Please. I hate seeing you upset, especially when I make you upset." Kattie finally looked him in the eye.
She realized the pain in his eyes. She saw that he actually cared. She knew that he told her that he loved her, but she
still, for some reason she couldn't understand, needed him to show it. She was silent for a moment. The she sighed and
replied, "I'm not squemish. I've seen worse. I'm mostly mad at the fact that he sent his men and they jumped you. But I
couldn't just stand there and see how much pain you were in. When you're in pain, I'm in pain. And it's my fault. If I never
came here and if I never broke up with him, my family would still be alive and you wouldn't be hurt. Then you went and
laughed." Kattie looked down and was quiet. Jack put his hand on her chin and lifted her head so she was looking at him.
He said softly, "I'm sorry I laughed. I didn't mean no harm. It's not your fault that I got jumped. And it's definitely not your
fault that your family died. The man just didn't know how to treat a woman and let go when the woman did the right thing.
Don't blame yourself. Your family wouldn't want you living like that. I don't want you living like that. It's ashame that you had
to be put through that. Nobody should have to deal with it. But unfortunately, fate picked you. I don't know why, but it just did.
Although I wish it didn't." Kattie's hands trembled and tears stained her cheeks. Jack wipped away her tears. Kattie replied,
"Fate doesn't decide what happends to me. I do. And it is my fault. I will always hold that on my conscience. Whatever you
say won't change that. That's just the way it is." Jack pulled her in for a hug but she pulled away. She answered the question
he was going to ask, "I don't want to hurt you. You got bruises on your stomach." Jack went for another hug, "Don't worry.
I'll take my chances." Kattie hugged him but she barely touched him. He understood why and he didn't argue. He put his
arm around her shoulder and continued to walk her home.
Kattie went up to her room and took her shoes off and sat on the bed. Jack followed her up and sat on the bed next to
her. "Take your shirt off." Kattie softly told him. He asked her, "Are you sure?" Kattie nodded and he did as instructed. She
said, "Now lay down on your back. I want to try something." He layed back. She continued, "When I was still with Victor and
I still loved him. He used to get into alot of fights. And he would get bruises just like that. He said that it felt better when I
kissed them. But I don't know if he was telling the truth or just him manipulating me to do what he wants. I guess I'll just find
out now." She layed on the bed next to him leaning over him being sure not to put pressure on his stomach. She started
kissing him on his neck and moved down to his chest. And slowly worked her way down. She kissed him as gentle as she
could. He enjoyed every moment of it. The heat and wetness from her lips gave him pleasure. She got to where the bruises
were and he realized it. It hurt him a little bit, but not alot. Although she didn't put alot of pressure. She didn't have to. It still
felt good. She asked him, "Does that hurt? Does it feel better or does it just feel good? Or nothing at all?" Jack closed his
eyes and smiled showing his white teeth, "It doesn't feel better. But damn sure feels good. It doesn't hurt." He lied to her
'cause he didn't want her to stop. The closer she got to his pants, the more he ached to have her. He said, "You really know
how to tease a guy don't you?" Kattie didn't reply nor did she show any emotion to what he had said. But she did, however,
unbotton his pants and take them off along with his shoes. Then she climbed on top of him and began to ride him. She
moved swiftly and slow but not too slow. 'Cause she feared that it would hurt him if she went any faster. Then he put his
hands on her hips and made the pace faster. She went with it letting him lead her to how far he could go. They went on like
that for a hour riding and feeling each other. Then Kattie got up bringing him out of her and layed down next to him covering
them with the blanket.
Chapter 7: The Picnic
It was saturday at noon when Kattie and Jack was heading to the place he had once took her before, when she sprained
her ankle. Jack's bruises were suprisingly healing up fast. They were still there but only light ones. The carrige had stopped
and Jack pulled out a black cloth to put over Kattie's eyes. Kattie smiled, "Thought we were past this since what happend
last time." Jack smiled and continued putting it around her eyes, "Don't worry. There's no way you are going to fall now."
Jack got out of the carrige and helped Kattie out. Then he picked her up and began to walk towards the place where he was
taking her. A few minutes later Jack set her down on the ground and he sat next to her. She asked, "Can I take it off now?"
Jack kissed her, "Yes. Take it off." Kattie took it off and was blown away by the view she saw. They were on a picnic blanket
on a hill with the greenest grass. There were trees with green leaves scattered around. The breeze that blew wasn't strong
but it was cool. She smiled and closed her eyes as the breeze blew her hair all around. She looked at Jack and kissed him.
"You know, spoiling a girl can turn her rotten." Jack rubbed his hand on her face and replied, "Not you. You couls never turn
rotten. Do you like it?" She leaned him back and layed on top, "I love it. Just as I love you." She kissed him. They united
their tongues together. Tasting each other. They laid there in the grass and kissed each other. Kattie pulled away and sat
up off of him. He sat up to his elbow, "Shall we eat. A strawberry?" He picked up a strawberry from the basket he had
brought with them and brought it to her. She took a bite and did the same with him. Kattie said, "This has to be the most
fresh strawberry I've had so far. How do you do all this? Know what to do?" Jack smiled in amusement that she was enjoy-
ing the picnic, "I don't know. How do you know how to make a guy feel good?" Kattie answered, "Looks like we both have
our own little secrets." He raised his brows, "Do we? I have none. Honestly. I just think of what I think you might like and
take a chance. What's your secrets?" Kattie just looked at him for a few moments, "I only have one. Which I'm ready to
share with you." Jack sat up and leaned in, "I'm listening." Kattie looked out at the view then back at him, "Remember when
I told you that I had an eating disorder since I was little?" He nodded. She continued, "Well, that wasn't true. But that's the
only thing I lied about. I swear." Jack's smile went away. He wasn't angry, he was confused. He asked, "Why did you lie to
me?" Kattie sighed, "It was before I loved you. I don't really eat much. But I can. I just chose not to. I knew if I didn't tell you
that that you would want me to get an actual meal. I'm sorry." Jack smiled, "It's okay. I was just wondering why. There isn't
anything else that you're not telling me. Is there?" She touched his face and smiled, "No. I promise. That's it." Jack said,
"Good. You know you can trust me right?" She nodded, "Yes. I know that now." He kissed her, but just a quick brush of the
lips. They continued to eat, talk, and kiss. But there was another secret that she held back from him. The night she
promised to stay with him and let him help her, she lied. Not totally but she did. If he could help her great, but if Victor came
for her when he wasn't there or offered to let him go if she went with him, then she would. But she wasn't about to tell him
that. She loved him. She wasn't going to let anything else happend to him. It was her fault.
Jack walked Kattie to the door. "Are you sure you don't want me to come in with you? I don't want him to come for you
when I'm not here. I want to protect you. I need to protect you." Kattie leaned into him with his arms around her waist and
her arms around his neck. "I'm sure. Besides, haven't I kept you away from your duties long enough? I wouldn't want to
make the people mad at you or me." He kissed her, "I'll have them beheaded." Kattie laughed, "I'll be fine. Trust me. I love
you." "I love you too. You're welcomed to come to the castle whenever you like. I'll be there. And remember, don't go
thinking that I'm too busy to spend time with you. I'm not." He said to her before he relunctantly walked to the carrige. She
stood there until the carrige left, then she went in. When she went in she saw another package that looked very much like
the first. She paused and looked around. She saw no sign of there being another presence in the room with her. She shut
the door and picked up the package. She went and sat in the kitchen. She opened the lid and again there was another six
roses, and a note that said:
Dear Kattie,
My darling. Sorry about your head that wasn't supposed to happend.
But don't worry, those guys got punished for it. I love you so. I told them,
just give him the message and escort you here. But I guess they didn't
know how to follow orders very well. Anyways, it is now July 8th. On
July 25th I will be in the park waiting for you. If you don't come by 5:30,
I'll come to you. Sorry to make you wait so long. But I have some buisness
to take care of that can't wait. But, if you miss me so much and can't wait,
I'll have the guys sitting on a bench in the park. Every day at 2:30 to 5:30 p.m.
They'll be waiting for you if you decide to come earlier. They won't hurt you this
time. Make sure you come alone. Oh, and I hope you like the roses. I had them
picked just for you. See you in