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“Comrades, it would be well to write to them over there! Let them know that they have friends living in far-away Russia, workingmen who confess and believe in the same religion as they, comrades who pursue the same aims as they, and who rejoice in their victories!”
And all, with smiles on their faces dreamily spoke at length of the Germans, the Italians, the Englishmen, and the Swedes, of the working people of all countries, as of their friends, as of people near to their hearts, whom without seeing they loved and respected, whose joys they shared, whose pain they felt.
In the small room a vast feeling was born of the universal kinship of the workers of the world, at the same time its masters and its slaves, who had already been freed from the bondage of prejudice and who felt themselves the new masters of life. This feeling blended all into a single soul; it moved the mother, and, although inaccessible to her, it straightened and emboldened her, as it were, with its force, with its joys, with its triumphant, youthful vigor, intoxicating, caressing, full of hope.
“What queer people you are!” said the mother to the Little Russian one day. “All are your comrades—the Armenians and the Jews and the Austrians. You speak about all as of your friends; you grieve for all, and you rejoice for all!”
“For all, mother dear, for all! The world is ours! The world is for the workers! For us there is no nation, no race. For us there are only comrades and foes. All the workingmen are our comrades; all the rich, all the authorities are our foes. When you see how numerous we workingmen are, how tremendous the power of the spirit in us, then your heart is seized with such joy, such happiness, such a great holiday sings in your bosom! And, mother, the Frenchman and the German feel the same way when they look upon life, and the Italian also. We are all children of one mother—the great, invincible idea of the brotherhood of the workers of all countries over all the earth. This idea grows, it warms us like the sun; it is a second sun in the heaven of justice, and this heaven resides in the workingman’s heart. Whoever he be, whatever his name, a socialist is our brother in spirit now and always, and through all the ages forever and ever!”
This intoxicated and childish joy, this bright and firm faith came over the company more and more frequently; and it grew ever stronger, ever mightier.
And when the mother saw this, she felt that in very truth a great dazzling light had been born into the world like the sun in the sky and visible to her eyes.
On occasions when his father had stolen something again and was in prison, Nikolay would announce to his comrades: “Now we can hold our meetings at our house. The police will think us thieves, and they love thieves!”
Almost every evening after work one of Pavel’s comrades came to his house, read with him, and copied something from the books. So greatly occupied were they that they hardly even took the time to wash. They ate their supper and drank tea with the books in their hands; and their talks became less and less intelligible to the mother.
“We must have a newspaper!” Pavel said frequently.
Life grew ever more hurried and feverish; there was a constant rushing from house to house, a passing from one book to another, like the flirting of bees from flower to flower.
“They are talking about us!” said Vyesovshchikov once. “We must get away soon.”
“What’s a quail for but to be caught in the snare?” retorted the Little Russian.
Vlasova liked the Little Russian more and more. When he called her “mother,” it was like a child’s hand patting her on the cheek. On Sunday, if Pavel had no time, he chopped wood for her; once he came with a board on his shoulder, and quickly and skillfully replaced the rotten step on the porch. Another time he repaired the tottering fence with just as little ado. He whistled as he worked. It was a beautifully sad and wistful whistle.
Once the mother said to the son:
“Suppose we take the Little Russian in as a boarder. It will be better for both of you. You won’t have to run to each other so much!”
“Why need you trouble and crowd yourself?” asked Pavel, shrugging his shoulders.
“There you have it! All my life I’ve had trouble for I don’t know what. For a good person it’s worth the while.”
“Do as you please. If he comes I’ll be glad.”
And the Little Russian moved into their home.
The little house at the edge of the village aroused attention. Its walls already felt the regard of scores of suspecting eyes. The motley wings of rumor hovered restlessly above them.
People tried to surprise the secret hidden within the house by the ravine. They peeped into the windows at night. Now and then somebody would rap on the pane, and quickly take to his heels in fright.
Once the tavern keeper stopped Vlasova on the street. He was a dapper old man, who always wore a black silk neckerchief around his red, flabby neck, and a thick, lilac-colored waistcoat of velvet around his body. On his sharp, glistening nose there always sat a pair of glasses with tortoise-shell rims, which secured him the sobriquet of “bony eyes.”
In a single breath and without awaiting an answer, he plied Vlasova with dry, crackling words:
“How are you, Pelagueya Nilovna, how are you? How is your son? Thinking of marrying him off, hey? He’s a youth full ripe for matrimony. The sooner a son is married off, the safer it is for his folks. A man with a family preserves himself better both in the spirit and the flesh. With a family he is like mushrooms in vinegar. If I were in your place I would marry him off. Our times require a strict watch over the animal called man; people are beginning to live in their brains. Men have run amuck with their thoughts, and they do things that are positively criminal. The church of God is avoided by the young folk; they shun the public places, and assemble in secret in out-of-the-way corners. They speak in whispers. Why speak in whispers, pray? All this they don’t dare say before people in the tavern, for example. What is it, I ask? A secret? The secret place is our holy church, as old as the apostles. All the other secrets hatched in the corners are the offspring of delusions. I wish you good health.”
Raising his hand in an affected manner, he lifted his cap, and waving it in the air, walked away, leaving the mother to her perplexity.
Vlasova’s neighbor, Marya Korsunova, the blacksmith’s widow, who sold food at the factory, on meeting the mother in the market place also said to her:
“Look out for your son, Pelagueya!”
“What’s the matter?”
“They’re talking!” Marya tendered the information in a hushed voice. “And they don’t say any good, mother of mine! They speak as if he’s getting up a sort of union, something like those Flagellants—sects, that’s the name! They’ll whip one another like the Flagellants–-”
“Stop babbling nonsense, Marya! Enough!”
“I’m not babbling nonsense! I talk because I know.”
The mother communicated all these conversations to her son. He shrugged his shoulders in silence, and the Little Russian laughed with his thick, soft laugh.
“The girls also have a crow to pick with you!” she said. “You’d make enviable bridegrooms for any of them; you’re all good workers, and you don’t drink—but you don’t pay any attention to them. Besides, people are saying that girls of questionable character come to you.”
“Well, of course!” exclaimed Pavel, his brow contracting in a frown of disgust.
“In the bog everything smells of rottenness!” said the Little Russian with a sigh. “Why don’t you, mother, explain to the foolish girls what it is to be married, so that they shouldn’t be in such a hurry to get their bones broken?”
“Oh, well,” said the mother, “they see the misery in store for them, they understand, but what can they do? They have no other choice!”
“It’s a queer way they have of understanding, else they’d find a choice,” observed Pavel.
The mother looked into his austere face.
“Why don’t you teach them? Why don’t you invite some of the cleverer ones?”
“That won’t do!” the son replied dryly.
“Suppose we try?” said the Little Russian.
After a short silence Pavel said:
“Couples will be formed; couples will walk together; then some will get married, and that’s all.”
The mother became thoughtful. Pavel’s austerity worried her. She saw that his advice was taken even by his older comrades, such as the Little Russian; but it seemed to her that all were afraid of him, and no one loved him because he was so stern.
Once when she had lain down to sleep, and her son and the Little Russian were still reading, she overheard their low conversation through the thin partition.
“You know I like Natasha,” suddenly ejaculated the Little Russian in an undertone.
“I know,” answered Pavel after a pause.
“Yes!”
The mother heard the Little Russian rise and begin to walk. The tread of his bare feet sounded on the floor, and a low, mournful whistle was heard. Then he spoke again:
“And does she notice it?”
Pavel was silent.
“What do you think?” the Little Russian asked, lowering his voice.
“She does,” replied Pavel. “That’s why she has refused to attend our meetings.”
The Little Russian dragged his feet heavily over the floor, and again his low whistle quivered in the room. Then he asked:
“And if I tell her?”
“What?” The brief question shot from Pavel like the discharge of a gun.
“That I am—” began the Little Russian in a subdued voice.
“Why?” Pavel interrupted.
The mother heard the Little Russian stop, and she felt that he smiled.
“Yes, you see, I consider that if you love a girl you must tell her about it; else there’ll be no sense to it!”
Pavel clapped the book shut with a bang.
“And what sense do you expect?”
Both were silent for a long while.
“Well?” asked the Little Russian.
“You must be clear in your mind, Andrey, as to what you want to do,” said Pavel slowly. “Let us assume that she loves you, too—I do not think so, but let us assume it. Well, you get married. An interesting union—the intellectual with the workingman! Children come along; you will have to work all by yourself and very hard. Your life will become the ordinary life of a struggle for a piece of bread and a shelter for yourself and children. For the cause, you will become nonexistent, both of you!”
Silence ensued. Then Pavel began to speak again in a voice that sounded softer:
“You had better drop all this, Andrey. Keep quiet, and don’t worry her. That’s the more honest way.”
“And do you remember what Alexey Ivanovich said about the necessity for a man to live a complete life—with all the power of his soul and body—do you remember?”
“That’s not for us! How can you attain completion? It does not exist for you. If you love the future you must renounce everything in the present—everything, brother!”
“That’s hard for a man!” said the Little Russian in a lowered voice.
“What else can be done? Think!”
The indifferent pendulum of the clock kept chopping off the seconds of life, calmly and precisely. At last the Little Russian said:
“Half the heart loves, and the other
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