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But no sooner were they in the house next door than he saw the monumental folly of his act. âWeâd better run right back,â he said, gravely.
âBut why?â
He covered his confusion. âWell, theyâll be missing us shortly. Betty has Argus eyes.â
âBut what if they do miss us?â she asked, innocently.
âHow the dickens am I going to make her understand?â he thought.
âCome into your old study. Thereâs a fire ready. And Iâve got the most wonderful surprise for you. I was going to give it to you some morning after our ride, but the weatherâs been too bad.â
âWeâd better march right back to Bettyâs.â
âDonât you⊠Wouldnât you like to stay?â
âLike to! Why⊠that isnât it.â How was he going to tell her that it was not proper to be with her in this house at this hour? He saw instantly that, whatever she knew about social conventions, the present situation was not clear to her. The innocent! He arraigned himself bitterly.
Whatever his resolves, these were negatived by an unexpected action on her part. She laughed, caught him by the sleeve, and ran with him into the study.
âI planned all this this afternoon,â she confessed. She turned, struck a match, and threw it into the grate. âNow, sir, you sit perfectly still. You know all the nooks in this room. Study them out while I go. Iâll be right back.â
Never had he met such a woman, and she was a woman. She was at least twenty-two. In many things she was uncannily wise, in others as innocent as a child. And the exquisite lure of her lay in these two opposites. Never had he struck a happier phrase: pearl and pomegranate and Persian peachâjewels and fruit. She made him think of summer clouds, so lightly she moved. She made him think of his loneliness, too. He did not know then that his thought of loneliness was a dangerous one. âLetâs go home; The thrill of it!â
He leaned back against the cushions, as he had leaned a thousand times before. By now the fire had got into the chestnut log, and everything was touched by the rosal light. Four weeks; he had known her just about four weeks. Her fatherâs picture stood on the mantel, and he wondered how a man with such a daughter could lead such a life. There was a bit of mystery around the man somewhere.
This spot had always been Armitageâs favorite. He had invariably smoked a pipe here after dinner, before going out for the evening. He fell into a dream. Supposing he was really living here again, and this child-woman who had unconsciously thrown about him an irresistible enchantmentâŠ. He heard the rustle of her gown, and she was standing before him, her hands behind her back, a tantalizing smile on her lips.
âLa mano destrafâla sinistra?â she asked. âWhich hand?â
âThe one nearest the heartâârecalling an old game of his youth.
She thrust forth her left hand. It held a brown meerschaum pipe!
âWhere did you find that?â
âIn a comer of the bookcases. Oh, there are signs of you all over the house. There was a sealed tobacco-jar. Take the pipe and light it. Iâm going to read you some of daddyâs letters. â
âBut the odor of pipe tobacco?â
âI smelled a pipe the first day I entered the house, and nobody but a caretaker has been in it for years. It will always be in the curtains. Light it.â
He obeyed. In truth he would have obeyed her had she asked him to take a live log from the grate with his bare hands. He did not comprehend what was happening to him.
She took an Oriental pillowâScheherazade herself might have called upon it once upon a timeâfrom the lounge and dropped it between the fire and the lounge and sat down, cross-legged. She untied a bundle of letters and selected three or four. Her gown was emerald-green. On the side nearest him her throat and cheek reflected the green; on the other side the flames tinted her with rose. Her arms and shoulders were, in these changeful lights, more wonderful than any marble he had ever seen.
Oh, this must be some dream, a recurrence of some fragment he had read in a forgotten book. Presently she would vanish, his old butler would touch him on the shoulder, he would rub his eyes for a moment, and then go down to the club. The life in the jungles was a dream alsoâgreen and rose, like a cloud on the face of a stream. He longed to reach down and touch her, to assure himself that she was real. Here in his house!
She began to read. At the sound of her voice he lowered his pipe and never put it to his lips again that night. Think of her finding his pipe! Sometimes a beautiful line caught his attention; but to-night his ears were keyed to music and not to words.
The French ormolu clock struck twelveâ the faithful old watchdog of his childhood. Twelve oâclock! The many times his mother had said: â; Time for bed, Jimmiekins!â Doris had finished the last letter and was doing up the packet. âIsnât he wonderful?â she looked up, her eyes full of marvel.
âVery.â But he hoped she would not ask him what he thought of this passage or that. He could not remember a single line!
âDid you ever know that floors talk in the night?â she asked. She possessed the queerest fancies.
âWhat do they say?â He glanced anxiously at the clock.
âThereâs a board over there, just this side of the curtains, that is always yawning and saying, âOh, dear!â Thereâs another in the middle hall that says, âLook sharp!â And I always walk around it. Thereâs the funniest old grumbler in my room. I canât get it to say anything; it just mumbles and grumbles. The one in your room says, âLonesome! Lonesome!â And the storeroom has one that says, âHark!â so sharply that I always stop and listen. I suppose itâs because Iâm not used to wooden floors.â
âAnd because I donât believe youâre a real human being at all, only just a fairy.â
âWell, perhaps.â She rose and faced him suddenly. âAm I different? I mean, am I different from your friends? Do I do things I oughtnât? Why did you want to go back?â
âI didnât. I only felt I ought to.â
She wrinkled her forehead, trying to decipher this. âI speak English like anybody else, but sometimes I donât understand⊠Santa Maria! There goes the bell!â
âItâs Burlingham probably, come after us.â And Bob would doubtless take Jimmie Armitageâs head off for this nightâs work.
âAU right. But wasnât it fun!â
âHello!â said Burlingham as they opened the door. âThought youâd be here. Jilli has just dropped in to play the violin for us. Heâs come straight from his concert. Mighty fine of him. He charges a thousand a night for those who consider him a fad of the hour and gives away his genius to those he knows love music. Come along.â
âA violin?â Doris threw her cloak over her shoulders. âIsnât it wonderful! Floors that talk and little red-brown boxes with singing souls!â
Armitageâs anxiety grew. He knew Bobâs voice of old, and Bob was deeply angry about something; and Armitage suspected readily enough what this something was. Hang the world with its right-and-left angles, its fussy old hedges and barricades!
âSmoke a cigar with me when they all go,â whispered Burlingham in the vestibule of his own house.
It was half after two in the morning when Armitage found himself alone with Bob and his wife. Bob lighted a cigar and walked about for a space.
âI donât know how it came to pass, but Betty and I have grown very fond of that girl next door. Weâve formed a kind of protectorate over her. She puzzles us. Sheâs a type we havenât run into before. She is both worldly wise and surprisingly innocent. Sheâll air her views of monogamy one moment and then ask why a woman shouldnât go to a restaurant alone at night if she wanted to. We know why she canât. Cities and men have made it impossible.â
âDonât beat about the bush with me, Bob. Youâre angry because I went over there the way I did.â
âWhy the dickens did you do it, then?â
âDonât you folks trust me?â Armitage asked, rather pathetically.
âWeâd trust you anywhere, Jim, in any situation,â said Betty. âThat isnât it.â
âI understand. I was simply hypnotized. What do you suppose she said to me? âLetâs go home!â When I followed her I did not realize what I was doing. Iâm a bit tangled up still. I donât know whether Iâm happy or miserable. âLetâs go home!â Think of her saying that to me! Think of going over with her to my house! I shall never be able to look upon it as anything but mine. Think of her finding an old pipe of mine and offering it to me! Iâve been wandering through labyrinths ever since I struck New York.â
âWhat are you driving at?â demanded Burlingham.
âHush!â said Betty,
Armitage went on L if he had not heard the interruption: âWhen I followed her to-night I did not comprehend until I got into the house and she began reading her fatherâs letters to me. Then I knew. I followed her because it was written that I should⊠all the rest of my days.â
ARMITAGE walked back to the hotel. The wind was bitter and there was a dash of rain in it. But he minded neither the wind nor the rain nor the long walk. There are times when the mind is so busy that physical weariness and discomfort are unnoticeable.
He was astounded and miserable and distressed. Not because he had fallen in love with Doris Athelstone. Propinquity made such a thing more or less inescapable. It was not that he had fallen in love with her; it was because he could fall in love with her. He doubted himself. He was miserable and unhappy because he did not believe that he was capable of loving deeply.
He had felt almost exactly the same as on that day Clare Wendell had become the sum of his existence. He had been telling himself for days that he hadnât loved Clare at all; when faced honestly he had loved her, only, as Bob said, he had got over it. There you were, the crux of it. What did getting over it signify? That he was not capable of sustained love? Supposing it was just the novelty of the situation in which he found himself? Supposing he told Doris he loved her, and they married, and afterwardâŠ.
And yet there was a difference between this new love and the old. There had been the pride of youth in the first affair; in this one only a deep and tender longing to shield and protect. It could not be the grand passion; his blood did not bound at the thought of Doris as it had at the thought of Clare. All he wanted was to hold Doris close in his arms. He did not have a perception of that former desire to go forth into the world and conquer something, to shout his joy at everybody.
Armitage was intensely honest. He wanted this to be right; he wanted to be absolutely positive that this love was the real love, something that would sweep on calmly like a great river, not like a noisy, gay little brook that would suddenly pop into the ground and disappear, nobody knew why or where. He saw the obscurities through which he must go; the whimsical charm of this lovely child-woman, her loneliness and the
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