Reddit Collection (Fresh-Short #10) by DeYtH Banger (books to get back into reading txt) 📖

IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT MY TACTICS AND STRATEGIES DON'T WORK... IT MEANS THAT I AM NEW LEVEL OF EXCUSES... IT'S LIKE

FEELING ABANDONED... FEELING LIKE I WON'T SUCCEED IN LIFE, FEELING LIKE I AM IN DEPRESSION.... IN STRESS... THIS IS WHOLE DIFFERENT THING THAN DOING IT BECAUSE OF CONSTANT PLEASURE... 

OR I AM FUCKING WRONG?

Probably, probably ... I am wrong... I am sure about this... probably all my conclusions are Holy fuck of drainers... they drain engery, they drain power... and in the end of the day... I am a walking parasite. 

Face it, ... but let's do that instead!

...

People are in constant run from politics... from finacial... from goals... always running... they never take a break..... then it comes the age of 70-80 years old... being and now.. is like a state of freedom... and even counting your days...

"How much days have left... to waste?"

"When am I going to die??"

- First problem... I can't go to this fucking club bro... because my mom gives me max up to 20-30$ lv... and now she to give me so much money for such place... oh come on... first  I am going to go suspicious and second of all... too much money are wasted.

- Second problem... Why people are always blaming others for their problems... I COULDN'T MAKE IT WITH THIS GIRL... IT'S NOT MY FAULT... IT'S YOURS... YOU DON'T LEAVE ME TO RELAX... YOU KICK ME... HIT ME... AND YOU FUCKING ADDING MORE TRAUMA...  THAN EVER.... HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO MOTIVATED WHEN YOU HIT ME AND KICK ME... SLEEP 4 HOURS I DAY... OR 5... I DON'T GIVE A FUCK... BUT I AM NOT HERE A TARGET TO FUCK AROUND... I JUST DON'T GET YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS.

- Second problem... why old fucks don't contribute some value to this life... why they don't come and try give some value... why they always piss... always blaming... always trying to find a reason to argue with you? - Old fucks aren't wise... they are just biatches which in the beginning gave too much blowjobs...

Dear Folks,

Old Fucks,

And Friends,

Let me close this whole argument...

By putting you below 7 layers of soil

...

 

 

Help

 19.08.2018

 

 

by DeYtH Banger

Can I say "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?", "Help me?" ... or it's too pathetic from my side?

...

We all get in such state when we need help... but the crazy thing is that nobody is going to help you.

LET'S SLICE YOU
LET'S CHOOP YOU
LET'S BASH YOU AGAINST THE WALL
LET'S HIT YOU AGAINST THE WINDOW

Always people are trying to keep promises...

ALways people get chills..

...

Constant trauma and costant living in a threat!

LET'S SLICE YOU
LET'S CHOOP YOU
LET'S BASH YOU AGAINST THE WALL
LET'S HIT YOU AGAINST THE WINDOW

LET'S SLICE YOU
LET'S CHOOP YOU
LET'S BASH YOU AGAINST THE WALL
LET'S HIT YOU AGAINST THE WINDOW

LET'S SLICE YOU
LET'S CHOOP YOU
LET'S BASH YOU AGAINST THE WALL
LET'S HIT YOU AGAINST THE WINDOW

If your life was like mein... nothing more than a constant trauma nad bashing agains the wall

YOU DIE YOU FUCKER

YOU DIE YOU SON OF A BIATCH

YOU DIE YOU FUCKER

YOU DIE YOU SON OF A BIATCH

YOU DIE YOU FUCKER

YOU DIE YOU SON OF A BIATCH

YOU DIE YOU FUCKER

YOU DIE YOU SON OF A BIATCH

Nothing more than a slight silence... this is what's going to chop you alive... silence... people won't answer... won't say anything... they just go away for  a days or   months... it's fucked up scenario... you gonna feel the state of abandoned... a state of being alone... and in what cost?

...

Riddle and fiddle the

whole froggy

iSLAND ... SON OF A BIATCH

You don't "UNDERSTAND ME"

 19.08.2018

by DeYtH Banger

 

 

 

Life is obnoxious, life is obnoxious... I gonna go simple... no need for capital letters or punctations or question marks or whatever comes in your mind... no need for that... it needs a second a year is 365 days... and if you each spend a second it's going to go like in the of the year... 12 hours.. .wasted... but let's view it more deeper you have wasted whole 50 days if you have been on this planet 18 years... mainly because 365 days is a year and if you take a shower... everyday... twice... and you spend in the shower... like 10 minutes... or 20... in the end it's going to look like this...

Life is fucked up, life is fucked up... Once if you realize that you have waste it... You gonna want it... once you lose it... you gonna end up next to the bed... with Headache and Stomach cramps you gonna ask yourself:

"Why me?"

"Why me?"

"Why me?"

"Why me?"

"Why me?"

"Why me?"

...

YOU GONNA GO DEEPER

...

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

"Why people hate me... why people leave me alone and why I can't have a normal childhood?"

....

Such questions... bothers a mind of genius... I am not saying that I am a person with a potential... before few days... I was totally suicidal... as for now... I have stopped time and tried to focus on something else... I AM JUST GETTING MOBILIZED

...

People don't understand...  PEOPLE DONT' UNDERSTAND... That's the truth... no need to lie... they don't understand it's childhood... some childhoods have been in a level of morbid curiousity... others are stories which go so deep and darker... that for this childs it has been a hell.... and then comes the fucking guy who says

"I understand..."
"I get it..."

...
Let's bee honest... you don't understand... too much trauma... you don't know how it feels somebody getting angry at you for no reason... people beating you up for no reason and everything happens on the road of improvement...

WHAT TYPE OF IMPROVEMENT IS THAT... PEOPLE THREATING YOU HARSH... YOU TOLD THEM YOUR PROBLEMS... THEY KNOW YOU... OR THAT'S WHAT YOU ASUME AFTER THEY SAY "I know"... - NOOOOOOO

YOU DON'T KNOIW

NO YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S LIFE IN GROWING... IN A FAMILY WHICH ISN'T THREATING YOU WELL AND THEN SOME FUCKERS... MENTALLY FUCKING YOU UP.

 

...

 

So if somebody starts a mass killing... probably for him/her... people were just making too much brain... damage.

 

Afraid of.... WHAT?

 19.08.2018

by DeYtH Banger

 

 

 

As you are reading... as it follows... I am just afraid... afraid of the world. That's the truth... but let's go deeper... if you read these lines and the follow other lines you gonna get what I am talking about.

I am really fucked up... I am afraid of going out... it's a sad story... mainly because people like repeation for me repeation ... 

IT'SSSSS FUCKED UP.... 

(Note: Come on...)

what type of fucked up person should be so to repeat?

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

Repeation it sucks... it takes space... it takes minds... and it control world... IF YOU START REPEATING YOU GONNA GET DUMMER and dummer once that happens people can fuck you up.

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

THe whole thing is like a Satan has playground here... dip a hole... dig deeper... and blood vessell gonna appear.... suck it... I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE IT!

I hate people going and bothering a repeatable data... it's an 

OPEEEEEEEN END LOOP

OPEEEEEN END LOOP

Voices:

"You suck..."

"Die you fucker..."

Constant paranoia bothers my body

"You worthless fucker..."

"You unworthy fucker..."

"Go die from aids..."

Voices:

"You suck..."

"Die you fucker..."

Constant paranoia bothers my body

"You worthless fucker..."

"You unworthy fucker..."

"Go die from aids..."

Voices:

"You suck..."

"Die you fucker..."

Constant paranoia bothers my body

"You worthless fucker..."

"You unworthy fucker..."

"Go die from aids..."

Voices:

"You suck..."

"Die you