Autobiography Of A Duffer by Santosh Jha (tharntype novel english .TXT) 📖

him for marrying me as my dad is no more his partner; they shall ultimately pass on their fortune to this stupid. My husband tells me, “their money shall finally come to us as they do not have the heart to give to any charity or others.” I think he is right. Even if he did not have money, I would never have asked him to go and work outside. Actually, he already adds good monetary value to household by staying home. I had read a researched survey somewhere that if a woman works outside, she earns less than she could save if she stays home. My duffer husband surely saves loads of money by staying home. Moreover, the precious home milieu he creates and manages for me is priceless.

There are billionaires in this world who can stay in seven star hotels and in the islands of their own for life but they still come back home and love to spend their nights at home. I am no billionaire but surely, my duffer husband has a home for me, which I value more than any heaven in the world. The moment I enter my home, I instantly feel the air of simplicity and innocence, which this duffer has in loads in his heart and mind. Even his intelligent dog has taken on him and pampers me like him.

Finally, before I end my writing, I wish to tell you something, which I am not sure I should tell you all or not. Still, I tell you because I liked this idea. If you don’t like, I extend my unconditional apologies. I am not a writer and that is why I cannot tell this thing in any high-sounding terms and words. What I feel is; most people deep within wish to be like a duffer. I personally feel, it is very tiring, cumbersome and frustrating to carry my intelligence upfront all the time. I think, at the end of the day, everyone feels and accepts the utility of simplicity and innocence, because it lets you breathe peacefully and enjoy life as it comes to you. My duffer husband is able to smile always and live in peace because he accepts himself as a duffer and never counts the utility of his silly attainment in terms of what others say. I am unable to accept myself as a duffer and to me it really matters how people take me and find me as. I end my day with loads of uneasiness and conflicts. And when I come home, I realize, I am happy at home because here I can be naked – dropping my intelligence and be a duffer like him. That is why I am confident of my conclusion that everyone wants to be a duffer like my husband but they do not have the courage and conviction to be one. I too do not have this right now but every other day, I find the utility of this life positioning. May be, in a few years, as I spend more time hugged to my duffer hubby, his abnormality shall finally be transfused in me and I shall become as happy and at peace with myself as this duffer is.

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Accept My Gratitude

Writing something is a daunting task as there is always a lurking apprehension of it not being in utility for some readers. I however feel at ease, because of my faith in magnanimity of readers. I am happily sure; you shall forgive if my efforts could not be up to your expectations. Thank you so much for being with me and allowing me to share with you. Wish you an empowered life; with the prosperity of the consciousness.

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About The Author

People say, what conspire to make you what you finally become are always behind the veil of intangibility. Someone called it ‘Intangible-Affectors’. Inquisitiveness was the soil, I was born with and the seeds, these intangible-affectors planted in me made me somewhat analytical. My long stint in media, in different capacities as journalist, as brand professional and strategic planning, conspired too! However, I must say it with all innocence at my behest that the chief conspirators of my making have been the loads of beautiful and multi-dimensional people, who traversed along me, in my life journey so far.

The mutuality and innocence of love and compassion always prevailed and magically worked as the catalyst in my learning and most importantly, unlearning from these people. Unconsciously, these amazing people also worked out to be the live theatres of my experiments with my life’s scripts. I, sharing with you as a writer, is essentially my very modest way to express my gratitude for all of them. In my stupidities is my innocence of love for all my beautifully worthy conspirators!

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Publication Date: 08-28-2021

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