Wherever by Aaliyah Lavade (fun to read .TXT) 📖

carry guns? I pull out one of my guns and run into the woods. What can I do?? Kill myself? Kill an animal? Or kill someone? Love makes you do crazy shit. What the fuck am I going to do?

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I load the gun. I start shooting the trees and anything I see. I hear something... it sounds like footsteps. Instead of talking I get close and shoot. I hear groaning. I rush to see what the fuck I shot. Oh.My.Fuck. OHMYFUCKINGSHIT!
I shot Eli! I SHOT ELI! HOLY SHIT!
"Eli?" I bend down next to him and cry.
"Aaliyah" Eli says in strained voice. It pains my heart. i cannot belive I just shot him.
"I didnt mean to shoot you! I am so sorry! Eli I dont know what to do. Add what the hell are you doing out here?"
"Not your fault. I just wanted to be there for you. I was... I was following you." He his closed. Oh shit! He better not die!!!
"Eli! You CANNOT die on me! I love you and you cant die yet!" I shake him. I pull out my phone and call 911.

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It didnt work I tried to help him. I guess I didnt have enough power. Thank God an ambulance came in time. I walk inside the room Eli is in. I hold is hand and hopefully wait for him to wake up. This is all fault. Im the one who had to shoot random shit. I feel Eli move a little bit. He opens his eyes and stares at me. He stares as if he understands my life. Like he can see who I am and the pain I have been through.
"Hi w-where am I?"He tries to sit up. I lay him back down. His chest was badly wounded. He got shot 3 centimenters left to his heart. Thank God I didnt shoot him in the heart. He was bleeding alot. The memory was too much pain.
"Uhmmmm the hospital. But everything is fine ok? Dont worry." I make a false smile. Everything was NOT going to be ok. I just shot the guy I love. Ooooooo. Did I just say love? What I meant to say is....is that I um. Nevermind.
He just keep staring at me. I cant stay here any longer. But I dont want to leave him. After all I am the one who shot him. I am the one who lost my temper. And I am the one who was shooting random shit. Not my smartest choices.
"I can leave if you want" I fidget
"Dont. I really. Need you" Eli grabs ahold my hand and grins. He is just so damn gorgous. And sweet and and and.......so much more. Eww! I sound like a lovestruck twot. I need to snap out of this. I need to find out the real reason that Eli is back and how come he let the bullet hit him. This isnt just about him getting shot its about whats going to happen. And something tells me bad things are going to happen. Eli may be the cause of these things. I know I love him with all my heart. But the heart wants what the hearts wants. But does it always mean its what you want? And if its what your need? I cant just follow my heart I have to go with my gut and logic.

If only I knew everything. Things would be alot better.
My phone rings and so I pick it up.
"Heller?" I answer
"Hey, we need to talk" His voice sounds really serious. I wonder whats wrong with Eli. He's still in the hospital. The nurses said he would need time to recover. I bet that they wanted me to leave so they could have him all to themselves. So unfair!
"Sure. We can talk right now"
"Im not sure if it would be right to talk about something serious through a phone call" He still has that serious tone. What the hell?
"Just talk to me" Im starting to get pissed
"Fine." He takes a deep breath "Everything is a misunderstanding. Everything. Us. The kiss. What I thought we felt. Im sorry but it was a misunderstanding. I just cant be in a relationship like this." I hang up so I dont hear what else has to say. He was right. That was not the right thing to do, to talk about that through a phone call. My heart is feeling really werird. Like its swollen. So much for love. So much for loving someone. He said he needed me and I was there. When I needed him there was he there for me? No I dont think so. He cant control anything. And right now Im bout to bust someone in thier head. Imprint

Publication Date: 04-29-2011

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