It's life... by lexi garduño (dar e dil novel online reading .TXT) 📖

a pair of blue and green striped panties, a blue bra with green hearts and a purple pair of socks.
“Uhhh…dot dot dot…” Then we start laughing.
Then we stop when we hear a noise from downstairs, “Hurry Bree, it’s 6:24!”
“Okaii,” I reply back. I open up my second drawer and before I have time to grab a shirt, Gary quickly searches through my shirts and picks out a purple top (with a little monster in the corner of the shirt) and throws it at me.
“Wait, don’t you want to look in the second drawer? I have a second drawer of shirts.”
“Nah, I know this is the one.”
“Alright,” I say, “Aha. You sound like your talking about a person like, ‘She’s the one.’”
“Oh…I do need to tell you something…”
I hear nervousness in his voice as he says that and opens the third drawer, closing it, remembering it’s another shirt drawer. He bends down to open the fourth then looks up at me. “Bree…” Oh no, here it comes. He’s gonna tell me that he wants sometimes away from me and that we won’t be friends for a while. “I’ve got a girlfriend.”
“Oh,” Pause, “That’s nice,” Pause, “Soo…what’s her name?”
“Actually, you know ‘er. It’s Alexis’s sister… Kaitlin…yeah.”
“Yeah, I know her. But Gary, why are you sounding strange? Do you think I'm mad?” I look up into his eyes and back down to my pants drawer, “Well, I’m not mad. No,” I pull out a pair of black skinny jeans to go with my purple beater and slam the drawer closed. Gary just stands there with his mouth hanging a little open. I stomp over to my door and grab my sweater hanging on the door. I turn and give him an angry look, “I’M NOT MAD!” SLAM! I slammed the door with him just standing next to my dresser.
I walk down the hall to the bathroom mumbling to myself. “Why was I such an idiot? Why am I mad anyways? Its not like we had something. We were only best friends!” I open the bathroom door, walk in, close the door and lock it. I take everything off besides my shirt. I quickly slip on my new pair and jeans. Then I hear someone coming down the hall. I pull my shirt off then hear a knock at the door.
“Bree? Bree, can you open this door?”
“For what Gary, I’m changing.”
“Oooh. Strip for me.”
I opened the door as he said this and he looked at me as I looked at him. I only had I had my jeans on but no shirt. Luckily, I had my bra to hide my boobs. “Didn’t you just say you have a girlfriend?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Well, why are you telling me to strip?! Why don’t you go over to Kaitlin’s house and watch her strip!”
“Bree, listen. Just because I’m going out with her doesn’t mean I don’t love or like you anymore. I do love you, and I really like you too, but. She just got to me first, you shouldv'e.”
With my teary eyes, I look up into his. “Ga-Gary, I’m sorry. I really am.”
“It’s okaii babe,” He opens his arms and I hug him, very tightly.
I cry in his arms as he talks in my ear in a low voice, “I love you,” I nod my head and wipe the tears in my eyes as I sniffle. “Now go finish getting ready.” I nod my head but don’t go.
But after a few seconds I let go and walk into the bathroom as he stands against the door frame. I grab my shirt off of the sink and slip it on. I hear someone call from downstairs, “Bree, you’re ready right?”
“Just give me a few more minutes.”
“Okaii! You better be ready in 5.”
I grab the brush off of the sink and fix up my hair. After brushing my hair I grab my toothbrush and toothpaste and start brushing. I look over at Gary who’s still staring at me, “Uhhh….”
“Sorry,” after he says that, he quietly chuckles.
I rinse my mouth and pat my mouth with the rag towel. “You ready?”
“Yeah.”
“Let’s go.”

He says he can; but Steven lies
BREE'S POV:
“He really said that,” Alexis asked as we walked down the halls of
“Yeah, and he was all like ‘oh she got to me first.’ I mean, what is that supposed to mean,” I replied.
“Wow, I can’t believe Gary would say that to you. He loves you so much but he breaks your heart constantly so I guess I change my mind; it’s not that surprising,” Lexi said.
“I know, I know. And I love him tew.”
We walked into the cafeteria and into the line. I grabbed a tray as my friends did the same. After picking my meal, I punched in my numbers to my profile for lunch. “You can go,” The lunch lady said in a tired voice.
My friends and I stood after getting our meals and looked around to where we should sit. Lexi spotted a place so we walked over. On our way there, Kayla and Krista ran into me. “Hey Bree,” Kayla said.
“Hey sexies,” I say smiling at them. I set my tray on a table and hug them, “What’s up?”
“Eh, nothing much, you?” Kayla and Krista took turns talking.
“I was just bout to eat,”
“Oh, okaii. See ya later.”
“I love you!”
And they both replied, “Love you too.”
I continue to walk over to the table and as I reach it and sit, Alexis asks, “Awww, was that Kayla and Krista?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh, Imma go say hi to them,” Alexis replies as she skips away.
I start picking at my food as Lexi says, “You gonna go say Haii to Gary?”
“Where?!” I look around the cafeteria lookin for that beautiful face of his. I spot him, “GARY!!!” I run over to him, leaving Lexi sitting there like she’s left out, which she is. But that doesn't matter now, I have a hot guy to go hug!
He turns his head towards me, opens his arms as usual and I hug him as he accepts the hug and wraps his arms around me. I love his scent, he smells yummy. As I’m drowning in his smell, I hear Nick say, “Bree!”
I let go of Gary and turn to Nick. “Nick!"
"Gary!" Gary yells, we laugh.
Nick, Gary and I are chatting until Kaitlin and Alexis arrive.
“Hey Smexii boi,” Kaitlin says as she gets all over him.
“Hey baby,” He replies. I roll my eyes as she kisses him on the lips.
I turn to talk to Nick as Alexis joins in our conversation. “I fisted a fairy!”
Nick turns to me and Alexis with a strange expression, “What?”
We both reply, “Inside joke.” And Alexis and I start laughing.
LEXI’S POV:
I look over to where Bree and Alexis stand talking to Nick. I watch them as they laugh hysterically. I just sit and pull my knees up to my chest and cross my arms. I grab my pear and take a bite them throw it down back on my tray.
Someone taps me from behind, “Hey sexii, where’s your sexii beast?”
I know that voice anywhere. “Steven.” I say in a voice as if questioning him. “What do you want?” I say with a frown on my face.
He walks over to the stand in front of me and grabs my pear; he takes a bite, swallows then says, “I want to make you happy Lexi. Don’t you see?” He offers me the pear back as i look at the pear then back at him then smack it out of his hand, “Mmm, you’re so feisty.”
“Go away Steven! Fuck you! I don’t like you and I never effing will. I don’t want you to make me happy because you won’t. And right now you’re making me far from happy than I already am,” I shout, but not to loud. Just to where he can hear me. As I say this, I stand up and clench my hands into fists.
“Oh. Is that so,” He stops walking around me and looks at me, “Then tell me Lexi, why are you always shy of me? Why do run when I come near you? It looks like your just hiding what you feel for me. That’s what I think…”
“Well, you must be thinking very wrong because you don’t see me running right now. I don’t like you, in fact, I hate you! So fuck off! I’m surprised I haven’t punched you yet!”
He chuckles, “Just for now but I’ll still be here, you just won’t know until I make my first move…” He walks away. I run to the girl’s room and hide in the stall. What am I hiding from?
BREE’S POV:
“I’m gonna head back to the table,” Gary looks at me then says ‘Okaii.’ “Alexis,” She turns from talking to Nick to me, “You coming?”
“Uh, yeah.” We walk back to the table to find Lexi not there. Alexis and I exchange glances and run to the bathroom. “Lexi?”
We hear a reply coming from the second stall, “Yeah, what?” We realize she’s angry.
“What’s wrong, Lex?” I ask her with a curious look on my face.
“Nothing.”
I reply quickly, “Oh come on, Lexi. Tell me, what’s wrong?”
“Just Steven.”
“What,” Alexis and I say in a questionable voice.

The Fight and then another...
LEXI’S POV:
“What exactly did he say?” Alexis asks as we walk down the hall. It’s after school and we are about to walk home.
“Steven. He said not to worry. That he’s coming to rescue me from my sadness and he’ll make it all go away.”
“Well, why would he say that? You’re perfectly happy, you’ve got me and Alexis and, and…uhh…yeah, you got us.”
I look at her and roll my eyes. “That’s exactly it though. Why don’t you see that I am so unhappy? Well, of course you dont, because you are always with your friends. I just want more friends. I’ve asked you before if you would kindly introduce your friends to me but noooo. ‘It would be too weird.’” I make quotation marks around in the air when I say ‘too weird.’
“But it would because-”
I cut her off, “I hear sooo much about Kayla and Krista and Gary and Kage and Nick and all of those other people. But I never get to meet ‘em!” I pause and breathe furiously for a second. “And on top of that, I’m single! Which makes me even lonelier!”
“I’m sorry that you feel that way but it would be too weird. Because one, your nothing like them. Two, you are my Lexi. And when I am taking a break from them-”
I cut her off here, “Never.”
She frowns at me and continues talking, “When I take a break from them, I hang out with you. And when I take a break from you-”
I cut her off again, “Which is always, because you barely hang out with-“
She cuts my off this time but shouts, “Are you going to stop cutting me off?! I’m serious! God, you are getting annoying! And you keep lying; I do hang out with you! More than them!”
“Well, why don’t you go take your little break from me and go hang with your friends?”
“I shall do that,” She gives me a look that tells me to bug off, “Come on Alexis,” She grabs Alexis’s arm and drags her down the opposite way I’m walking.
Alexis