her hair black and her eyes almost purple they were so dark blue. I smirked and as this girl in short shorts and a crop top checked me out, head to toe. She was really gorgeous, but nothing compared to Zoey of course. I looked around nervous that someone read my mind or something. I gave her a quick seductive wink before getting pulled into line with Zoey. I starred at the long line of tins that had food. I looked at Zoey. She could use some healthy stuff... she looked pale and sick, but somehow still moving with that slow motion, sexy glow when she walked up beside me. I grabbed a plastic, take-out looking container and put in some macaroni and cheese, some brocoli,carrots and another scoop of mac and cheese on top. I grabbed another container and stuffed in a piece of skinless, boneless, pealable chicken, and crammed in some more raw vegatables rather than cooked. I closed both there lids, grabbed a bag of Doritoes from the rack, two cans of icetea, a carton of milk and manged to still pay the lunch lady 10 dollars while carrying it all. I know its wrong being her best friend and all, to make her eat, but I really couldnt watch her pass out again... not after what happened last time. I Grabbed a fork and straw and lead her out of the side doors of the cafeteria. I Balanced the stuff in my hand so it didnt show I picked up some extra things. Zoey just strotted beside me. We passed down a narrow broken fenced off area, and stepped over it before continuing down the dirt path, just off the school's woods. We turned the corner into a big tree that was huge at the trunk with a wide, circling wooden bench/table/sitting thing. "Hey! where's Clay and Sky?" Mickey came up and hugged Zoey, taking some stuff from my hands. I shoke my head smiling, "Doing the nasty in the kitchen by now" I said laughing. Clair and Jason shared a look of debate. What were they debating? "Really?" Tyler asked waggling his eyebrows. "Yeah, they were all over eachother, never left there bodies apart for more than a second" I said opening my Ice tea. "What are they doing home?" The voice asked. I smiled. Kimmy. I swear, that girl was troubled but she was just so concerned with her friends, nothing could stop her from getting the answer. "Skyler got cut, bad, Clay stitched her up and of course, gave her a lollipop" I said waggling my eyebrows. Kimmy frowned and mumbled "Poor Sky..." Before turning back to her un-touched lunch, hugging her knees. I frowned...just like Zoey...I shoke myself. I looked around at my friends. Clair and Jason looked like they were skeptical about something, Mickey was As far away from Kimmy as he could get, avoiding the fact she was looking straight at him, Jada and Tyler were on seperate sides of the bench thingie, and Danyelle and Riley were whispering to eachother, in the others arms. I looked back at Clair and Jason. "Spill it" I said, causing everyone to look at who was talking. They groaned and sighed. They talked to eachother for a bit before talking to us. I took this time too feed Zoey. I opened up the containers of food I had. I was leaned up against the front of the tree, just off to the edge of everyone's cluster. I pulled Zoey back with me. "Please eat for me..." I begged her with my eyes. She nodded, quickly but sad. I forked a bunch of mini brocoli's onto the forks points and fed them into her mouth. She scrunched up her face, but chewed. I kept forking food into her mouth, as soon as she was done, I gave her another amount of something else. I peeled the chicken and gave her a piece to chew on. "Skyler cheated on Clay" Clair mumbled. I snapped my eyes up along with everyone else to glare surprised yet worried/angry looks at Clair and Jason. "Explain, Now." Mickey said sternly. It was his bestfriend who was about to get hurt. His voice was still scarily harsh and strong though. Except, I would be pissed if someone did that to Zoey. I wouldnt let anyone be with her but me. I looked around to see everyone was as shocked as me. Mickey was never acted like this. His fist's were bundled, his shoulers slummed and his vains slowly pumped his blood. I watched, as Kimmy grew close to him, sitting in his lap, taking his hands and wrapping them around her waist and leaning agsint his chest. He relaxed, and I heard him whisper "Im sorry" before it got silent again. Tyler gave Danyelle a look that I ignored right after I'd seen it. I kept forking stuff into Zoey's mouth. She hesitated with every mouth full, like it was poison or something, but she still ate it. I was so happy she was eating. I opened the carton of Milk I got and handed it to her. "Jason...im not sick" She frowned at me, then the Milk. "Please, it keeps your bones strong" I frowned at her. Her eyes watered and I wiped her tears quickly before pulling her into my crossed legs and hugged her belly. "Dont cry .. please just drink this for me?" I asked her, nuzzling her neck. She nodded, took the Milk, and took some sips in between bites of another strip of chicken I peeled for her. "Me and Jason were walking up in the fourth story hall way when we heard grunting" Clair said. "And lots of it" Jason added. "Then we stopped infront of that old art classroom...Opened the door... and she was on her knees." "The one Mr. Whip taught?" Danny asked. "Omg! Yeah, whatever happend to him?" Jada shrieked. "I think he got fired or something, but he was really awesome, Clay used to take his class right?" Zoey asked through a mouth full of food. "Mhm" Danny agreed. "How Ironic she was giving a fucking BJ to some asswipe of a guy in the same class Clay learned how to become the artist he is today" Kimmy added. My eye's grew wide. "Kimmy!" She looked at me like I was nuts. "What?, I was just saying" She said and shrugged. "Daaaamn. I havent heard you swear that much in one sentence girl" Tyler said. Everyone burst up laughing. "Okay, anyway, back to the fact Skyler is lying her balls off to Clay, and there prob getting it on right now?" Clair said. "Me and Clair were gonna tell him, tonight" Jason said. "Yeah, alright, we can all tell him" Tyler said. I felt something drip on my arm. I looked down and it was.. well, it looked like blood. "What the..-" I looked at Zoey.She covered her mouth and hopped out of my lap, leaned on the grass and started puking. "Zoey!" I shouted, rushed to her side and pulled back her hair, rubbing her tummy for her. He puke was blood red, mixed with all the food I fed her. Cause she doesnt eat, and when she does she pukes it up, her gag reflex's are so weak there like a thin piece of string. She basically, pukes up everything she eats like a reflex now. I rubbed her belly some more, she wiped he mouth with the back of her hand, and turned around as I left go of her hair. "Sorry guys" She said sitting against my lap and I still rubbed her tummy. "Dont worry girl, it wasnt that bad" Danny told her. "Yeah, just a little blood" Tyler winked. "No worries" Jada and Kimmy said together, and smiled at her. Zoey layed back into my arms and whispered "Keep rubbing, it makes the pain go away". Being a guy.. it seems odd I literally almost burst up in tears at that single sentence. But being a guy In love with his best friend... well, you would too, guy or not. "I wont stop" I told her, and I didnt. I just held her for the rest of lunch, rubbing her tummy as she got more color in her face, and she started laughing with the jokes people told. She turned her head and whispered into my ear as everyone burst up laughing at something Kimmy said, again. "I Love you" She whispered. That?, that I did cry to. I shed a few tears as I burried my head and face into her neck. When I caught my breath, and calmed down, I whispered "I love you too" And started rubbing her tummy again.
Riley...
We all sat back down and starting talking again. The bell would be ringing soon, and I knew I would have to go and talk with danny about why I was so cold this morning. I wasnt looking forward to it. I sat on the circled bench that rounded the tree's trunk, with Danyelle in my arms. I was still tense, hardly looking at her, avoiding her completely until of course I knew I couldnt get away from her. This is sounding completely wrong, and mean, and like im a horrible boyfriend, but im really really not. God Riley just put up with it and quite acting like an ass... I told myself. I ran my tongue over my lip piercing's a few times, sitting there with her in my arms. I relaxed, it felt so good for her to be in my arms. Her little thin fingers were threaded through mine, holding them just under her shirt around her waist. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you like crazy! Im just to scared and embarrassed to have sex with you danny... I was mumbling that thought in my head and I instantly tensed up. I dropped Danny's hands and wiped them over my jeans, igoring that fact she just got up, and walked over to the little swing we set up, and sat on it holding her knees. Ignoring the fact I was probably breaking her heart by being so cruel... Ignoring the fact she might not love me as much anymore... Okay, so maybe I wasnt ignoring those things. I sighed and went over to her. I took a deep breath, coming up behind her and holding her waist, hugging her to my chest from behind. I have to tell her, No scratch that... I have to stop being such a pussy and... do it with her. I breathed again, running my lips over her collar bone, and nibbling my teeth and her neck. She moaned softly between biting her lip and held my hands tighter around her. She let go, as if I had just stung her. "Its okay... Im ready for our talk, lets stay back when the bell rings" I told her into her ear before kissing her cheek and letting her go smiling. The one thing I was truley ignoring was the fact my stomach was racing and wanting me to throw up. Why was I so scared to have sex with her? I loved her, and she (hopefully) still loved me. Maybe its cause you havent so much as touched a girl's tits let alone have any 'Alone time' with yourself.. ever. Your completely un-experienced, and have no clue what the fuck your doing, or are going to do with deciding do go forward on this... if you dont chicken. I could literally hear my conscience yelling and me in my head like it was a person. I sighed. It was right. I dont know what the fuck im doing, or am going to do. "Hey Riles, got head phones in?" Kimmy asked me. "Naah, just lost in my thoughts babes, what about you, whatcha' doing?" I asked her smiling. She sat beside
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