Everyday Thoughts. by Gabby Follin (e book reader free txt) 📖

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He's so hot, and he's getting so close to busting Sangwoo's ass, like...

I want Sangwoo to go to jail yes, he needs to pay for his crimes, but at the same time, he's been kind of a sweetheart to Bummy <3 lately and it's just skljfklasdjf. Plus Bum might go crazy if Sangwoo gets arrested, and possibly Sangwoo might say something and tell them Bum killed someone too and they'll both be anally pounded for life. I mean, oh... But then again Bum was kind of forced to kill her, wasn't he? Yes and no... But I don't think that could affect much. I don't even know man, I'm just going on a rant about the possible events and outcomes to this. I can't even, Koogi's fucking with us. I DON'T WANT IT TO END BUT I WANT TO KNOW THE ENDING SO BAAAD. but yeah, you guys should check that out. 

I can give you a summary off the top of my head if you're curious. 

It's basically about this guy Yoonbum who has a crush on this other guy Oh Sangwoo, and Yoonbum's crush got a little out of hand and he broke into his house when Sangwoo was out somewhere. And basically Yoonbum finds out Sangwoo isn't the Sangwoo that Yoonbum has limitedly seen, and that he's something completely different and so many fucked up things happened. After that specific event, it's just the story of an abusive relationship (like really abusive, you'll see why >.>). There are parts from time to time where it cuts to a police station and like it shows cops trying to figure out where all these people have been going, you know like who murdered them. And the copper I was talking about earlier, he is trying to figure this out and doing more things secretly than the other cops. And in this chapter, I think he got fired or something for how much crap he's been putting the others in but he's still trying to get dirt on Sangwoo. He talked to Yoonbum in a nasty bathroom, haha. But he was so gorgeous in this chapter.

But yeah basically that's that, if you're interested just look up Killing Stalking Chapters or some shit, okay you know how to google. Uhm...

I'm not real sure what else to rant about, I'm sure I've already said enough already and your eyes probably hurt. 

If I have something to rant about I'll procrastinate writing about it, or I'll just forget it. Or thinks it's really stupid and just not do anything. 

But yeah, thank you for reading this hella long chapter, I hope you all have a lovely day. :) Stay tuned for more! Hopefully I'll be emotionally unstable so you guys can read something good. Anyway, have a great night! 

August 13, 2017. Sunday 12:24 p.m.

 Okay, I'm not gonna lie, I kind of forgot about this. Haha, I mean I have a good excuse, kinda. I'm back in school so I'm gonna be real busy. But I mean, it won't make much of a difference considering I don't update this book frequently anyway. But uhm I can share how my first day went down. 

Well I'll go ahead and say it sucked ass. First period was fine, I saw my friend Joey, aka Tiny Hitler, and he kept flirting with me, which boosted my mood up a bit. Second period I had my math class, and I legit had no friends in that class. There are a couple sophmores and I think ones a junior in that class. I sit next to one of the sophmores. I'm not gonna lie, he is pretty attractive but extremely awkward. He doesn't talk, which is appreciated but sometimes it'd be nice to make friends, ya know? Well okay, after that I had Health class. Like for food health and stuff. And I was like one of the four girls in that class. But uhm one of the older guys (couldn't figure out what grade he was in) was being really creepy. So we had to partner up yes? Because we were doing this little activity, well... He kept staring at me, the entire time. With a straight face but with a slight smile. His eyes told me that he thought I was pretty, which yes I am pretty but uhm... not that pretty. But he didn't look away at all and it was quite creepy so after class I kept my distance, haha. But uhm fourth hour, my Art Foundations class. (I need the credit to graduate) There is only like four freshmans in that class including me. The rest are seniors and a couple juniors. And the other freshmans there, I don't even like them. So it's either talk to the anti social senior kid, or try to make nice with the other freshmans. After that class I had physical science. This one was the worst, wanna know why? I don't think so but if anyone remembers an Andrew, I do not have a great histoty with him. Mostly because he got me in trouble with cops and I didn't appreciate any of it but yeah I don't have a great history with him. I've been avoiding him and luckily I didn't have classes with him the year before, but I have this one with him and even worse he sits in front of me. I can't even, I'd request to change seats but one I don't want to share why I can't work with him and two he said the first day that he's not changing the seats till the end of the his chapter. so haha fuck me. I just avoided making eye contact as much as possible. I mean right now it's okay, because all the teacher has been doing is talking and we haven't done anything group wise. The hard part will be when I have to talk to him because I can't just not talk to him when doing group, but I will avoid it as much as possible. But after that, we had lunch and I sat with my friend Hannah, she was the only good friend I had with that lunch, the others are just people I talk to at school. But that was fun, we talked and laughed the whole time. After that I had English and that one was fine because I sat next to my best friend Lakeira for half the hour and yes we got assigned seats but I got it with someone who I can stand so it's okay. After that I had physical education and it wasn't bad, or it won't be yet. All we did was go over the syllabus and sat there. Friday we went and picked out lockers. Monday is when we start. Monday is when we start everything. Oh I already have a project that I have to do, first hour, I don't think I mentioned what I had, I have American History and she wants us to make a pamphlet about ourselves. And how she said "About our Birth". Like I don't know anything, my parents fucked and nine months later there I was? Honestly I find it stupid but I mean I gotta do it. It's due friday, we only got one day in class to work on it. This teacher is really confusing about giving directions too. Like she'll say we have to do this and so I'll be like got it and do it right but then when I go show it to her she says I have to add this, this and this which she never mentioned before... That's how my history teacher was last year, Mr. Sikes. But anyway, that's basically how my first day went down. I was exhausted when I got home and I still had to do a bunch of chores because I'm the only child in this house that helps the fam. But anyway. I hope you didn't mind a rant chapter today? I'm not feeling much lately. Just tired basically. Not much of stress either, I don't really care to be honest. But uh yeah. Have a great day to all! I'll write again soon and tell you what's up. Stay tuned! :)

August 24, 2017. Thursday 7:12 p.m.

I don't think I should write today but I will because whatever. Anywho, I have got a new boyfriend but he's been being a little bitch, haha. Yesterday morning I wasn't really in the mood to talk, I was upset etc yeah and so I wasn't really talking to him much, and I let him know I wasn't really in the mood soooo, he hadn't talked to me for the rest of the day because of it. But then today, he has been all over me, he won't stop touching me blah blah blah. I'm not saying it's much of a problem it's just w h y.

but uhm, at the same time when I started dating this guy, my sister had gotten a boyfriend too. Well they broke up yesterday. She was bawling her eyes out for at least half an hour. It was a three day relationship and she hadn't talked to the boy at all prior to that. It's not her first relationship either, so in my opinion all of this was a little much. I don't usually talk about this but my friend that I have told says it's not good to keep these things inside so I'll just go ahead and say it.

She was saying how she wish her attempt of suicide worked and that she wanted to try again. I was sent screenshots from my best friend Lakeira of Samantha (my sister) saying these things. I was getting really concerned, but honestly in these kind of situations I am the worst person to turn to. I can't handle feelings too well, especially of other people considering I don't do well with my own! So uhm... I was talking to Lakeira trying to get Lakeira to help her. Well that's when Samantha's friend Ella had texted me saying these words: "GABBY! DON'T LET SAM GO TO THE BATHROOM! DON'T TELL YOUR PARENTS!" 

Well uhm.... One, when I read this Samantha was already in the bathroom, but I guess her "session" was interrupted with my dad yelling "what the hell is going on?" because you know my sister was bawling like crazy. Two, I was kind of thrown off with the "don't tell your parents" part...