Sonia Ferguson's Original Songs by Sonia Ferguson (great books for teens txt) 📖

and to everyone who loved me,

Please just know, oh please just know that I'm sorry.

I was never ment to be here in this world.

My paper is running out of room, so I'm gonna have to say it soon.

I'm sorry I couldn't hold on and sorry that I have to go,

I'm going to hevan, please don't you soon fallow.

There is only one more thing left to say. Goodbye.

She said goodbye for the last time.

Goodbye.

I am, the one...

 (VERSE 1:)

As I walk, I walk into the real world,

Found so many people, people who were good.

But then I, I turned my head and I cried,

They paint my face on cruel words, 

Words that are not me.

But as I look up, I see the real me.

(CHORUS;)

To all those people I am,

The one that they call weirdo,

The one that they call freak show,

The one that won't live up to who she's suppose to be.

I am, the one that they call hopeless,

The one that they call worthless,

The one that is anything but perfect.

(VERSE 2:)

And as I sit, I sit down in my fake world, 

Because they make me feel bad, they hurt me till I'm numb.

And then I, I turned on the screen and I cried,

Thought I was safe, but they lied, 

They lied until I died inside,

And as I look down, I see the the real me

(CHORUS:)

To all those people I am,

The one that they call weirdo,

The one that they call freak show,

The one that won't live up to who she's suppose to be.

I am, the one that they call hopeless,

The one that they call worthless,

The one that is anything but perfect.

Oh I am! That's what I am! Oh whoa oh.

(BRIDGE:)

And then I got up, I got up from my sorrow,

I then saw some wounded people, people I could save.

Then I helped them up, and I taught them all how to walk,

How to stand up on their own two feet,

They all loved me unlike the world.

As as I look at them I see me.

(TAMPERED CHORUS:)

Cause to her I am,

The one who saved her from darkness,

The one who helps the helpless,

The one who never let the end close in on me.

I am, the one that she calls perfect,

The one that she calls worth it,

The one that will always be here to save the world.

 

Cause that what I am! Oh that is who I am!

Cause I am...

You Will Never Understand

I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

Last week, I saw something horrible,

It was me, but not in the way you would think.

I’ve been being sold, for the money and pleasure.

I can’t take this anymore. I stayed so strong, broke a few times down the road.

Now I am letting go, I’m sorry to the ones loved. So as I take this knife, I take my life.

I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

I tried to take the bottle, then I broke.

I never told them the reasons, they’d think I was a joke.

I thought it was all just a dream then I saw reality.

So please forgive me. I’ll take my life, promise me you’ll keep yours.

I am leaving today.I am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand...

So I am following my friends up above.

I’m so sorry, to my friends that I love.

And I am sorry, I can’t take all the pain thats dragged me down.

Please forgive me. I am doing this so you wont have to deal with the separation.

I am sorry...

I am weeping...I

am sorry, for all the pain that I’ve caused.

I am weeping, ashamed of what I’ve become.

So as I take my life, I hold onto your hand.

Because you will never understand…

YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND...

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I thought that this was all

I thought that this was done

I thought the thoughts of suicide were finally gone.

Tired of thinking I was nothing,

Tired of thinking I was shit,

But now that I think

Were the tears really worth it?

All I did was hide

From the world I thouoght I knew

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Publication Date: 07-29-2014

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