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CURES FOR HUNGER
“You haven’t read a story like this one, even if your father was the kind of magnificent scoundrel you only find in Russian novels. Béchard is the rare writer who knows the secret to telling the true story. Just because the end is clear doesn’t mean the bets are off.”
—MARLON JAMES, author of A Brief History of Seven Killings
“Béchard writes that prison taught his father ‘the nature of the self, the way it can be shaped and hardened.’ As in a great novel, this darkly comic and lyrical memoir demonstrates the shaping of its author, who suffers the wreckage of his father’s life, yet manages to salvage all the beauty of its desperate freedoms. Béchard’s poetic gifts give voice to the outsiders of society, and make them glow with humanity and love.”
—ELIZABETH MCKENZIE, author of The Portable Veblen
“Béchard has created a moving story of rootlessness, rebellion, lost love, criminal daring, regret, and restless searching. Driven above all by the need to grasp his father’s secrets, he has written his narrative in skillful, resonant prose graced with a subtle tone of obsession and longing.”
—LEONARD GARDNER, author of Fat City
“This powerful and haunting memoir is a must-read for anyone who has ever struggled to uncover their identity within the shadow of a parent. Written in exquisitely sharp prose, Béchard combs through his attempt to understand his father’s mysterious existence with inspiring precision. This book is huge and achingly true.”
—CLAIRE BIDWELL SMITH, author of The Rules of Inheritance
“A coming of age story with rare and loving insights into the vulnerable hearts of men and boys—and the women that help shape them.”
“Cures for Hunger is a poignant adventure story with a mystery…. But it is also, perhaps even more so, the story of an artist coming of age. Readers will be reminded of James Joyce’s Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man.”
—Cleveland Plain Dealer
“Béchard’s sad and moving memoir is all about secrets and regret and, ultimately, finding peace.”
—Minneapolis Star Tribune
“Cures for Hunger is flush with tenderness…. Much more than a memoir of youthful misadventure, though it contains plenty of that. It’s also an exploration of the oppression of lineage, of familial duty, wanderlust, and perennial dissatisfaction, and the most American theme of them all: personal reinvention.”
“A poignant but rigorously unsentimental account of hard-won maturity.”
“A coming-of-age story of lost innocence, violence, and tenderness by a writer obsessed with the man who influenced him the most but was there the least.”
“Béchard’s story is one of personal discovery, and a teasing out of the function of memory: what it keeps, what it loses, and what it saves.”
CURES FOR HUNGER
ALSO BY DENI ELLIS BÉCHARD
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CURES FOR HUNGER
DENI ELLIS BÉCHARD
© 2017 and 2012, Text by Deni Ellis Béchard
Originally published in hardcover, in slightly different form.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Béchard, Deni Ellis, 1974- author.
Title: Cures for hunger : a memoir / Deni Ellis Béchard.
Description: Minneapolis : Milkweed Editions, 2017.
Identifiers: LCCN 2017019907 (print) | LCCN 2017021648 (ebook) | ISBN 9781571319807 (ebook) | ISBN 9781571313423 (paperback)
Subjects: LCSH: Béchard, Deni Y. (Deni Yvan), 1974--Childhood and youth. | Authors, Canadian--21st century--Biography. | Fathers and sons. | BISAC: BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Personal Memoirs. | FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS / Parenting / Fatherhood. | BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Criminals & Outlaws. | BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Literary.
Classification: LCC PR9199.4.B443 (ebook) | LCC PR9199.4.B443 Z46 2017 (print) | DDC 813/.6 [B] --dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2017019907
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Because of our wisdom,
We will travel far
All movement is a sign
Most speaking really says,
“I am hungry to know you.”
Every desire of your body is holy;
Every desire of your body is
—HAFIZ (trans. Ladinsky)
But he who is outside of society,
whether unsociable or self-sufficient,
is either a god or a beast.
Daredevils and Invisible Friends
Levitation Club and the End of the World
Prayers, Mantras, and How to Swear
Ghosts of the Civil War
Crossing Wide Spaces
The Big Job
Jack Kerouac Dreams Elizabeth Bennet
Cures for Hunger
The Longest Highway
Note for the Revised Edition
DAREDEVILS AND INVISIBLE FRIENDS
Racing trains was one of my favorite adventures. This was what we were doing on the day I first considered that my father might have problems with the law.
“Forty-seven, forty-eight, forty-nine!”
My brother and I practiced counting as my father kept up with the train.
“I’ll push harder!” he shouted. He thrust his bearded chin forward, bugging out his eyes as he jammed the accelerator to the floor. His green truck heaved along the road, outstripping the train whose tracks, just below