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âI think Iâm going to tell you a thing or two about myself. Weâve got to room together, and Iâ âwell, I like you. Youâre a good egg, but you donât get me at all. I guess youâve never run up against anybody like me before.â He paused. Hugh said nothing, afraid to break into Carlâs mood. He was intensely curious. He leaned forward and watched Carl, who was staring dreamily into the fire.
âI told you once, I think,â he continued, âthat my old man had left us a lot of jack. Thatâs true. Weâre rich, awfully rich. I have my own account and can spend as much as I like. The skyâs the limit. What I didnât tell you is that weâre nouveau richeâ âno class at all. My old man made all his money the first year of the war. He was a commission-merchant, a middleman. Money just rolled in, I guess. He bought stocks with it, and they boomed; and he had sense enough to sell them when they were at the top. Six years ago we didnât have hardly anything. Now weâre rich.â
âMy old man was a good scout, but he didnât have much education; neither has the old lady. Both of âem went through grammar-school; thatâs all.â
âWell, they knew they werenât real folks, not regular people, and they wanted me to be. See? Thatâs why they sent me to Kane. Well, Kane isnât strong for nouveau riche kids, not by a damn sight. At first old Simmondsâ âheâs the head masterâ âwouldnât take me, said that he didnât have room; but my old man begged and begged, so finally Simmonds said all right.â
Again he paused, and Hugh waited. Carl was speaking so softly that he had trouble in hearing him, but somehow he didnât dare to ask him to speak louder.
âI shanât forget the day,â Carl went on, âthat the old man left me at Kane. I was scared, and I didnât want to stay. But he made me; he said that Kane would make a gentleman out of me. I was homesick, homesick as hell. I know how Morse feels. I tried to run away three times, but they caught me and brought me back. Cry? I bawled all the time when I was alone. I couldnât sleep for weeks; I just laid in bed and bawled. God! it was awful. The worst of it was the meals. I didnât know how to eat right, you see, and the master who sat at the table with our form would correct me. I used to want to die, and sometimes I would say that I was sick and didnât want any food so that I wouldnât have to go to meals. The fellows razzed the life out of me; some of âem called me Paddy. The reason I came here to Sanford was that no Kane fellows come here. They go mostly to Williams, but some of âem go to Yale or Princeton.
âWell, I had four years of that, and I was homesick the whole four years. Oh, I donât mean that they kept after me all the timeâ âthat was just the first few monthsâ âbut they never really accepted me. I never felt at home. Even when I was with a bunch of them, I felt lonesome.â ââ ⊠And they never made a gentleman out of me, though my old lady thinks they did.â
âYouâre crazy,â Hugh interrupted indignantly. âYouâre as much a gentleman as anybody in college.â
Carl smiled and shook his head. âNo, you donât understand. Youâre a gentleman, but Iâm not. Oh, I know all the tricks, the parlor stunts. Four years at Kane taught me those, but theyâre just tricks to me. I donât know just how to explain itâ âbut I know that youâre a gentleman and Iâm not.â
âYouâre just plain bug-house. You make me feel like a fish. Why, Iâm just from a country high school. Iâm not in your class.â Hugh sat up and leaned eagerly toward Carl, gesticulating excitedly.
âAs if that made any difference,â Carl replied, his voice sharp with scorn. âYou see, Iâm a bad egg. I drink and gamble and pet. I havenât gone the limit yet onâ âon account of my old ladyâ âbut I will.â
Hugh was relieved. He had wondered more than once during the past week âjust how far Carl had gone.â Several times Carl had suggested by sly innuendos that there wasnât anything that he hadnât done, and Hugh had felt a slight disapprovalâ âand considerable envy. His own standards were very high, very strict, but he was ashamed to reveal them.
âIâve never gone the limit either,â he confessed shyly.
Carl threw back his head and laughed. âYou poor fish; donât you suppose I know that?â he exclaimed.
âHow did you know?â Hugh demanded indignantly. âI mightâve. Why, I was out with a girl just before I left home andâ ââ
âYou kissed her,â Carl concluded for him. âI donât know how I knew, but I did. Youâre just kinda pure; thatâs all. Iâm not pure at all; Iâm just a little afraidâ âand I keep thinkinâ of my old lady. Iâve started to several times, but Iâve always thought of her and quit.â
He sat silent for a minute or two and then continued more gently. âMy old lady never came to Kane. She never will come here, either. She wants to give me a real chance. See? She knows she isnât a ladyâ âbutâ âbut, oh, God, Hugh, sheâs white, white as hell. I guess I think more of her than all the rest of the world put together. Thatâs why I write to her every night. She writes to me every day, too. The letters have mistakes in them, butâ âbut they keep me straight. That is, they have so far. I know, though, that some night Iâll be out with a bag and get too much liquor in meâ âand then goodbye, virginity.â
âYouâre crazy, Carl. You know you wonât.â Carl rose from
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