Dreamer (The Dream World Chronicles Book 1) Camille Peters (books to improve english txt) 📖

read me so well? “Nothing’s wrong.” My voice shook, betraying my lie. By his deepening frown, I knew he detected it.

“You know you can always come to me if you need help,” he whispered. “Don’t you?”

He was wrong; I couldn’t turn to him, not with such a black spot now staining my conscience. I’d never felt so alone.

“Let’s just get the Weaving over with.”

Darius blocked my hand before I could reopen my bag. “Before we begin, perhaps I can cheer you up with some good news.”

Stardust snorted. “Since when do you ever have good news?”

“When have I ever not?” He winked at me, clearly trying to get me to smile, but my cheeks warmed even as my heart hammered with nerves. Good news for Darius could range from him winning a prestigious weaving award to my suspension notice.

No, Eden, I reminded myself. You can’t believe that any longer. Surely he cares for you as much as you care for him. An affection I had no doubt I’d lose should he ever learn the truth.

His smile faltered. “Why do you look so wary? Don’t you know what good news means?”

“That depends on who it’s good news for.”

“For both of us. I’m happy to report the Council is pleased with your increased winnings. Although they hope to see your dreams yield more dream dust, their suspicions are subsiding since they’ve found a new lead for the culprit behind the crime committed at the flying colors. See, I told you it was excellent news.” And he beamed, seeming truly happy on my behalf.

Before this morning I would have been elated at the Council’s newfound confidence in me, but now it only made my stomach churn. After all my efforts, why did the Council finally trust me when I no longer deserved it?

At my continued melancholy Darius’s forehead furrowed. “This is what you’ve been waiting for. Aren’t you happy?”

I forced a smile, but it was a struggle to push my lips up. Naturally, Darius wasn’t fooled.

“What’s wrong, Eden?”

“Nothing.”

His frown only deepened, and his wasn’t the only one.

“As much as I hate to admit it, he’s right,” Stardust said. “You’ve been behaving strangely ever since your encounter with Spiderweb this morning.” She glared at him as if it were his fault.

As usual, he was unfazed by her hostility. “I know what will cheer you up. There’s something I’ve been meaning to give you.” He searched through his bag and pulled out the dream jar he’d stolen from my bedroom several months before and held it out to me. “I probably should have returned this a lot sooner.”

“You shouldn’t have taken it in the first place,” Stardust muttered.

“I only meant to study it,” Darius said. “But I can’t figure out what it is. The only thing I’ve been able to deduce is that it’s magic, so it feels wrong to keep power that isn’t mine; I’m no thief.”

I hastily pulled my reaching hand away. The guilt returned, sharp and suffocating. I didn’t realize I was on the verge of tears until they burned my eyes.

“Eden, what’s wrong?” Darius’s gaze, lined with concern, seeped into mine. I shook my head. “I can’t help you unless you tell me.” His tone was pleading.

“Leave her alone. Can’t you see your Nightmare interference is making her feel worse?” Stardust morphed into a blanket and wrapped herself around my quivering shoulders.

“I didn’t mean—”

I frantically wiped the incriminating tears away. “Let’s just get this Weaving over with so I can leave.”

After much persuasion, I assured Stardust she didn’t need to stay for the Weaving—her doing so now when she normally didn’t would only arouse Darius’s suspicion—and then I shakily removed my supplies from my bag. But before I could begin, Darius grabbed my hand, causing my breath to hook.

“We’re not doing the Weaving, not like this.”

For a moment I was speechless, lost in the warm sensations rippling from his touch. He wouldn’t be holding my hand if he knew the truth about me, about who I really was, what I was capable of. Even though most Nightmares would approve of how I’d tipped the balance in their favor, I knew Darius valued the balance and wanted justice.

“I’m a Dreamer,” I said, as if to reassure myself, even though the words felt like a lie on my tongue. “I’m a Dreamer, Darius.”

“I know you are,” he said gently. His thumb massaged the back of my hand, a touch that, while wonderful, did little to soothe my anxiety.

I nodded, as if his confirmation was enough to make it true, but my doubt lingered, slithering through my thoughts like a poisonous serpent.

“Let’s just finish the Weaving.” As much as I didn’t want to pull away, I jerked my hand out of his and grabbed the first flower I touched. Darius’s eyes widened as I pulled it out.

“What’s that?”

My heart sank. It was the reality rose. Too late I tried to hide it from view, but in a single motion Darius seized it, holding it by its stem as if it were contaminated.

“Comets, is this—”

“Give that back.” I tried to snatch it but he held it out of reach, darkness masking his features.

“Don’t you know what this is?” he demanded. “This is from the Ebony Market, a place full of forbidden, untested plants grown outside the Cultivating Fields. They create unusual effects on dreams, twisting them in strange and often harmful ways that go beyond the normal properties of magic. The Council has strictly outlawed their use in all Weavings, and you have one? If anyone catches you with it…” He looked as if I’d betrayed him.

A heavy feeling hardened in the pit of my stomach. “Don’t jump to any drastic conclusion. I didn’t get this from any illegal market, I got it from—”

I snapped my mouth shut, the fear from my lingering guilt rendering me silent. No, I couldn’t tell him about my realizations about Mother; no one must know. If he knew of my connection to the Ebony Market…

Darius’s expression softened as he stepped