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M. le La Tour considered him gravely, sadly, in silence for a moment.
âPerhaps it is best,â he said, at length, in a small voice. He turned to Mme. de Plougastel. âIf a wrong I have to admit in my life, a wrong that I must bitterly regret, it is the wrong that I have done to you, my dearâ ââ âŠâ
âNot now, Gervais! Not now!â she faltered, interrupting him.
âNowâ âfor the first and the last time. I am going. It is not likely that we shall ever meet againâ âthat I shall ever see any of you againâ âyou who should have been the nearest and dearest to me. We are all, he says, the sport of destiny. Ah, but not quite. Destiny is an intelligent force, moving with purpose. In life we pay for the evil that in life we do. That is the lesson that I have learnt tonight. By an act of betrayal I begot unknown to me a son who, whilst as ignorant as myself of our relationship, has come to be the evil genius of my life, to cross and thwart me, and finally to help to pull me down in ruin. It is justâ âpoetically just. My full and resigned acceptance of that fact is the only atonement I can offer you.â
He stooped and took one of madameâs hands that lay limply in her lap.
âGoodbye, ThĂ©rĂšse!â His voice broke. He had reached the end of his iron self-control.
She rose and clung to him a moment, unashamed before them. The ashes of that dead romance had been deeply stirred this night, and deep down some lingering embers had been found that glowed brightly now before their final extinction. Yet she made no attempt to detain him. She understood that their son had pointed out the only wise, the only possible course, and was thankful that M. de La Tour dâAzyr accepted it.
âGod keep you, Gervais,â she murmured. âYou will take the safe-conduct, andâ ââ ⊠and you will let me know when you are safe?â
He held her face between his hands an instant; then very gently kissed her and put her from him. Standing erect, and outwardly calm again, he looked across at André-Louis who was proffering him a sheet of paper.
âIt is the safe-conduct. Take it, monsieur. It is my first and last gift to you, and certainly the last gift I should ever have thought of making youâ âthe gift of life. In a sense it makes us quits. The irony, sir, is not mine, but Fateâs. Take it, monsieur, and go in peace.â
M. de La Tour dâAzyr took it. His eyes looked hungrily into the lean face confronting him, so sternly set. He thrust the paper into his bosom, and then abruptly, convulsively, held out his hand. His sonâs eyes asked a question.
âLet there be peace between us, in Godâs name,â said the Marquis thickly.
Pity stirred at last in AndrĂ©-Louis. Some of the sternness left his face. He sighed. âGoodbye, monsieur,â he said.
âYou are hard,â his father told him, speaking wistfully. âBut perhaps you are in the right so to be. In other circumstances I should have been proud to have owned you as my son. As it isâ ââ âŠâ He broke off abruptly, and as abruptly added, âGoodbye.â
He loosed his sonâs hand and stepped back. They bowed formally to each other. And then M. de La Tour dâAzyr bowed to Mlle. de Kercadiou in utter silence, a bow that contained something of utter renunciation, of finality.
That done he turned and walked stiffly out of the room, and so out of all their lives. Months later they were to hear of him in the service of the Emperor of Austria.
XVIII SunriseAndré-Louis took the air next morning on the terrace at Meudon. The hour was very early, and the newly risen sun was transmuting into diamonds the dewdrops that still lingered on the lawn. Down in the valley, five miles away, the morning mists were rising over Paris. Yet early as it was that house on the hill was astir already, in a bustle of preparation for the departure that was imminent.
André-Louis had won safely out of Paris last night with his mother and Aline, and today they were to set out all of them for Koblenz.
To AndrĂ©-Louis, sauntering there with hands clasped behind him and head hunched between his shouldersâ âfor life had never been richer in material for reflectionâ âcame presently Aline through one of the glass doors from the library.
âYouâre early astir,â she greeted him.
âFaith, yes. I havenât been to bed. No,â he assured her, in answer to her exclamation. âI spent the night, or what was left of it, sitting at the window thinking.â
âMy poor AndrĂ©!â
âYou describe me perfectly. I am very poorâ âfor I know nothing, understand nothing. It is not a calamitous condition until it is realized. Thenâ ââ âŠâ He threw out his arms, and let them fall again. His face she observed was very drawn and haggard.
She paced with him along the old granite balustrade over which the geraniums flung their mantle of green and scarlet.
âHave you decided what you are going to do?â she asked him.
âI have decided that I have no choice. I, too, must emigrate. I am lucky to be able to do so, lucky to have found no one amid yesterdayâs chaos in Paris to whom I could report myself as I foolishly desired, else I might no longer be armed with these.â He drew from his pocket the powerful passport of the Commission of Twelve, enjoining upon all Frenchmen to lend him such assistance as he might require, and warning those who might think of hindering him that they did so at their own peril. He spread it before her. âWith this I conduct you all safely to the frontier. Over the frontier M. de
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