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Ah, to know this perfect girl more intimately! To be looked upon by her with favorâ âmade, by reason of that favor, a part of that fine world to which she belonged. Was he not a Griffithsâ âas good looking as Gilbert Griffiths any day? And as attractive if he only had as much moneyâ âor a part of it even. To be able to dress in the Gilbert Griffithsâ fashion; to ride around in one of the handsome cars he sported! Then, you bet, a girl like this would be delighted to notice himâ âmayhap, who knows, even fall in love with him. Analschar and the tray of glasses. But now, as he gloomily thought, he could only hope, hope, hope.
The devil! He would not go around to Robertaâs this evening. He would trump up some excuseâ âtell her in the morning that he had been called upon by his uncle or cousin to do some work. He could not and would not go, feeling as he did just now.
So much for the effect of wealth, beauty, the peculiar social state to which he most aspired, on a temperament that was as fluid and unstable as water.
On the other hand, later, thinking over her contact with Clyde, Sondra was definitely taken with what may only be described as his charm for her, all the more definite in this case since it represented a direct opposite to all that his cousin offered by way of offense. His clothes and his manner, as well as a remark he had dropped, to the effect that he was connected with the company in some official capacity, seemed to indicate that he might be better placed than she had imagined. Yet she also recalled that although she had been about with Bella all summer and had encountered Gilbert, Myra and their parents from time to time, there had never been a word about Clyde. Indeed all the information she had gathered concerning him was that originally furnished by Mrs. Griffiths, who had said that he was a poor nephew whom her husband had brought on from the west in order to help in some way. Yet now, as she viewed Clyde on this occasion, he did not seem so utterly unimportant or poverty-stricken by any meansâ âquite interesting and rather smart and very attractive, and obviously anxious to be taken seriously by a girl like herself, as she could see. And this coming from Gilbertâs cousinâ âa Griffithsâ âwas flattering.
Arriving at the Trumbullâs, a family which centered about one Douglas Trumbull, a prosperous lawyer and widower and speculator of this region, who, by reason of his children as well as his own good manners and legal subtlety, had managed to ingratiate himself into the best circles of Lycurgus society, she suddenly confided to Jill Trumbull, the elder of the lawyerâs two daughters: âYou know I had a funny experience today.â And she proceeded to relate all that had occurred in detail. Afterward at dinner, Jill having appeared to find it most fascinating, she again repeated it to Gertrude and Tracy, the younger daughter and only son of the Trumbull family.
âOh, yes,â observed Tracy Trumbull, a law student in his fatherâs office, âIâve seen that fellow, I bet, three or four times on Central Avenue. He looks a lot like Gil, doesnât he? Only not so swagger. Iâve nodded to him two or three times this summer because I thought he was Gil for the moment.â
âOh, Iâve seen him, too,â commented Gertrude Trumbull. âHe wears a cap and a belted coat like Gilbert Griffiths, sometimes, doesnât he? Arabella Stark pointed him out to me once and then Jill and I saw him passing Starkâs once on a Saturday afternoon. He is better looking than Gil, any day, I think.â
This confirmed Sondra in her own thoughts in regard to Clyde and now she added: âBertine Cranston and I met him one evening last spring at the Griffithsâ. We thought he was too bashful, then. But I wish you could see him nowâ âheâs positively handsome, with the softest eyes and the nicest smile.â
âOh, now, Sondra,â commented Jill Trumbull, who, apart from Bertine and Bella, was as close to Sondra as any girl here, having been one of her classmates at the Snedeker School, âI know someone who would be jealous if he could hear you say that.â
âAnd wouldnât Gil Griffiths like to hear that his cousinâs better looking than he is?â chimed in Tracy Trumbull. âOh, sayâ ââ
âOh, he,â sniffed Sondra irritably. âHe thinks heâs so much. Iâll bet anything itâs because of him that the Griffiths wonât have anything to do with their cousin. Iâm sure of it, now that I think of it. Bella would, of course, because I heard her say last spring that she thought he was good-looking. And Myra wouldnât do anything to hurt anybody. What a lark if some of us were to take him up some time and begin inviting him here and thereâ âonce in a while, you knowâ âjust for fun, to see how he would do. And how the Griffiths would take it. I know well enough it would be all right with Mr. Griffiths and Myra and Bella, but Gil Iâll bet would be as peeved as anything. I couldnât do it myself very well, because Iâm so close to Bella, but I know who could and they couldnât say a thing.â She paused, thinking of Bertine Cranston and how she disliked Gil and Mrs. Griffiths. âI wonder if he dances or rides or plays tennis or anything like that?â She stopped and meditated amusedly, the while the others studied her. And Jill Trumbull, a restless, eager girl like herself, without so much of her looks
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