The Wings of the Dove Henry James (android based ebook reader TXT) đ
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What he finally took home, when he ventured to leave the place, was the perceived truth that he might on any other system go straight to destruction. Destruction was represented for him by the idea of his really bringing to a point, on Millyâs side, anything whatever. Nothing so âbrought,â he easily argued, but must be in one way or another a catastrophe. He was mixed up in her fate, or her fate, if that should be better, was mixed up in him, so that a single false motion might either way snap the coil. They helped him, it was true, these considerations, to a degree of eventual peace, for what they luminously amounted to was that he was to do nothing, and that fell in after all with the burden laid on him by Kate. He was only not to budge without the girlâs leaveâ ânot, oddly enough at the last, to move without it, whether further or nearer, any more than without Kateâs. It was to this his wisdom reduced itselfâ âto the need again simply to be kind. That was the same as being stillâ âas studying to create the minimum of vibration. He felt himself as he smoked shut up to a room on the wall of which something precious was too precariously hung. A false step would bring it down, and it must hang as long as possible. He was aware when he walked away again that even Fleet Street wouldnât at this juncture successfully touch him. His manager might wire that he was wanted, but he could easily be deaf to his manager. His money for the idle life might be none too much; happily, however, Venice was cheap, and it was moreover the queer fact that Milly in a manner supported him. The greatest of his expenses really was to walk to the palace to dinner. He didnât want, in short, to give that up, and he should probably be able, he felt, to stay his breath and his hand. He should be able to be still enough through everything.
He tried that for three weeks, with the sense after a little of not having failed. There had to be a delicate art in it, for he wasnât tryingâ âquite the contraryâ âto be either distant or dull. That would not have been being ânice,â which in its own form was the real law. That too might just have produced the vibration he desired to avert; so that he best kept everything in place by not hesitating or fearing, as it were, to let himself goâ âgo in the direction, that is to say, of staying. It depended on where he went; which was what he meant by taking care. When one went on tiptoe one could turn off for retreat without betraying the manoeuvre. Perfect tactâ âthe necessity for which he had from the first, as we know, happily recognisedâ âwas to keep all intercourse in the key of the absolutely settled. It was settled thus for instance that they were indissoluble good friends, and settled as well that her being the American girl was, just in time and for the relation they found themselves concerned in, a boon inappreciable. If, at least, as the days went on, she was to fall short of her prerogative of the great national, the great maidenly ease, if she didnât diviningly and responsively desire and labour to record herself as possessed of it, this wouldnât have been for want of Densherâs keeping her, with his idea, well up to itâ âwouldnât have been in fine for want of his encouragement and reminder. He didnât perhaps in so many words speak to her of the quantity itself as of the thing she was least to intermit; but he talked of it, freely, in what he flattered himself was an impersonal way, and this held it there before herâ âsince he
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