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We barely exchanged a word as we left the main gate and followed the boundary of the wood. Not a hint of movement among those trees. I guessed that whatever night creatures called this place their home had been frightened away by the glare and bellow of the fair. Breathing deeply, I caught the autumnal scent of bonfires on the air, and perhaps prompted by this, the image of a burning pyre ignited in my headâa figure lashed to a stake, screaming, writhing, caged in fireâŠ
âIâm sorry, what?â
I realised Haz had been speaking.
âNothing,â he murmured, slipping his hand out of mine. âDoesnât matter.â
I was about to say something when Webster bristled at my side. I glanced down to find his hackles raised, his teeth bared. His attention was fixed on the blank façade of the house in front of us. Purley Rectory seemed to have loomed out of the clearing without me being aware that weâd even approached it. I told Webster to hush and followed Haz to the low iron railing that ran around the front garden, a stretch of grassless, flowerless scrub so desolate that even weeds appeared to shun it.
The house itself was a big, square, redbrick building in the style of the Gothic Revival. All sharp angles, decorative dripstones, and overly ornate flourishes. Planted into the steep, sloping roof, a regiment of towering chimneys stood like guardians on a battlement. It was a house of contrasts. Features leaped out and caught the eye: one window larger and misaligned with the rest, an eave hanging out of balance, a small, pagan face randomly etched into a cornerstone. The overall effect was one of clutter and disorder, as if the architect had been unable to bear contemplating any single part of his design for too long.
Above the overhang of the porch, a light shone at a first-floor window. With the rest of the house in darkness, that single bright chink gave the place a watchful air. I wondered if Miss Rowell was still busy inside, trying to comply with the production teamâs request to make Purley more âold-timey.â Just to the right of the rectory stood those expensive trailers, each with a âGhost Seekersâ decal slapped onto the side.
Suddenly Haz turned to me, his eyes bright. âDid you tell her?â
Webster glanced between us and whined.
âHaz.â I sighed. âIâd neverââ
âThen howâd she know? About what happened?â He crossed his arms, cupped his elbows with his hands. âAbout my dad.â
âHarry.â I tried to reach for him but he pulled back. âThink about it. Youâre thirty-two years old. Like most people your age, youâve probably lost an older relative at some point in your life, and what are the odds that person had grey hair and a smile a bit like yours? Tilda didnât say who it wasâit might have been your grandfather.â
âShe said he had a hole in his body full of pain.â
âOK,â I agreed. âBut did she say what kind of pain or where it was located? It might have been cancer or heart trouble, anything at all. I mean, who doesnât have an elderly relative with aches and pains?â
âShe said I took his pain away,â Haz said.
âShe said you, âtook his pain from him,ââ I corrected gently. âA kind word or a joke can take someoneâs mind off their pain. Do you see? This is how dukkerinââ He shot me a questioning glance. âFortune telling, mediumship, call it what you like, this is how it works. The âpsychicâ makes general statements that sound specific and you fill in the blanks.â
âSo why did she say those things?â he asked. âTo be cruel?â
I shook my head. âShe might have thought it would bring you comfort. Sheâs been playing this role all her life, remember. I donât even think she knows sheâs making it up.â
Making it up? Then how did she know about Garrisâ victims and about Lenny Kerrigan? Because those too had been generalities, I reasoned, and in the moment I had mistakenly interpreted them as specific knowledge. As a Traveller, Tilda was well aware of the legend of the Jericho freaks, a story refreshed in her mind by the recent anniversary in Bradbury End. Again, it was all coincidence, all illusionâthe human mind seeking patterns in things that werenât there.
âSo none of itâs real,â Haz said. âNot Aunt Tildaâs dukkerin, not even the ghosts of this ugly old house?â
While Webster went to nose around in the undergrowth, I slipped my hand back into Harryâs. It felt ice cold as I threaded our fingers together.
âPeople make their own ghosts,â I said. âThis world is dark enough without the spirits of the dead troubling anyone.â
âPerhaps.â I saw his jaw set tight. âBut youâre not a total pragmatist, Scott. I know youâre not. I mean, why do you read books and write stories if this is all there is? Words, books, poetry, they move you in a way you canât explain. Itâs the same with me and music. So I suppose youâll say that itâs all just neurons firing in the brain. Dopamine hits to help make this whole sad spectacle of life seem bearable so that we can keep the human race turning on its hamster wheel. But I know you sense it, just like I do. Some kind of essence we canât explain.â
âI donât deny people feel that way,â I said. âAnd yes, spirituality has inspired incredible art and music and literature. You could even say our entire culture is based on it. The search for something bigger than ourselves. But do I think it has any substance in reality?â I shook my head. âYouâre wrong, Haz. I am a pragmatist. Show me evidence and Iâll believe thereâs something more than those little firing neurons. Until
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