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of a blest calm after a storm. He had been trying for weeks, as we know, to keep superlatively still, and trying it largely in solitude and silence; but he looked back on it now as on the heat of fever. The real, the right stillness was this particular form of society. They walked together and they talked, looked up pictures again and recovered impressionsā ā€”Sir Luke knew just what he wanted; haunted a little the dealers in old wares; sat down at Florianā€™s for rest and mild drinks; blessed above all the grand weather, a bath of warm air, a pageant of autumn light. Once or twice while they rested the great man closed his eyesā ā€”keeping them so for some minutes while his companion, the more easily watching his face for it, made private reflections on the subject of lost sleep. He had been up at night with herā ā€”he in person, for hours; but this was all he showed of it and was apparently to remain his nearest approach to an allusion. The extraordinary thing was that Densher could take it in perfectly as evidence, could turn cold at the image looking out of it; and yet that he could at the same time not intermit a throb of his response to accepted liberation. The liberation was an experience that held its own, and he continued to know why, in spite of his deserts, in spite of his folly, in spite of everything, he had so fondly hoped for it. He had hoped for it, had sat in his room there waiting for it, because he had thus divined in it, should it come, some power to let him off. He was being let off; dealt with in the only way that didnā€™t aggravate his responsibility. The beauty was also that this wasnā€™t on system or on any basis of intimate knowledge; it was just by being a man of the world and by knowing life, by feeling the real, that Sir Luke did him good. There had been in all the case too many women. A manā€™s sense of it, another manā€™s, changed the air; and he wondered what man, had he chosen, would have been more to his purpose than this one. He was large and easyā ā€”that was the benediction; he knew what mattered and what didnā€™t; he distinguished between the essence and the shell, the just grounds and the unjust for fussing. One was thusā ā€”if one were concerned with him or exposed to him at allā ā€”in his hands for whatever he should do, and not much less affected by his mercy than one might have been by his rigour. The grand thingā ā€”it did come to thatā ā€”was the way he carried off, as one might fairly call it, the business of making odd things natural. Nothing, if they hadnā€™t taken it so, could have exceeded the unexplained oddity, between them, of Densherā€™s now complete detachment from the poor ladies at the palace; nothing could have exceeded the no less marked anomaly of the great manā€™s own abstentions of speech. He made, as he had done when they met at the station, nothing whatever of anything; and the effect of it, Densher would have said, was a relation with him quite resembling that of doctor and patient. One took the cue from him as one might have taken a doseā ā€”except that the cue was pleasant in the taking.

That was why one could leave it to his tacit discretion, why for the three or four days Densher again and again did so leave it; merely wondering a little, at the most, on the eve of Saturday, the announced term of the episode. Waiting once more on this latter occasion, the Saturday morning, for Sir Lukeā€™s reappearance at the station, our friend had to recognise the drop of his own borrowed ease, the result, naturally enough, of the prospect of losing a support. The difficulty was that, on such lines as had served them, the support was Sir Lukeā€™s personal presence. Would he go without leaving some substitute for that?ā ā€”and without breaking, either, his silence in respect to his errand? Densher was in still deeper ignorance than at the hour of his call, and what was truly prodigious at so supreme a moment was thatā ā€”as had immediately to appearā ā€”no gleam of light on what he had been living with for a week found its way out of him. What he had been doing was proof of a huge interest as well as of a huge fee; yet when the Leporelli gondola again, and somewhat tardily, approached, his companion, watching from the water-steps, studied his fine closed face as much as ever in vain. It was like a lesson, from the highest authority, on the subject of the relevant, so that its blankness affected Densher of a sudden almost as a cruelty, feeling it quite awfully compatible, as he did, with Millyā€™s having ceased to exist. And the suspense continued after they had passed together, as time was short, directly into the station, where Eugenio, in the field early, was mounting guard over the compartment he had secured. The strain, though probably lasting, at the carriage-door, but a couple of minutes, prolonged itself so for our poor gentlemanā€™s nerves that he involuntarily directed a long look at Eugenio, who met it, however, as only Eugenio could. Sir Lukeā€™s attention was given for the time to the right bestowal of his numerous effects, about which he was particular, and Densher fairly found himself, so far as silence could go, questioning the representative of the palace. It didnā€™t humiliate him now; it didnā€™t humiliate him even to feel that that personage exactly knew how little he satisfied him. Eugenio resembled to that extent Sir Lukeā ā€”to the extent of the extraordinary things with which his facial habit was compatible. By the time, however, that Densher had taken from it all its possessor intended Sir Luke was free and with a hand out for farewell. He

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