The Lie Natalie Wrye (english novels for beginners TXT) š
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I hear rustling over the line, and I imagine heās sitting up in bed, half-naked, sheets across his waistādark hair tousled.
I grab for the glass of whiskey, holding it so hard my hand shakes. Taking a small sip, I set it in my lap.
āWould I have any other duties?ā the liquor taking over my mouth says. āHosting tea? Arranging flowers? Performing activities that only take place in a Martha Stewart catalogue? Iād have to be prepared for all contingencies, right?ā
Andrew chuckles. āContingencies like what? I wouldnāt be selling you into slavery.ā
āWouldnāt you?ā I arch a brow, bringing the phone closer. āIf not slavery, then indentured servitude, right? I mean, Iām sure Iāll have to earn my keep because me pretending to your fiancĆ©e for a loan from your familyās company is likeā¦payment for services rendered, right?ā
āTrust me: The āservicesā you render this weekend wonāt be that taxingā¦ By the way, youāre really over-expressive when youāre drunk.ā He pauses a beat. āItās cute.ā
āOh, donāt give me that,ā I say, reaching for the glass again. āI am not drunk. I am blissfully relaxed. You made sure of that when you booked this royalty-sized suite.ā
I can hear his grin. āIām glad youāre enjoying it.ā
I am. More than I care to admit.
Itās the first time in forever that I havenāt thought about the bar. The first time that managing The Alchemist hasnāt taken up every ounce of space in my overworked brain since the day I inherited it from my father.
I barely recognize myselfāor the version of Sophia inside me, begging to get out.
I blow out a breath so deeply that I nearly feel it in my soul, a weight lifting deep down inside.
I lean closer to the phone, liquid courage finally pushing me to the edge. I tumble over it.
Hard.
The whiskey does nothing to cushion the blow. āAnd what about sex?ā
Andrew waits a beat. āWhat about it? I didnāt even know sex was the on the tableā¦ā
āIt isnāt,ā I correct quickly. āIām just sayingā¦ā
What am I saying?
I donāt know.
āIām just saying that I guess itās possible that it could be,ā I say, stumbling over my words. āI mean, if thatās what youāre into.ā
āIām into a lot of things.ā His voice is low and hard.
I swallow so hard my throat burns.
āIām sure you are.ā
āIām an open book,ā he says, and thereās something in his tone that makes me want to choke on my whiskey. I know that tone.
The tone he used with Sheena.
The tone that says, I'm a sex God and maybe-just maybe-you should be lucky you got the chance to lick the tip of my dick.
God, I hate that tone.
It's half-condescending, half-frustrating.
And so unbelievably sexy that the apex of my thighs could wet these hotel sheets right on the spot.
āOn second thoughtā¦ā I start. āIgnore me. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'mā
āWait,ā Andrew interrupts, his silky words soft. āWhat are youā¦ā He waits. āWhat are you so afraid youāre going to say?ā
I am scared.
But Iām also drunk. And too emotional. And too business-broke to make any sense.
And much too horny.
The whiskey I'm drinking only fuels it.
I look down at my drink.
Andrew Fletcher has that kind of effect on women.
āIām not scared of anything,ā I bluff, not even believing my own voice.
āIt's just sex,ā he says.
āI know,ā I say, even though I donāt.
I never know.
I donāt even know why Iām saying this, but I can take a guess if given a minute.
Because the truth is, Andrew has always had this effect on me.
Like Sophia saidā¦
The man was fire to my ice.
And right now, listening to his calm, heavy breathing, the rough slickness of his half-sleep phone voice, I know that Iām likely to let him burn right through me.
And before I allow any of that, I have to recognize the real question that remains.
Can I do this?
The half-brain I had twelve hours ago finally interferes.
I take a deep breath that fills my whiskey-soaked body with air.
I let it out.
āAndrew, this is a ridiculous offer you're making to me, you know that,ā I say, the words suddenly hurried. āI've already told you Iām not sure I can do this.ā
āOf course you can,ā Andrew said. āIt's not like I'm asking you to marry me. I'm just asking you to go on a trip with me. We'll do a few parties, a few events, and then we'll come home. Seriously. I promise youā¦no sex, no obligations. You can keep your job at the bar, or go back to school, or fly to Timbuktu or do whatever it is you want to do. I'm not trying to change your life, Nancy. Just enjoy it a little.ā
His words hit me like an anvil in the gutāan admission even my inebriated self canāt ignore.
Iām supposed to be talking myself out of this mess. Not slipping further into it.
Iād called Andrew hoping that he would say somethingāanythingāthat would solidify a no. Anything that would make me realize that this is all a mistake.
Agreeing to lie to someoneās family. Agreeing to sell pieces of myself to keep the bar in business.
I hadnāt even thought about going back to school.
I mean, Iād mentioned it in the pastāmy desire to pursue a film degree, but itād been a fleeting thought.
It was a wish Iād only brought up in private parts of the bar where I could speculate about the what-ifs of my now life.
What if I hadnāt inherited my dadās bar? Started working with my brother Deacon to develop it?
What if I had left it in Deaconās hands onlyā¦like I initially planned?
I shuffle in bed, now suddenly aware that Iām in nothing but a T-shirt, one of the few
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