The Eight Strokes of the Clock Maurice Leblanc (android e book reader .txt) š
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Prince RĆ©nine had listened in silence. But Hortense, as the story approached its conclusion, had given way to a hilarity which she could no longer restrain and suddenly, in spite of all her efforts, she burst into a fit of the wildest laughter:
āForgive me,ā she said, her eyes filled with tears, ādo forgive me; itās too much for my nerves.ā āā ā¦ā
āDonāt apologize, madame,ā said the young man, gently, in a voice free from resentment. āI warned you that my story was laughable; I, better than anyone, know how absurd, how nonsensical it is. Yes, the whole thing is perfectly grotesque. But believe me when I tell you that it was no fun in reality. It seems a humorous situation and it remains humorous by the force of circumstances; but it is also horrible. You can see that for yourself, canāt you? The two mothers, neither of whom was certain of being a mother, but neither of whom was certain that she was not one, both clung to Jean Louis. He might be a stranger; on the other hand, he might be their own flesh and blood. They loved him to excess and fought for him furiously. And, above all, they both came to hate each other with a deadly hatred. Differing completely in character and education and obliged to live together because neither was willing to forego the advantage of her possible maternity, they lived the life of irreconcilable enemies who can never lay their weapons aside.ā āā ā¦ I grew up in the midst of this hatred and had it instilled into me by both of them. When my childish heart, hungering for affection, inclined me to one of them, the other would seek to inspire me with loathing and contempt for her. In this manor-house, which they bought on the old doctorās death and to which they added the two wings, I was the involuntary torturer and their daily victim. Tormented as a child, and, as a young man, leading the most hideous of lives, I doubt if anyone on earth ever suffered more than I did.ā
āYou ought to have left them!ā exclaimed Hortense, who had stopped laughing.
āOne canāt leave oneās mother; and one of those two women was my mother. And a woman canāt abandon her son; and each of them was entitled to believe that I was her son. We were all three chained together like convicts, with chains of sorrow, compassion, doubt and also of hope that the truth might one day become apparent. And here we still are, all three, insulting one another and blaming one another for our wasted lives. Oh, what a hell! And there was no escaping it. I tried often enoughā āā ā¦ but in vain. The broken bonds became tied again. Only this summer, under the stimulus of my love for GeneviĆØve, I tried to free myself and did my utmost to persuade the two women whom I call mother. And thenā āā ā¦ and then! I was up against their complaints, their immediate hatred of the wife, of the stranger, whom I was proposing to force upon them.ā āā ā¦ I gave way. What sort of a life would GeneviĆØve have had here, between Madame dāImbleval and Madame Vaurois? I had no right to victimize her.ā
Jean Louis, who had been gradually becoming excited, uttered these last words in a firm voice, as though he would have wished his conduct to be ascribed to conscientious motives and a sense of duty. In reality, as RĆ©nine and Hortense clearly saw, his was an unusually weak nature, incapable of reacting against a ridiculous position from which he had suffered ever since he was a child and which he had come to look upon as final and irremediable. He endured it as a man bears a cross which he has no right to cast aside; and at the same time he was ashamed of it. He had never spoken of it to GeneviĆØve, from dread of ridicule; and afterwards, on returning to his prison, he had remained there out of habit and weakness.
He sat down to a writing-table and quickly wrote a letter which he handed to RĆ©nine:
āWould you be kind enough to give this note to Mlle. Aymard and beg her once more to forgive me?ā
RĆ©nine did not move and, when the other pressed
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