The Plot Jean Korelitz (drm ebook reader TXT) đ
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Anna Williams was not a Seattle native. Sheâd grown up in northern Idaho and moved the rest of the way west for college at the University of Washingtonââfamous for being Ted Bundyâs first playgroundââafter which sheâd spent a decade out on Whidbey Island working for a small radio station.
âWhat was that like?â said Jake.
âOldies and talk. An unusual combination.â
âNo, I meant living on an island.â
âOh. You know. Quiet. I was in a little town called Coupeville, where the station was. Lots of weekenders from the city, so it never felt that remote. And you know, weâre all used to the ferries up here. I donât think âislandâ really means to Seattle people what it means to other people.â
âDo you get back to Idaho?â he asked.
âNot since my adoptive mom died.â
âOh. Iâm sorry.â A moment later, he said: âSo, you were adopted?â
âNever formally. My momâmy adoptive momâwas actually my teacher. I had a really bad situation at home, and Miss Royce just sort of took me in. I think everyone in our town understood my circumstances. There was kind of a silent agreement that no one would look too close or involve the authorities. I got more stability from her in a couple of years than Iâd had my whole life before that.â
Clearly they were poised at the edge of a fathomless lake. There were many things he wanted to know, but it was hardly the right moment.
âItâs wonderful when the right person comes into your life at the right time.â
âWell.â Anna shrugged. âRight time, I donât know. A few years earlier would have been even better. But I certainly was able to appreciate what I had, while I had it. And I was extremely fond of her. I was a junior at the university when she got ill. I went home to take care of her. Thatâs when my hair turned gray.â
Jake looked at her. âReally? Iâve heard of that. Overnight, right?â
âNo, it wasnât like that. The way people talk about it, it sounds like you wake up in the morning and BAMâevery strandâs been replaced. For me it just started to grow out and everything new was this color. That was kind of a shock of its own, but after a while I decided it was kind of an opportunity. I could go any direction I wanted with it. I did color it for the first couple of years, but eventually I decided I liked it like this. I liked that it was a little bit confusing. Not for myself, but for other people.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âOh ⊠just that the combination of hair that signifies âoldâ with a face that isnât old is confusing to a lot of people. Iâve noticed it can make some people think Iâm older than my real age, and others think Iâm younger.â
âHow old are you?â Jake asked. âMaybe I shouldnât ask.â
âNo, itâs okay. Iâll tell you, but only after you tell me how old you think I am. Itâs not a vanity thing. Iâm just curious.â
She smiled at Jake, and he took the opportunity to see it all again: the pale oval face, the streaked silver hair down her back, and that girlish hairband with the linen shirt and leggings heâd seen around town, and on her feet tan boots that looked ready to hike off home along a rugged wooded path. She was right, he realized, about her age. Not that heâd never been especially adept at assessing age, but with Anna he couldnât have said any number between, say, twenty-eight and forty, with any certainty at all. Because he had to say a number, he approximated his own.
âAre you ⊠in your mid-thirties?â
âI am.â She smiled. âWant to try for the bonus round?â
âWell, Iâm thirty-seven, myself.â
âNice. A nice age.â
âAnd you are ⊠?â
âThirty-five. An even nicer age.â
âIt is,â Jake said. Outside it had started to rain. âSo. Why radio?â
âOh I know, itâs ridiculous. Radio broadcasting is an insane industry to want to go into in the twenty-first century, but I like my job. Well, not this morning, but most of the time. And Iâm going to keep trying to get fiction on the air. Though I doubt many other novelists are going to be as mild-mannered about it as you were.â
Inwardly, Jake winced. âMild-manneredâ had made him think, immediately, of that other version of himself, the Jake whoâd once silently endured the diatribe of a narcissistic guest-writer from California: noisy pipes! bad sandwiches! non-working fireplaces! And the never to be forgotten: Anybody can be a writer.
On the other hand, that same diatribe had ultimately brought him here. And here was good. Despite the incandescent events of the past several monthsâOprah! Spielberg!âand the ongoing astonishment of his bookâs ever-growing readership, he was actually happier right at this momentâwith the silver-haired girl in the wood-lined coffee shopâthan heâd been in months.
âMost of us,â said Jake, âmost fiction writers, I mean, weâre not all that hung up about the sales and the rankings and the Amazon number. I mean, we care, we need to eat like everyone else, but weâre just so glad people are reading our work. Like, anyoneâs reading our work. And despite what your boss said on the air this morning, Crib wasnât my first book. Or even my second. Maybe a couple thousand people read my first novel, even though it had a good publisher and some nice reviews. But even thatâs way more than the number of people who read my second book. So you see, itâs never a forgone conclusion that anyone is actually going to see your work, no matter how good it is. And if nobody reads it, it doesnât exist.â
âTree falls in the forest,â Anna said.
âA suitable northwest interpretation. But if they do read it, you never get over the thrill of that: a person you donât even know, paying their hard-earned money so they can
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