Marry Me G. Hauser (the chimp paradox .TXT) 📖

guy, even now, twenty years later.

Covering his face with both hands, Fabian let out a soft moan

and the dropped his arms heavily at his sides. “I did well to

forget that.”

“Didn’t tell anyone? Ever?”

“No. How could I?”

Braxton shifted closer and held Fabian’s arm in comfort.

“How about you? What are you hiding?” Fabian looked at

him.

Braxton wished he hadn’t made the deal. Closing his eyes

trying to overcome that dreaded pride he had, he struggled to say

it.

“Worse than that?” Fabian rolled over and caressed Braxton.

Without looking at him, his eyes unfocused, Braxton said, “I

was abandoned.”

“By whom?”

With spite and hatred, Braxton spat out angrily, “My

mother.”

Fabian responded by touch, not voice, holding Braxton.

“I was five.” Braxton shook his head in fury and after battling

the urge to stop talking about it, he said, “She was a single

mother and left me with my grandmother.” He balled his fists,

his knuckles still raw and scabbing from when he punched the

wall. “She couldn’t handle me either. Didn’t want me. So I was

passed to aunts, cousins…”

“Shit.”

“Fuck everyone. I don’t care.”

Fabian went for him to embrace him. Braxton’s first impulse

was to push him away, but he didn’t. He let go, limp in Fabian’s

arms.

~

No wonder!

Fabian felt like an idiot for judging Braxton so harshly. But

when a child is abandoned like that? Unloved? It’s amazing this man has made something of himself and not become a serial

killer!

“I gotcha.” Fabian hauled Braxton on top of him, spreading

his legs so Braxton fell between them. Hugging him, kissing his

cheek and neck, Fabian couldn’t imagine that kind of childhood.

His had been the opposite.

“I’m not using that as an excuse to be an ass.” Braxton

seemed to settle down, as if feeling stronger as the weight was

lifted.

“No, but it’s a good one. And to me? You’ve never been an

ass. Never.”

Braxton leaned up on his elbows so they could see each other.

“I don’t know why. I treat everyone the same. Like shit.”

“Brianna loves you.”

That made Braxton smile. “I love her. I’d be lost without her

loyalty.”

“Loyalty.” Fabian loved his smile. “Yeah. Hard to find.

Means a lot.”

“She’s never quit me. She’s seen me in the dregs, believe

me.”

“I believe you.”

“But I pay her. That’s why she stays. And in this economy?”

Braxton leaned to one side, taking his long hair out of his eyes.

“That’s not the only reason she’s loyal or stays. If she hated

you, she’d leave.”

Braxton appeared to reflect on the comment. “Yeah. She

would. But she gets me.”

“Would you date her if she were single?”

“No. I wouldn’t. She doesn’t get me hot.” Braxton ground his

hips on Fabian. “Like you do.”

I love you, was so close to slipping out of Fabian’s mouth he felt as if he had to swallow it down. He did love Braxton, but one

week? And even with all the reassurance from him, Fabian didn’t

want to leap too fast and scare this kitten back into the shadows.

“Do you get hotter with men than with women?” Fabian

traced down Braxton’s coarse jaw to his neck.

“Yes. I do. I dated women less and less as I grew older.”

“I can’t do it with them.”

“I could. I do admire some of them.”

Fabian felt both their cocks pulsate as their sorrow began to

morph into heat. “I love men. Everything about them. Always

have.”

Braxton chuckled and touched the tip of Fabian’s nose

playfully.

“Their build, their scent, their power…” Fabian’s cock grew

stiff in the tight space between them. “And I love to be fucked.”

“Yes, well, there is that.”

“Love to have a dominant powerhouse take me. Take me like

you did in the car. Wow. Though it was crazy and slightly out of

character for me, I’ll jack off to that every night.”

The smile lit up Braxton’s face. “I’ll fuck you anywhere you

wanna be fucked.”

“Oh, God, don’t even offer that.” Fabian loved it!

“Why not? It’s great fun, and the fact that it gets you off?”

Braxton shrugged. “I’ll do anything you want me to do to get

you hot and happy.”

“Yeah?” Fabian laughed.

“Sure. Leather? Uniforms? You name it.”

“Wow.” Fabian repeated, shaking his head. “Never had a

lover so accommodating.”

“I know, right? Isn’t it nice? I mean, is it that hard to be in

tune with the man you love?”

“Huh?” Fabian blinked and thought he heard wrong. “What

did you say?”

Braxton turned shy and wouldn’t meet his eyes.

“Did you say you loved me?” He couldn’t get another peep

out of this stoic man. Fabian didn’t care. He didn’t have to hear

it, though he thought he already did.

Cupping Braxton’s jaw, Fabian said it fearlessly now, “I love

you, Braxton Todd.”

~

Shocked, Braxton couldn’t express how he felt about what

just happened. Not only had he let someone know he was

unloved as a child, he’d heard someone say those three magic

words. Someone he believed.

With enthusiasm and lust, he went for Fabian’s mouth and

spread Fabian’s legs farther apart with his knees. He reached

between them and righted their two stiff cocks.

Fabian straddled his legs, bending his knees in invitation and

gripped Braxton’s upper arms tightly.

Opening his lips to devour Fabian, Braxton sucked his tongue

into his mouth and wanted to hammer hard into this gorgeous

stud. He ground his cock on Fabian’s pubic hair and the friction

was fantastic. Fabian responded to the passion, wrapping his

ankles around Braxton’s hips and humping him.

As they rode each other, Braxton actually felt the climax

stirring. He parted from the kiss, braced his arms on both sides of Fabian and dry-humped him like a mad wolf in heat.

Fabian held Braxton’s waist and did the same, thrusting

against his hot sweaty skin and showing his teeth in a sensual

snarl. When Fabian reached around Braxton’s body and poked at

his rim, Braxton came, throwing his head back and grunting in

pleasure. As the cum spatter was trapped between them, Fabian

upped the tempo of his movements and he too, was elevated to a

climax, just by the two of them rubbing boiling friction together.

“Ohhhh…” Fabian moaned and caught his breath. “You are

so fucking hot, I can’t stand it.”

Braxton moved his hips in a circular motion, feeling the cum

sliding between them and so sated he was ready to drop dead.

With a loving touch, Fabian cupped Braxton’s cheek. “You

got me, hot stuff. Hook, line and sinker.”

Braxton laughed and pecked his lips. “You’re