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Sheâs an elf consultant, I think. And there are houses where people are unhappy, houses with presences you try not to think about. We moved into one when I was eleven, a house with too many doors in which you couldnât hear what was happening in other rooms. It came with a complicated alarm system that didnât make anyone feel better.
âCan you give me some examples?â
âWell, the most recent one is in ReykjavĂk. The people had built their house into the ground, because they wanted it to be as natural as possible. But no-one could sleep in the main bedroom and the little girls who lived there were unhappy, and people kept hearing things and sensing things. At first they thought it was ghosts, so they called me. But theyâd taken land from a father and a young daughter, and he was angry because he didnât have his home any more. So we agreed that the owners would put a big stone back in the corner of the bathroom, and they wouldnât touch a huge rock in the garden. So the elf man and his little girl had a small corner in the house, and their main home in the garden. And then everyone was happy.â
A kind of elf reservation. âIâm surprised the elves were happy.â
ĂĂłrunn shrugs. âWell, they were forced to be. Theyâre more understanding than we are. They prefer to build away from us, but weâre always moving, and then what are they to do?â
In the human version of this tension over land rights, in Israel and Northern Ireland, for example, they usually resort to explosives.
âSo theyâre always benign? Well-disposed?â
âIf theyâre approached with goodwill. Iâve never in my sixty years come across a bad being. Iâve never seen any demons or bad elves. Not when I havenât understood why theyâre behaving like that. Usually itâs because something has been done to them.â
âWhat about ghosts?â The ghosts are what Iâm really interested in. I know there are powerful Icelandic ghost stories but no-one will tell them to me. Even PĂ©tur and Vilborg respond with courteous distaste. They are not nice, Iâm told firmly, and I havenât yet been here long enough to know how to get people to talk to a foreigner about things that arenât nice.
ĂĂłrunn doesnât want to tell me about ghosts either. âI donât like the word ghosts. My guides have a word for people who have passed over in the last two hundred years. Thereâs always someone around but theyâre not doing much, just watching over. Theyâre not very different from when they were alive, asking why you painted the wall a colour they donât like. If thereâs some event, a wedding or christening, theyâre always very excited. But Iâve never seen a bad person whoâs gone over. Iâve seen them frustrated â I was at a funeral for a young man, and he was there in the church by the coffin where they always stand, and usually one or two with them. He was very angry and he had to be taken away. He was young, and he was very drunk when he fell and wrecked his head, and he was angry. But usually when they are buried they go and say goodbye to their nearest and dearest. And thatâs very interesting for me. Maybe a widow was being very brave, but when her husband comes and touches her shoulder, then she breaks down. And also I can see it with the children. And thatâs what people donât understand. They say, âOh, it was when I heard this song, then I just broke down.â But thatâs not the reason. Itâs the final goodbye. Maybe I just donât want to see anything bad. I love to go out here in the winter at night, just to have the complete darkness surround me. It has never even entered my mind that there could be anything to harm me out there.â
âThat sounds comforting,â I say. I am trying to imagine ĂĂłrunnâs world.
âIt is comforting. And for me, itâs normal and I feel safe. People say they saw a big black shadow or they felt cold. Well, I feel people who have passed, and if they drowned or froze I can feel their cold. But itâs just part of life. Maybe because I was born that way.â
ĂĂłrunn has seen the hidden people all her life, played with them as a child. I turn my question around.
âWhen did you realise that other people couldnât see them?â
She laughs. âItâs very strange, but I was thirty-five years old. I was working in a bar, and there was a young man who often came there. And after heâd had three or four vodka tonics, another guy would come in and lean over him, nudging into him. I couldnât hear what they were saying but it was clearly, âGo on, have another, just a little one.â I knew this beautiful young man and he couldnât handle his liquor. It went on for months, and one day I said to my boss, âIâm going to say something to that guy. Heâs no friend to Siggi, getting him to drink so much.â And my boss said, âSorry, which guy?â And I said, âCome on, the guy hanging over his shoulder.â And my boss said, âWhat do you mean? Thereâs no-one there.â So I justââ ĂĂłrunn zips her mouth. âSome people do say that other beings drink through them, and itâs not exactly like that, but sometimes alcoholics who have passed over, they can see the aura of drinkers getting less protective. And even if the beings or the dead people canât drink themselves they can enjoy the â the drunkenness. You know?â She babbles in
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