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The man really did take āobservantā to a whole new level.
āAnd youāre telling me that with three siblings who know Jesus, you honestly donāt?ā
Heartbeats passed. āThatās not what I said, either.ā Summer forced the words out slowly.
They sat by the fire in silence. She didnāt offer any more information. Clay didnāt ask any questions.
Her shoulders fell. She wasnāt giving up on escaping from this man who wanted her dead. Not by a long shot. But his silent, unknown, possible presence made everything feel heavier, made her consider everything more deeply. What if he did succeed, did manage to kill her? Was she happy with her life now?
If she died now, could she honestly say sheād been living for the last three years?
TWELVE
Clay knew heād misstepped, at least where Summer was concerned. What he didnāt know was how, exactly. Heād assumed up until now that Summer might be in one of those seasons of life where she was busy and her times with God were inconsistent, but it appeared she intentionally avoided God.
As a police officer, Clay had seen more than his share of how life could break people. Heād seen people who had let tragedy push them to vices. Drugs. Alcohol. It wouldnāt surprise him if Summer used mountain running to escape in the same way. What he didnāt know was how to convince her that he understood, that he didnāt think worse of her because she wasnāt living in her faith right now. He was sad for her. But it didnāt change his opinion of her.
āWhat did my brother tell you about me?ā
āWhat do you mean?ā Clay asked in an attempt to stall for time, to give himself a minute to figure out how to react to her question. This was the kind of conversation he hadnāt anticipated ever having with Summer. They were friends. Bodyguard and woman in danger. It wasnāt that the topic was anything too intimate, but it was certainly personal, more personal a conversation than heād have guessed they would be having.
How long was he going to have to tell himself those things until he finally and truly believed it?
He met her glacier-blue eyes, swallowing hard at the knot in his throat that had nothing to do with this particular conversation and everything to do with the draw he felt toward her.
Summer took a breath and continued, āI was under the impression somehow, when we first met, that heād told you about me.ā
āJust that you were his sister and to stay away from you.ā
āThatās what I thought.ā
Her voice had hardened. Interesting. Why?
Clay shook his head, not sure what he was reassuring her about, but wanting to anyway. āI donāt think he meant anything bad by it.ā
Her laugh was hard, cold. āSure he didnāt. I get it, okay, Clay? Youāre this great guy. Youāve got real faith. Guys like you deserve women who believe as strongly as you do.ā
āThere you go again, talking about yourself like you donāt know Jesus when you havenāt answered my question yet about whether or not you do. Are you a Christian, Summer?ā
He wasnāt usually so blunt, didnāt usually feel it was the best approach, but Summer was pushing him toward it. Maybe she was pushing to see if heād give up on her? He wasnāt sure but he could tell she was going for some kind of reaction. He didnāt know if it was best to give it to her or not, but the woman touched such a raw place inside him, ignited his emotions to such a degree that he didnāt want to measure what he said, didnāt want to keep his distance anymore and keep his feelings uninvolved.
Honestly he wanted to kiss away every frown line on her face that said she didnāt think she was good enough. Good enough for whom? She was the kind of woman who was so hopelessly out of his league he had hardly allowed himself to consider her.
āI asked Jesus to save me when I was seven,ā she said softly. āTold him I knew I was a sinner. That I believed His death on the cross was for me too. And I did, Clay.ā She sniffed. He didnāt know if she was crying or if the smoke was bothering her. So Clay didnāt do anything, just waited.
But after a long moment of silence, he finally prompted her, āAnd?ā
She smiled wryly. āMy faith may be a bit...lapsed at the moment, but I know thatās all thatās required. What do you mean, āandā?ā
āSomething happened to take the childlike faith of a seven-year-old and dampen it, push it aside.ā
Summer let out a breath. āEven if you had looked me up I guess you wouldnāt know this part.ā
āI told you I didnāt. I donāt know anything about you that you havenāt told me. Besides that your brother wanted you to be off-limitsābut, Summer, I think that was because he doesnāt think Iām good enough for you.ā
She was already shaking her head. āNo, he just knows...ā Her cheeks flamed. āHe knows how easy it is for me when my heart gets involved to forget everything else.ā
Clayās chest was tight, it was getting harder to breathe. Something about the heartbreak coming off Summer was affecting him. Was this what it felt like to be really truly close to a person? Heād had a few solid friends in high school, guys from his town who he was still pretty close to today. But there was an added element here, and it was not just attraction.
He stoked the fire a little more. Looked at Summer. Her face was
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