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captured Harperā€™s Ferry, with his nineteen men so true,
And he frightened old Virginny till she trembled through and through.
They hung him for a traitor, themselves the traitor crew,
But his soul goes marching along.ā€

ā€œFeeling good?ā€ I asked.

ā€œFine. Iā€™m about the luckiest man on Godā€™s earth, Major. Iā€™ve always wanted to get into a big show, but I didnā€™t see how it would come the way of a homely citizen like me, living in a steam-warmed house and going down town to my office every morning. I used to envy my old dad that fought at Chattanooga, and never forgot to tell you about it. But I guess Chattanooga was like a scrap in a Bowery bar compared to this. When I meet the old man in Glory heā€™ll have to listen some to me.ā€

It was just after Blenkiron spoke that we got a reminder of Stummā€™s presence. The gun was well laid, for a shell plumped on the near edge of the castrol. It made an end of one of the Companions who was on guard there, badly wounded another, and a fragment gashed my thigh. We took refuge in the shallow cave, but some wild shooting from the east side brought us back to the parapets, for we feared an attack. None came, nor any more shells, and once again the night was quiet.

I asked Blenkiron if he had any near relatives.

ā€œWhy, no, except a sisterā€™s son, a college-boy who has no need of his uncle. Itā€™s fortunate that we three have no wives. I havenā€™t any regrets, neither, for Iā€™ve had a mighty deal out of life. I was thinking this morning that it was a pity I was going out when I had just got my duodenum to listen to reason. But I reckon thatā€™s another of my mercies. The good God took away the pain in my stomach so that I might go to Him with a clear head and a thankful heart.ā€

ā€œWeā€™re lucky fellows,ā€ said Sandy; ā€œweā€™ve all had our whack. When I remember the good times Iā€™ve had I could sing a hymn of praise. Weā€™ve lived long enough to know ourselves, and to shape ourselves into some kind of decency. But think of those boys who have given their lives freely when they scarcely knew what life meant. They were just at the beginning of the road, and they didnā€™t know what dreary bits lay before them. It was all sunshiny and bright-coloured, and yet they gave it up without a momentā€™s doubt. And think of the men with wives and children and homes that were the biggest things in life to them. For fellows like us to shirk would be black cowardice. Itā€™s small credit for us to stick it out. But when those others shut their teeth and went forward, they were blessed heroes.ā ā€Šā ā€¦ā€

After that we fell silent. A manā€™s thoughts at a time like that seem to be double-powered, and the memory becomes very sharp and clear. I donā€™t know what was in the othersā€™ minds, but I know what filled my ownā ā€Šā ā€¦

I fancy it isnā€™t the men who get most out of the world and are always buoyant and cheerful that most fear to die. Rather it is the weak-engined souls who go about with dull eyes, that cling most fiercely to life. They have not the joy of being alive which is a kind of earnest of immortalityā ā€Šā ā€¦ I know that my thoughts were chiefly about the jolly things that I had seen and done; not regret, but gratitude. The panorama of blue noons on the veld unrolled itself before me, and hunterā€™s nights in the bush, the taste of food and sleep, the bitter stimulus of dawn, the joy of wild adventure, the voices of old staunch friends. Hitherto the war had seemed to make a break with all that had gone before, but now the war was only part of the picture. I thought of my battalion, and the good fellows there, many of whom had fallen on the Loos parapets. I had never looked to come out of that myself. But I had been spared, and given the chance of a greater business, and I had succeeded. That was the tremendous fact, and my mood was humble gratitude to God and exultant pride. Death was a small price to pay for it. As Blenkiron would have said, I had got good value in the deal.

The night was getting bitter cold, as happens before dawn. It was frost again, and the sharpness of it woke our hunger. I got out the remnants of the food and wine and we had a last meal. I remember we pledged each other as we drank.

ā€œWe have eaten our Passover Feast,ā€ said Sandy. ā€œWhen do you look for the end?ā€

ā€œAfter dawn,ā€ I said. ā€œStumm wants daylight to get the full savour of his revenge.ā€

Slowly the sky passed from ebony to grey, and black shapes of hill outlined themselves against it. A wind blew down the valley, bringing the acrid smell of burning, but something too of the freshness of morn. It stirred strange thoughts in me, and woke the old morning vigour of the blood which was never to be mine again. For the first time in that long vigil I was torn with a sudden regret.

ā€œWe must get into the cave before it is full light,ā€ I said. ā€œWe had better draw lots for the two to go.ā€

The choice fell on one of the Companions and Blenkiron. ā€œYou can count me out,ā€ said the latter. ā€œIf itā€™s your wish to find a man to be alive when our friends come up to count their spoil, I guess Iā€™m the worst of the lot. Iā€™d prefer, if you donā€™t mind, to stay here. Iā€™ve made my peace with my Maker, and Iā€™d like to wait quietly on His call. Iā€™ll play a game of Patience to pass the time.ā€

He would take no denial, so we drew again, and the

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